Everyone congratulating her, She was sitting on her labour bed Beside her newborn baby. She was staring at her with so much love, Her 42years old mother rushing into the room,with tears and a big smile,held her in her arms. She started to cry and murmured, "Mom, I am a mother now." Her mother placed a kiss on her forehead and said,"You will be a good mother,my child." "Mom, I am sorry. How much pain you received when you gave birth to me? Mom,sorry.... .I didn't understand the pain until I receive the same. And I did so many stupidities all these years...Mom. Please forgive me.."She said in tears. Her mother hugged her again and said, "It's okay my dear. Being a mother is a blessing. You carry your own child for Nine months. You can witnessed every little growth of your child... And after giving birth... when you hold your child in your hands... Then you will understand the motherhood. The pain is nothing comparable to the happiness you receive..." "I am happy that you understand...but you are a mother too..take good care of your child" "Good luck,My dear"
:) . It was raining outside The sky was not blue anymore, There were so many clouds that made the sky black... So much like the emotions inside of me,
I was sitting at my half opened window of my room... lights were dimmed, It made me half-drowsy,half awake, Like I was drunk... Cold breezy air entering into the room.. Accompaning me with my lonliness, Sometimes it caressed my hairs... Sometimes it touched my lips gently... Sometimes it spreaded over my skin.... Felt so much like you, baby.
Comforting yet there were paining somewhere inside me..very painful Unconsciously,my tears were rolling down my cheeks... Suddenly a heartless powerful thunder made me awake... I realised it was all my wishful thinking... I just dreamt of 'us'. But in reality...'we' doesn't exist anymore It's just 'you'&'me'
"Baby,Can I kiss you ?"he asked. She startled at first and nodded with shyness... She closed her eyes silently..... He smiled at her gently and leaned towards her He was too close that She started to tremble Like she couldn't breathe
He stopped.. He copped her face in his hands And kissed her forehead instead of her pinky,soft lips...
She startled again and hugged him crying "Don't cry,baby.....It's okay... I can understand...you are not ready yet"he said...
They met in the rains when nature bloomed with glee. They parted in the frost when misery withered their souls.
One spring dawn revealed a sprouting bud. She called him and confessed "Yes, it was all my fault. Sorry." The daybreak of autumn brought no sun. The greys caused her heart to ache. With every leaf fell her will. At dusk he rang up "Sorry. But life Isn't fair. I now see the final fall of my life. In your eyes I can still see the stars. Dont cry. Your tears are precious. I love you. Forever and always."
She didn't cry. Didn't shed a tear. Her insides wailed, screeched, torn with agony. Grief. Her heart shrieked. She drowned in her own anguish, every morning was pain, every night torment.
She could no more love him. So she continued to love the Rains.