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  • aayu_gusain24 22w

    At the edge of the decade

    Here I stand confused, blank and numb at the edge of the decade. A fresh dawn is just steps ahead while I am dazed in my melancholic state.
    Turning back I can see the ups and downs the previous part of my jouney showed me, the versatility of life could not be more engaging, the toughest course, the ecstatic jubiliations, all this baffling mix up fails me to predict what's at another end of the outskirt.
    Whether there would be my sweetest reveries welcoming me to live in those miraculous moments or my worst nightmares peeking from the rim ready to haunt me to my catastrophe, whether there would be sunshine of blessings or would it be the rains of torment blaring me with every drop.
    But one has to take a shot, so why shouldn't I let my almighty decide that for me, let him make my path equable of elated hours and mornful seconds, let him locate me somewhere between the contended and resolute being & let him construct the adaptiblities of my course, so I could make myself accessible to again face difficulties but with a higher morale, attain triumph with a worthier fortitude & love again but with an even warmer heart this time.
    As I advance myself towards the port and continue the rest of my journey, for this time make my sorrows nil, let the feelings of anger not be so hard this time, let all the other feelings fade away & leave me with nothing but only love
    ©aayu_gusain24

  • aayu_gusain24 34w

    I tried to smile through the pain
    Until the pain made me smile

  • aayu_gusain24 34w

    Word Prompt:

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    The darkest veracities of her startle soul

  • aayu_gusain24 35w

    How could I thank you

    How could I thank you when even my words limit themselves as they bow down to you on your appraisal. How could I thank you when your value for me is so immense. I wasn't blessed with an innate sister but you never let me feel flawed for it. How could I thank you when from a secret keeper to a healthy counselor and from a cupid's angel to a shoulder devil, being equable in every aspect of my life, you become so important that I can't even imagine of departing from you.How could I thank you when you enter into my life and bring me a sister, a pathfinder, a guider, a friend. How could I thank you when having a sister like you seems to be my greatest blessing while thoughts of losing you seemed to be my greatest fear

    ©aayu_gusain24

  • aayu_gusain24 38w

    What If

    Wishing how gratifying it would be to live a life out of any compulsion and opression...
    A life of self-respect, lived so vividly and intensely. A life led for others, a life with inneumerable dreams. Led by sterling thoughts, A life that is great rather than long. Many such notions wished to be completed before the dawn of my life.
    Seems so good as I came across fantasizing them,
    But what if....
    what if my inner man gave up or my psyche start feeling low, what if my now red soul fades away with time, what if i failed to pay homage, the chores assigned to me in this world, what if my my breath sieze away before the time
    what if very soon I closed my eyes in this world forever to wake into another one

    ©aayu_gusain24

  • aayu_gusain24 38w

    Pillow

    In the day, I have plenty intimate but when the hours of darkness haunted me I only had him. In the ecstatic fix up he never showed up but whenever the nights were dark, dipped in ciaos, he never let me felt lonely. He was the one to listen to my every story without getting humdrum. In these one sided conversations, he became the one to knew my darkest veracities. When I wanted to cry he spread his arms to let me weep so no one sees me shread a tear. He counted on my every tear & tickled me on every laugh, never asked for a return, kept doing all this like he was made for it. For everyone else it was a lifeless peice but for me, my Pillow was a lot more

    ©aayu_gusain24

  • aayu_gusain24 41w

    Love isn't just in words

    For everyone here, the love has its own sense. But for you my love isn't just in words.
    In the morning it would be like voice of Koel filling you up with enthusiastic lively spirit taking sheets off you, getting you ready.
    During day when you will face the first challenge of the day it would be like your shoulder angel guiding you to face the summons stoutly.
    In the evening when all your strength is siezed, & agony & distress start crossing your ways, it would be like a Hercules that will save his Megara from all odds.
    It would be like the sunrise in the darkest day of the year. So pleasing, so relaxing, so quite.
    And at night, it would be like the moking bird's voice through your years making you lost into your visionary world.
    Because for you my love isn't just in words.

    ©aayu_gusain24

  • aayu_gusain24 41w

    They say love is pain,
    well darling,
    let's hurt tonight

  • aayu_gusain24 41w

    Farewell

    All I want is to bade you a smiling goodbye and hug you for the last time,
    So tightly that my scars heal in a nic of time and all the anger, chaos end up, during which our hearts gonna press against each other allevating each other and making a last try to make them tender,
    Also my tears will join the funeral for all that had been between us
    And as they roll of the cheeks they will erase every feeling that has somewhere tied us for so long
    Thus with the first drop leaving my cheek, in the same way you leave my arms forever,
    And at last I could do nothing but experience the worst to see you going far far away and with you..my feelings, my love, my pride and myself

    ©aayu_gusain24

  • aayu_gusain24 42w

    Strangers

    And again being the same strangers as we were once.
    Although it wasn't a child's play
    As in a period of time,
    I loved you, pampered you like a baby, Unknowingly made you my world.
    And then the day come when u left.
    And thus leaving me alone for the rest of my life, where I would be cursing myself for spoiling you to the extent where you lacked my worth.
    But none of my words now matters, No one would change but me.
    There would still be several mornings but none with a cheeerish smile. A million tasks to do but with a hollow void of agony and billion nights with tears left behind.
    The spine getting wintry , the physce getting tougher, the mind getting stronger.
    Leaving behind nothing but a dark soul and even a darker heart healing steadily.
    Aghast to love again.
    ©aayu_gusain24