I love the way I'm So I don't need your opinion No , your stereotypical and judgemental mind Is the issue you need to fix Your stuck in a social matrix Where you can go round and round But never beyond Where you're influenced A life of a puppet
I doubt that the chains would hold me any longer Cause it's rusting so faster I'm saving my energy To fight your negativity
Nope , you'll be the one begging Lying down holding my bleeding legs I may forgive you Cause I ain't you But I know you'll backstab me when I turn So my note the last words you'll hear
" Never make a enemy , who loves herself entirely, cause once she's awake , start counting your last day " .
Never think your worthless just bcuz they said so , or you couldn't prove yourself remember that by losing your faith they win so why let them win ?
Fly if you can't then , Run , if you can't then don't sit , crawl . Small steps take you to a large destination . Keep on moving when you feel like breaking . Smile cause it both pushes your negativity and confuses your opponent . And btw do you know the most powerful boxer had lost to an ordinary man just bcuz his mind was filled with negative thought that "what'll happen if I lose to an ordinary man ?"
Many people( inc.people who're reading this post ) have lost faith, hope, and confidence. But why? Have you ever questioned yourself, is losing your goals right hardly bcuz in the first step you lost? Doesn't complications make it interesting? If winning strengthens you then ur in the wrong track cause downfalls make you realize a different kind of perspective on how to handle the situation also you learn to overcome the crisis, mistakes show you to lookout broad-mindedly. So don't stop, sometimes you may not get the reward you deserve for all the hard work but keeping on moving forward will make you earn you the best reward at the end of the day you'll be proud of your accomplishments. That feeling is unexplainable, to feel it stop doubting yourself and keep on moving. Don't feel unworthy, cause a butterfly doesn't know the magnificence of its colorful wings but the people who see it do, right? And so you may not know your worth but the people around you do and that's the reason they want you to lose your confidence and faith. #7upstome_imp_talks.
( I don't own the picture and the quote in it and it goes to the rightful owner plus thanks a lot for spending your time and reading this, share your opinions in the comments section)
I don't know how you could just smile And push away the negative vibes
I don't know how you could socialize to a stranger And in moments the whole crowd is familiar
I don't know how you could act like everything's fine When your crumbling inside
And point out the silver linings Although I know you feel like dying But still surviving Knowing the pain will last Overcoming the nightmares of past And never break down Cause you want to stand up for your loved ones .
So guys 2019 last year I had to go through a lot and it was my BBFF who although was overprotective and annoying , yet my favorite and loved one helped me through it , I can't thank her in words and let me tell my biggest fear is of losing my loved ones and your one of my priorities in them and even if I can't pay back on how much you supported me always remember I love you and I ain't good at handling sappy stuffs , I'm literally on tears when I think of the things you've done for me and I love to the core dear ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️. I'm proud of you being my BBFF . ( Beautiful best friend forever ❣️)
It is taking every ounce of my courage jot this down .
Being a woman was never easy neither 100 years back nor these days . We say we are modern and empowered but still 99% of us feel ashamed or couldn't gather courage to share a sexual abuse or stand against them. What is the use to say the word EMPOWERED when the condition remains the same?
Trust me it's not easy to convey a sexual abuse. In my 12th grade when I experienced it for the first time I couldn't believe something like that happening to me. When I discussed it with the other girls of my class ...I found that they were already riding on that boat. I couldn't sleep for two nights and had no courage to say to my parents. I conveyed it to some of the male classmates but the response was shocking as they said " you girls are mistaking it ...it happens with us too"...and then you say we RESPECT WOMEN, so ironic. I don't wish any girl should go through this but will this be your answer if your sister/ mother/girlfriend goes through this. I cried in silence.. I used to sit in the bathroom for hours. Then I told to my friend living far far away from me ... he was the only person who said " either stop him or suffer from it... suffering would be more painful " . These thoughts still haunts me and I still have sleepless nights. I can feel that man's touch sometimes (I guess I think too much)..but I can't let it go.
Then you say girls are happy...just see their social media accounts. Oh pls trust me there are 4 random dms everyday ... some illogical comments and a lot more . Trust me, being a woman is not easy.
Lockdown is caging trauma for you people? Covering your faces is troubling right? Maintaining distance from people is irritating right? Hello guys this is our life as girls.
Please put aside your ego and lust before destroying lives.
In the palette of my life, There were sorrows, heartbreaks, misery, agony and woe, I've painted my soul in these shades of dolour, I wandered and wandered, Through the mazes of my past and present, But those shades of life: the crimson joy, ruby red love, amber exhilaration and dandelion bliss...have remained unknown to me, It's like I've known only the dark phases of the moon, I couldn't portrait the curves of smiles and sparkling eyes on the canvas of my monochromatic poesy, Yet this portrait of mine stayed so beautiful, Maybe every shades of blue and grey with few drops of beige, Made it chef-doeuvre of my life...