I am tired of talking, In the ways you feel like falling . Here , Alone am I walking ? Better than your stalking , So you asked if I felt better after our first breakup? Dont worry I won't bark after our kiss and make -up. You say I drink a lot , Cause it's more than the money in your bank account . So now, Touching me , Won't bother you , But I swear , The words on my tongue will swallow you .
It was the first day of my college , For the first time I thought people will recognize my beauty but what all they recognized was the plastic on my face.
My school life wasn't easy, for others I was ugly . So I decided to get a plastic surgery and thought my secret will never come to light but then I met you , The guy from my high school . You remembered my face , you knew how ugly I was . I thought you would laugh at me but you told something to my eyes , telling me who I am .
People always told me natural beauty could never be compared to the artificial one but they couldn't understand the reason behind why I did it. I wanted the surgery cause it would give me hope not Pretty looks . You always fought for me , You always loved the past of me .
I wish we could never be apart but I am too late now . You married her , the girl whom everybody adored and now look at me , I see out of the window having pity on myself. I wish I didn't had regrets, I wish I could go back to the past and tell you that I cared.
So I saw him again today , In the garden , on the same bench .
I walked up to him , to ask him about why he always sat on this bench and bought two bottles of apple juice but drank only one and the other he left unpacked .
He answered , " This bench reminds me of her , the girl I loved . We always used to come here, this was her favourite spot and she always craved for apple juice . I saw her here for the first time , She sat here sad as if in vain , her cheeks had turned red because the tears from her eyes saturated them ."
" Why isn't she here anymore ?" I asked
" she is here , you just can't see here ." He answered .
For a moment I thought he was joking but then he continued and said ,
"She died in a car accident , a year ago . We had merely fallen in love when she was taken away , I still believe she will come back one day although that's aftermath . This is the same place where we kissed for the first time Prior to the night of accident she called me to meet her here but I was too busy . Now look at me , i am waiting here for her but she can't even hear my voice now ."
Then , I ran away , For that Question, Changed my perception.
Placing the sugar cube on my tongue, I couldn't feel it for my taste buds had become numb because they had sensed your blood flowing through my veins.
Your desiring graphics reached my heart with the speed of light but I didn't realise you were actually making it a black hole .
Your body was cold as ice as if you were a block of ice that I was holding in my hand which froze the plasma underneath my skin because you were like the blue in the sky and unfortunately I , your unholy white .
Year 2019, Brought me every precious moments that I have spend with you my darling... It serves every shining starts in our relationship, we charismatically completed 2 years of our strong bonded relationship.
We faced lots of troubles...pathetic situations...felt tired of our agony.... Tired of our own affairs ..but we are still with each other babe and this is one of the most beautiful thing we have in between us...
Glad to have you in my life and blessed with your unconditional love darling...
I love you... @moodygirl And in 2020 i promise you again..that I'll never let you to face any of your problem alone. I'll always be there for you my girl....
Aaj duniya dekhi hai maine Maa Teri vajah se, Tu agar na Zindgi deti Mujhe toh Main kya kr paati, Bohat chhoti hu Main abhi Lekin suno,jab tumhari gaud mein hoti hu toh bohat sukoon Milta hai... Maa ye Papa tumse itna gusse mein kyun baat krte h, Kabhi woh mujhe seene se qn nahi lgaate? Bolo na Maa! Bolo Naa!!!
School ka pehla din, Kese rahungi tumhare bina, Mujhe darr lg rha h, Bina tumhare Andar jana, Lekin Bohat umeedein h tumhari mujhse, Mujhe pta hai....
Dekho Maa.... Mai Nursery mein thi Ya Abb Nursing kr rahi hu... Hmesha First aati hu... Khush toh ho na tum? Lekin, Ye swaal mujhe aaj bhi khaata h ki papa mujhe qn nhi tumhari trh seene se lgaate?
Pehli Salary........ Aaj Maa ki favourite Mithaai le kr jaati hu.... Papa k liye..... Kya pta aaj papa bhi mujhe gle se lga le... Unke liye Nyi ghaddi le kr jaati hu....
Maa-Papa ye lo Meri pehli salary.... Lo muhh bhi meetha kro.... Papa aapke liye ghadi laai hu... Purani khraab ho gyi h na? Papa kuch toh bolo.... Itne arso mein aaj toh ek lafaz bolo... Arey!! Aap rote bhi ho...!!! Lo muhh meetha kro Or Jaldi gle se lgaao....
Aaj der ho gyi kaam se, Ghr kese jaungi.... Maa-papa preshan ho rhe honge....
Ye kon h jo mera peecha kr rha h? Mere kapde toh thik h na? Kon ho Tum? Kya chaiye? .....................
She was a little feisty Yet so kind I've got her hidden in a secret place Made sure it was hard to find
I told her I don't like running But she keeps on making me chase When I catch her I ain't never letting go Like a diamond I'll keep her safe Her heart I promise to never misplace
I'm writing love songs Knowing one day she's gotta go back to where she's from But still I keep falling, knowing I'll smash to pieces at the end Hoping she'll save me, because my love was real, not pretend
Born a Sagittarius, about my feelings I can't lie I'm not the type to feed off lies I hate saying goodbyes
But I know she gotta go Back to her normal world Though the thought makes my stomach curl Holding onto hope like I'm falling off the edge and it's the rope Onto the thought that she'll come back one day Make me the happiest man one day
When I put a ring on that finger I'll be the man that day I just hope that day comes, I'll pray everyday I'll do anything To make her stay