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Want to be in the hearts of the people as �� ANON ��

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  • _an_on_ 1w

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    Unheimlich
    feelings of Stygian
    hue mes -merized
    my somno -lent eyes
    when he ab -ruptly wakes
    up at night. At 3
    o'clock he wakes up
    and fails to re
    -member me. There be
    -gins my count
    -down to ini -tiate dis -tinct
    techniques to retain
    the pieces of past till
    the succeeding amne -siac
    carriage replace the preceding. "Second
    stage, moderate Alzeimer's" the doctor
    said three weeks ago. I didn't fail to
    make the schedule or didn't lose pa
    -tience. It's just the fourth year of
    his fateful travel. Hmm, he does fail
    to remember that tune, to solve the sum
    that creates problem, to soothe
    his drifting side, to unequivo
    -cally express his desidertum,
    or to get on his own nerve in
    search of the glasses that
    are resided on his head.Nonethe
    -less I try to retain his memory of me. The
    memory of our first connubial proximity till
    now that has been washed...
    -deep within the entorhinal
    cortex that has been
    washed leaving the
    soaked cells drown
    in flooded grey matter.
    Washed just the moment,
    the day befell when I walk
    -ed near him with his
    favourite aegean
    chambray to unbutton
    his shirt - "Mom plz, now
    I'm a grown up. I can wear
    myself". Undamaged I strive
    to put on the glaucous threads,
    the 60s specs(though having
    normal vision acuity), low tight
    bun, elderly flip-flop - to retain his
    memory of me being his mother.
    Suppressing my carnal feeling to
    be his wife, innocent I can't understand that the
    suppressed feelings can take the shape of irascible
    I. Unlocking the chains, now I retain in his memory
    as his new love - finding myself as the new I.

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    Unheimlich - weird
    Stygian - very dark
    Somnolent - sleepy
    Succeeding amnesiac carriage replace the preceding - (metaphor) the forthcoming memory that can anytime erase the present memory (that normally happens in amnesia)
    Drifting side - (metaphor) anger ; the side of man that hasn't tamed/anchored.
    Desideratum : requirement
    Connubial proximity - the day of marriage
    Entorhinal cortex - area of the brain that retains memory
    Grey matter - contains most of the brain's neuron cell bodies
    Befell - happen
    Aegean - shade of blue
    Chambray - fabric
    Glaucous - dull greyish-green
    Threads - fibre
    Specs - spectacles
    Flip-flop - light sandal

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    Synopsis : One-day a man wakes up at night and refuses to recognize the woman sleeping beside him. This is not the first time for that woman i.e his wife as her husband has already forgotten her and regards her as his mother. And yet she gets frightened as if her husband refuses to recognize her even as his mother. She takes care of him. Her husband forgets each and every thing that happened in the last ten years. He even doesn't remember whether he's married or not. In search of an identity his wife decorate herself as the 60s woman(his mother). But due to this fake identity and pretence she gradually becomes a little short-tempered. At last she realized that posturing isn't the solution and thus she meets with her husband as a stranger with her own identity and initiates a new phase in their life.

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    P.S. : Nowadays a newborn disease so-called 'break-up' has suddenly dispersed. Of course it's not very clever thing to remain with a wrong man or woman throughout one's life. But it's also not an applaudable thing to break-up with the loved one just for some trivial disagreement. Not only the lovers, due to some misunderstandings friends also cease to talk with each other. Even criminals get a second chance. And life's all about a second chance. Many people like the above story suffers from natural catastrophe and forced to begin their life anew, so why can't we give a second chance?Instead of this break-up what if we forget the past and begin the relation anew (a new phase in life)? Just like a memorable day after the amnesiac night.

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    P.C. : Google
    Lame attempt to create a human face whose memory has been erased from his mind (while some memories are left behind in the blank mind). Over a tree much like the bg. I've used too many hyphens just for the sake of the concrete poetry. Pardon for the mess and length. (。•́︿•̀。)

    @sarbari_thinks lachrymose friendship day
    dearie ��
    ...and yet I can't break-up with you my bestest quarrel-monger (๑•́ ₃ •̀๑)

    #pod #farewell to the past experiences that instigate break-up #drift

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  • _an_on_ 3w

    TEACUP DICTIONARY POEM
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    Masculinity (5 syllables)

    Concealed lament (4 syllables)

    Hushed shyness (3 syllables)

    Boldness (2 syllables)

    Charm (1 syllable)

    Attributes of men (5 syllables)

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    These are the features that are regarded as the characteristics of men.

    It has always been more socially acceptable for girls to cry. Whereas repressed emotions can also factor into mental health conditions.

    Shyness is part of our temperament from birth. Shyness Doesn’t Make a Boy Any Less of a Man.

    A Man is an adult human male. The purpose for all humans is to grow in humaneness, to be of service, to help others and to evolve in morals. Purposes that hardly need boldness and charm.

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    #PoetryWednesday

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    Masculinity
    Concealed lament
    Hushed shyness
    Boldness
    Charm
    Attributes of men

  • _an_on_ 3w

    Stems : originate in
    Radicle : embryonic root
    Arrhythmia : a condition in which the heart beats with an abnormal rhythm

    #poetryc #hollow

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    Poetry stems
    from the
    radicle of hollow arrhythmia
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  • _an_on_ 4w

    #cees_memo_chall this piece may be unsuitable for the challenge. But if one remembers their loved one like this? Painful or Soothing(to some extent)?

    #wordc
    Schizophrenia : Schizophrenia is a serious mental disorder in which people interpret reality abnormally, may result in some combination of hallucinations, delusions etc.

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    He amorously inhales
    my panting lips,
    turning his arm
    to embrace my hips.

    I can thoroughly
    sense his sigh,
    while he grab
    the hair of mine.

    He loves me
    as the patient fainted in pain,
    and as the lilies
    soak the rain.

    He closes my eyes,
    caress my face,
    and kisses my forehead
    at a slow pace.

    Unlatching my eyes
    I find my lone cup of tea,
    as I besiege my Schizophrenia
    that often plays tricks with me.

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  • _an_on_ 4w

    Love never dies a natural death
    Standing before the mirror
    When I look back into my past
    Illusory mind's infatuation
    It seems as if Hypnos has blessed me
    As if I have plunged in Lethe
    I subdued my misbehaviour
    Grazing through this darkness
    Every love story has its problem
    Let my tumour of love be grown till I get affected with cancer
    The cause of my euphoria


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    I don't know what I have done!

    #cees_rww_chall

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  • _an_on_ 4w

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    // Autumnal
    Zephyr // he puts
    me in the ceramic planter //
    securing my root in the layers //
    of grit,
    compost
    and fine
    gravels // I love
    the open air. // Riparian
    vegetation beside
    the brook, // clime
    of the avenue, //
    to let myself
    amal- gamate
    with the hue, //
    amidst the lines of
    boulevard, // or the chaotic
    promenade, // in the tranquil
    woodland, // amongst the roar
    of the Leopard, // are
    my chosen environ- ment //
    yet he keeps me in the
    exposed casement //
    yearly or frequently
    he prunes my
    roots // to stunt my
    growth even so he
    doesn't uproot. //
    He would not have
    to shorten // if I had
    not outgrown // from my
    alloted planter // an awarded
    place - deep and angular. // He
    runs a heavy gauge wire // from the utter exor- dium // through my complete physique // to hold
    me in the rhythm -ic possie. // Then he finishes his detail // by decorating me with moss and gravel // Who am I? // Have you guessed me? // The
    ornate B O N S A I or the dwarfed L A D Y?


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    planter : decorative container
    securing : fixing firmly
    grit : small loose particles of stone or sand
    riparian : situated on the banks of a river
    vegetation : flora
    boulevard : wide street lined with trees
    promenade : avenue
    casement : window
    prune : trim
    exordium : beginning
    physique : figure
    rhythmic : occurring regularly
    possie : position
    detail : task
    bonsai : tray planting
    dwarfed : stunted in growth or development

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    Doesn't the Bonsai resemble a woman? Since a woman just like the bonsai (also like normal human beings) loves outdoors but is forced to stay home. She is chained by the social norms. She is not allowed to spread her intellect and knowledge. Their growth is pruned. Moreover it is also a kind of rule that a woman must look perfect and beautiful, thus she should always beautify herself. Tried to create a bonsai-shaped concrete poetry but failed : (

    Inspiration : Bravely Fought The Queen by Mahesh Dattani.

    #rhythm #chaosc #pod

    @writersnetwork thank you so much for the repost.

    @mirakee My first ever POD. Thank you so much for the repost.

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  • _an_on_ 4w

    Hi! Hope you are well and doing good. I came across your writings it felt really good reading your work. I would like to connect with you and discuss your work more in detail. Looking forward to connect with you. Waiting for your reply.

    Reply : Oh really! I'm obliged to you. But can you kindly explain me as a representative of a publishing platform why did you suffer to inform me? I don't want to hurt you please don't mind. Does opportunity knock?



    Hi! I will be highly pleased if you can do me a favour I urgently need few subscriptions on my channel. Kindly extend your support. The link is in my bio! Thanks for your precious time. I am sure all the video will be able to touch your soul deep.

    Reply : Oh sure why not. In fact you urgently need it. So urgent that you can't even read the post before you like or repost. So urgent still you get time to copy and paste this text with some adjectival changes in everyone's post. How diligent you are. Working hard even in your phase of urgency. Please don't embarrass me by thanking me even before I help your.

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    Ugh! How unbearable is it.
    Now minds must be pondering over such things.
    After laboriously creating a chronicle
    the first reply is from the urgent Mirakeean
    the addition of tinder in fire
    expressly crave to quell their manoeuvre
    patently this must be done
    to secure Mirakee from denigration
    yet for a while think differently
    not just blaming them angrily
    their importance in Mirakee
    though they break the key.
    Don't their deceitfulness
    helps you to shed light upon the genuineness?
    As such Sun brightly shines to conceal darkness.
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    More one experiences deception more they find the real worth of ingenuity.
    Pardon for the mess.

    ☯ The good side of badness ☯
    ☯ Positive Vibes ☯

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  • _an_on_ 5w

    lost¹ : bygone
    lost² : away
    hippocampus : region of the brain that store
    long-term memories
    HPA axis : central stress response system


    #lost #unflappable

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    Let lost get lost
    into the interior of the injured hippocampus through
    unflappable HPA axis

  • _an_on_ 5w

    I find
    happiness
    in falling down
    as I can
    gauge my strength
    in standing up.
    I heartily accept
    my failure
    to exceedingly
    relish my success.
    I undeniably
    acknowledge
    my blunder
    to recreate myself
    an unambiguous
    perfection.
    I always thank
    the deceiver
    who frame the
    firmness
    within me.
    I seek joy
    from the relief
    after laceration
    like the ray of light
    in the house of
    correction.

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  • _an_on_ 5w

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    I just set my mind to
    write ���� ������������ piece
    when �� refuses to perch
    beside ��. A unique piece
    indeed; with idiosyncratic
    plot, eccentric theme
    and evet outré
    morphology; perchance
    an unascertained syntax
    where �� feels free to
    socialize with each and
    every consonant. That
    doesn't mean it's simple.
    ������ may look simple but
    can't replace ����'��. What?
    ����������'�� �������� ����������
    sense? How does
    that sound to you?
    Perplexing. Evet it
    is. It's perplexing
    to pluck �� from
    the maze of an
    M.L.A or an M.P.
    An artful maze
    ruling for ages.
    That even the
    calibre ������ ������������
    to stupefy. Didn't it
    fail? Augh, the maze


    again.
    To permit
    �� go when he
    goes? Or ���� ����������
    before? Neither ����������
    ������������������, nor ����������'���� ����������,
    nor �������� ������������������������,
    nor even ��������
    ����������������������. Can
    anyone help to
    inform me the
    actuality?
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    Perch : sit
    Idiosyncratic : peculiar
    Eccentric : unconventional
    Evet : yes(in Turkey)
    Outré : shocking
    Morphology : grammar
    Perchance : perhaps
    Unascertained : unknown
    Syntax : Grammar
    Calibre : expertise
    Stupefy : benumb


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    An insane effort to intensify the hiccups in creating an work of art. Hope i properly explained this to everyone. #justtried to do questionable concrete poetry. Coz grammar is really a big ?

    @writersnetwork Thank you for the kind repost.

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