Thank you sooo much @an_eleutheromaniac for making me believe that.. "Some people aren't meant to leave." ❤️❤️
You're an amazing person. A rare rare person i must say❤️ you write amazing, believe that, okhkay??.. I placed your words not inside my heart but in depth of my soul ❤️ There is soo much to say right now, May be the words i wanted to write, backspaced themselves for reasons unknown.. but I won't.. I will save it for later
I thought I'd share this interesting Hafez quote because it contains today's word of the day 'fabric.' In other news, I'll be back soon to read and repost the remaining submissions to the ode challenge. Thank you for your continued patience. Blessings, Carolyn
im running, as fast as i can, but what you know, im a lousy runner she catches up with me so easily, i hate her so much huh, regret, she's so quick this time she wears that jersey, real madrid one, white just like you wanted she beat you to it she's the one wearing it not you the white is so blinding, i find it hard to look at her, as if she heard my plea, she smears it with black, charcoal black or is it my eyes? i don't see a thing
im hiding, it's still black, im glad it is, even though the darks unnerves me, anything better than that bitch sneaking up on me all the time in this darkness maybe she'll find it hard to get to me remember the devil and she shall appear lol i see her lighting something at least she still hasn't seen me i crouch a little lower so the light from the fire doesn't shine on me wait, what is that? my fingers burn as i snatch the bookmark i made for you away from her icy hands it's being engulfed by the embers there are no flames, but my fingers burn, nonetheless
this time i say, ill ignore her till she leaves me alone and it's going all fine, until i see her flaunting the ring i chose for you i want to scream at her, ridicule her for wearing a men's ring but voice dies in my throat my eyes suddenly flood, while there's drought in my throat she looks down at me with those condescending eyes "see this what you get for escaping, for your lies"
all this hide and seek, running and ignoring, im so tired and thirsty, i need water the sole drop that races down my throat, the feel, i feel so home, only to realize, it wasn't really water, it was just a voice and now the voice is saying, it's all over and im choking on air, im choking on this air that bitch, regret, she poisoned every element, not just my soul