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  • soulfulcreature 1d

    Take charge!

    They want to take everything and everyone from you, including your happiness.
    Because you’re afraid, you let them do what they want with your life.
    Sooner or later you have to take control of your life before it’s too late.

    ©soulfulcreature San

  • soulfulcreature 1d

    You know why?

    They hurt you and make you feel like it’s your fault.
    You’ve become a victim.
    You know why?
    They picked you, they chose you.
    Not because they loved you,
    They chose you just because you’re weak.
    They know you can’t stand for yourself.
    And now that you’ve rejected them they want to ruin your life.

    ©soulfulcreature San

  • soulfulcreature 1d

    Aftermath

    You’re so paranoid you can’t even trust anyone, not yourself either.
    They just have a hold on you, they gave you one threat that will haunt you the rest of your life.
    You now walk on the side walk just because you afraid to get hurt.
    One moment they made you feel safe and the next it’s like they are a total stranger.
    It’s like their evil twin just appeared and all of a sudden you just don’t feel safe anymore.

    ©soulfulcreature San

  • soulfulcreature 1d

    Fear...

    The moment when you realize this, it will be already too late.

    You’ll tell them you want out but they’ll tell you that leaving is not an option.

    Your life is nolonger yours but theirs.

    They are controlling you from the inside, you always afraid.

    Even your shadow frightens you, your heart is always racing.

    You always looking over your shoulders.

  • soulfulcreature 1d

    Free yourself before you lose yourself...

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    Possession; control...

    With time you’ll realize that they are living under your skin.

    Living under your skin uninvited, there is no more you.

    It’s all about them.

    It’s nolonger love but it’s all about possession,

    it’s about knowing who is in control and who is controlled.
    ©soulfulcreature San

  • soulfulcreature 5w

    I am a Capricorn who greatly enjoys word porn;
    I am an Alpha and a Queen;
    Fearless, Confident, a leader and a go getter.
    I’ve built a fortress around me;
    Walls up high, no one can see through it all unless we grow close enough.
    I’ve grown to protect myself; hard to let others do.
    Not good at asking for help; even if I’m drowning.
    Create drama and I shall ignore you, just not interested.
    I’m like an ocean, hiding all the water species; good and bad.
    Angry, sad, annoyed or frustrated, you would never tell;
    as I keep my emotions hidden.
    Always put up a happy face.
    I’m calm as a stable ocean;
    I can be a hurricane too;
    My temper is one not to be messed with as I will go off in the ring of a bell..
    I mastered the art of calmness;
    No need to worry...
    San
    @SoulfulCreature

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    I am...

    I am a Capricorn who greatly enjoys word porn;
    I am an Alpha and a Queen;
    Fearless, Confident, a leader and a go getter.
    I’ve built a fortress around me;
    Walls up high, no one can see through it all unless we grow close enough.
    I’ve grown to protect myself; hard to let others do.
    Not good at asking for help; even if I’m drowning.
    San
    ©soulfulcreature

  • soulfulcreature 5w

    Fifteen Years

    When I was merely 15 years of age, the world seemed simple. As I grew older, I thought otherwise. My responsibilities grew more and as I matured I handled them like a pro. Now I stand here,a reflection of my 15 year old self.. just stronger!
    San
    ©soulfulcreature

  • soulfulcreature 5w

    There I was, looking at my own reflection in the mirror.
    I still looked the same, but everything had changed.
    Nothing was the same anymore.
    He took away everything in just fifteen seconds.
    I never thought this day would come;
    Not like this, no!

    I thought we were in love;
    I thought we were inseparable;
    I thought I was his one true love as he was mine.
    He made me love him, trust him and believe that we were like Bonnie and Clyde, Romeo and Juliet or Caesar and Cleopatra.
    It was us against the world.

    On this day, just like any other day;
    We kissed, caressing each other;
    He explored every inch of my body.
    It felt like fire running through my body;
    My heart started beating faster, I was breathing fast too.
    I liked it, but I was scared too.

    He whispered in my ear,
    “Relax, just listen to my voice. It will only take a few seconds and the pain will be gone.”
    At first I didn’t know what he meant, this was all new to me.

    Just in fifteen seconds, I knew exactly what he meant.
    My heart sank, felt like a heartbreak.
    I felt it in my stomach.

    He had taken the one thing that meant everything to me.
    I lost my pride, my dignity, my confidence and my reason for being.

    He made so many promises on that day.
    It’s been fifteen days now,
    I haven’t heard from him.
    All I can do is reflect on everything,
    As I look at my reflection in the mirror.

    I thought we were magic.
    I thought it was a forever thing.
    Just in fifteen seconds,
    I lost it all.

    San
    @SoulfulCreature

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    Fifteen, Thought, Reflection

    There I was, looking at my own reflection in the mirror.
    I still looked the same, but everything had changed.
    Nothing was the same anymore.
    He took away everything in just fifteen seconds.
    I never thought this day would come;
    Not like this, no!
    San

    ©soulfulcreature

  • soulfulcreature 6w

    Empty and void

    They are days that I feel alive and happy,
    Days that I feel dead and sad;
    and then there is today,
    I just feel nothing at all.
    San
    ©soulfulcreature

  • soulfulcreature 8w

    What she wants

    ‪She wants love that consumes her, ‬

    ‪She wants passion and adventure; and even a little danger.‬

    ‪Life, we can’t always get what we want...‬

    ‪Not all of us will get what we want...‬
    ‪San ‬

    ©soulfulcreature