You always loved that river , So you decided to give yourself whole To its calming depths, Leaving me just memories.
It used to be our secret, heavenly place , Where we enjoyed our togetherness, We spend the hours sitting on the shore In early autumns, watching yellowish leaves , Floating on the water.
We used to find a joy in her refreshing waves During hot summer days, This beauteous sight was only for our eyes, We jealously hid it from the others For it was our sacred space Where we confessed love to each other.
And in the end,you chose to give your soul To the quiet,dark deepness of this river. Now only grief I could embrace, You took away all my feelings with you Into the bottom And made my life meaningless.
Now I'm spending there for the hours Sitting in loneliness on the shore, Trying to keep all the memories, Gazing at the serene water, But never reaching the peace.
Unwrap me of your possessive love. I'm floating through your dreams unhappily Trying to breathe. Can't you see I'm drowning in the ocean Of your deceptful feelings, Your waves of jealousy took me to your Unpredictable bottoms. I can't swim in your aggressive streams, Relieve me of your rough, tormenting love Or I'm about to sink into your coldness.
my unimpressive words bloom in bleakness, they have no gleam, yet they wish to gloss, just like my mere heart, It longs for love which is forever glorified in poet's lines, but it could never dwell in these high, aesthetic realms of poetries.
Maybe I'll continue this,maybe not.Im aware it's just an introduction,but still I will see.. I hope you would read it.Ikr, it's long,but..still I hope it would be read, because I would like to see your feedback.Thank you
Listen, let me drive you to the alleyways where the first beguiling vines of our love took birth, where we had our four chambered broken vials, brimmed with rainbowy wine of coherence , where my nothing hid our everything beneath our shadows, I know he's a bit insecure.
Remember, how I mingled my fingers with yours, but never grasped on to them, just the thought of feeling your skin, magic too envied the aurora that feeling possessed. When it rained rhymes, I bottled the raindrops streaming down your hair, watered my words to forest my ballads .
My diaries smell of you, my poetries sprinkle you, my breath tingles you. I bribed those shooting stars, the ones you wished upon, to melt down every night while I watched you wish, as I teared hourglasses to fragments, my futile attempts to stop time everytime.
You slept every night cuddling your clouds, while I exchanged your curses with my blessings, placed them under your pillows but you grasped my hand with a smile brighter than all the stars, sunlight combined and asked when would I stop it? "Never" mumbled my lips, forever heard the universe, as I slid beside you, hugged you tightly while you completely completed my complete.
It's late night the moon is gleaming, the stars are scintillating on on this brazen vault of heaven. I breathe a sigh and watch the elysian sky as it collects this little puff of air
These wandering stars somehow remind me of my sanctity. This enigmatic celestial sphere connects me somewhere with someone. It's as though I'm connecting with a part of my eclectic self.
What if it's someone else that I'm connecting with? Sometimes it takes days to connect with a friend but an instant to connect with a stranger. It's as if we have known them from ages, and there's a synchronicity between your spirits that bequeaths a sense of placidity.
All i can do is wonder and speculate if there's someone glaring at these opulent stars just as i do. This inner connection that i perceive is so beguiling and orphic, it's void presence has etched a crest on my soul.
As i stood there awaiting the advent of dawn, i found the nepenthe in this cosmic nexus, and it elevated me from deep dungeons of depression.
It was raining on the day i met her her hair drenched and tangled droplets of water shinning down her cheek like crystal teardrops I felt a sense of inevitability when i saw her, A sense that we would be together that there would be a moment when she would look at me in a certain way and we would cross the threshold from friendship to something more. It was as if our lives were fated to converge like some cosmic dance, We collided like two predestined stars and in that brief moment i felt what it was like to be immortal.
From the first glimpse of utterly unprecedented recklessness...i knew, Somewhere deep down, i couldn't let her go. From the first step she took towards me, my bleak horizon started to widen. She was like a morning glory Only opening up when times were bright. Her smile was a mosaic light and silhouette, She was this enigma. this journey with no clear destination. She was an embodiment of freedom, who without doing anything had freed me off my shackles.
I was a heartless rational person and these feelings she stirred in me, made no sense. But for the first time it doesn't matter, For i am ready to suffer from the pain of obliviousness.
I walk with her while fostering the farewell that would eventually come, I had nothing until i had her, and now as she left me i will cherish these memories of us, Of the rusty laugh she brought to life, Of the happiness that moved down my eyes, Of the turmoil i feel in my soul as i say my goodbye. I love her and i always will till i find her again.
Years passed and the days went by, While i was walking through the way, It started raining again, and i found myself wishing you would walk through the street and we would meet for the first time all over again.
The mist of suspicion covered thy eyes you saw me not not a soul in me you heard my not the voice of inner core you felt me not a puzzle have I been you touched me not accursed have I been you saved me not died I bleeding badly you helped me not was hung I from fan post you excused me not for the false allegations you just pity on me not like you do to your kids you offered me not an explanation to live. //Then why you forget me not a dried rose I, stay nostalgic in your old notebook..!! //