The only time I recognize myself is when I'm at my worst.
I watch as people come through my life and leave with a quickness.
How I desire to leave, my thoughts constantly sending the pressure and here I lay alone in my thoughts.
I love you I thought to myself, but the second thought made the first a lie.
After all the sins I've committed how could I possibly be lovable?
Tears form on my face, water stains my pillow as I realize that I am the weakness.