I am a Capricorn who greatly enjoys word porn; I am an Alpha and a Queen; Fearless, Confident, a leader and a go getter. I’ve built a fortress around me; Walls up high, no one can see through it all unless we grow close enough. I’ve grown to protect myself; hard to let others do. Not good at asking for help; even if I’m drowning. Create drama and I shall ignore you, just not interested. I’m like an ocean, hiding all the water species; good and bad. Angry, sad, annoyed or frustrated, you would never tell; as I keep my emotions hidden. Always put up a happy face. I’m calm as a stable ocean; I can be a hurricane too; My temper is one not to be messed with as I will go off in the ring of a bell.. I mastered the art of calmness; No need to worry... San @SoulfulCreature
There I was, looking at my own reflection in the mirror. I still looked the same, but everything had changed. Nothing was the same anymore. He took away everything in just fifteen seconds. I never thought this day would come; Not like this, no!
I thought we were in love; I thought we were inseparable; I thought I was his one true love as he was mine. He made me love him, trust him and believe that we were like Bonnie and Clyde, Romeo and Juliet or Caesar and Cleopatra. It was us against the world.
On this day, just like any other day; We kissed, caressing each other; He explored every inch of my body. It felt like fire running through my body; My heart started beating faster, I was breathing fast too. I liked it, but I was scared too.
He whispered in my ear, “Relax, just listen to my voice. It will only take a few seconds and the pain will be gone.” At first I didn’t know what he meant, this was all new to me.
Just in fifteen seconds, I knew exactly what he meant. My heart sank, felt like a heartbreak. I felt it in my stomach.
He had taken the one thing that meant everything to me. I lost my pride, my dignity, my confidence and my reason for being.
He made so many promises on that day. It’s been fifteen days now, I haven’t heard from him. All I can do is reflect on everything, As I look at my reflection in the mirror.
I thought we were magic. I thought it was a forever thing. Just in fifteen seconds, I lost it all.