I came here to start fresh.A new beginning.A new life.But you can never really run away.Demons will continue to chase,as long as you keep running.
The memories,Still make me smile.I’m glad.Regardless of all the pain,I wanted it at one point in my life.
Old souls have it hard.A life that is never theirs.A world that doesn’t accept.Dreams that can’t be grasped.And a body that will never understand.
It’s been five years now,I still think of you.The ‘what ifs’Wonder if things would have been different.Maybe they might be, In another life, another world.
There was a time when real life was better than dreams.A time when bringing a child into this world was the most important thing.Now we dream away to stay out of reality.And we rather die alone than bring up our children into this failed society.
They say love takes time.Be patient.It will come when you least expect it.But I’ve been waiting a long time.Stuck in a loop, that never seems to end.Time is racing and patience thinning.Feels like I’m gonna be waiting all my life...Maybe this love thing is never meant for me.
How long will you wait?How long will you hope?How long will you punish yourself?How long will you wish for something that is dead? How long will you try to bring it back to life?When will you stop?When will you realise that it’s all gone?That it’s all finished?
You give and give and giveThey take and take and take When will you stop giving?When will they stop taking?
Why aren’t you strong enough to say no?Why do you feel guilty for saying no?Why do you care more about their feelings than yours?Why won’t you put yourself first?