abeautiful_soul

•[Heading towards eternity]•

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  • abeautiful_soul 15h

    Overwhelmed.
    #spreadBSH
    #BSHmovement

    Not fictional at all.


    Tagging was bit tiring for me^_^ but managed to tag some of you. Thought was required this time. Please give a read to my hardwork (khoon paseena) :) and reflect your opinions upon it.

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    Since 4 years I am living in this house, 2 years of which I was unknown to my most of the neighbours, and myself not knowing them. Lived atleast 5 people of my own school in this lane. Out of them was him, a boy unknown. Only heard his name whenever he was called by his mother, she who had a diamond heart and a courage unlimited. Never recognised him by his face then. Just knew the name, which belonged to that house. Thought he was younger. Struggles were on with them, unknown to many.

    I left for an year, my city only in memories now. And then the return happened which brought baggage of surprises, changes, a ton. A healthy environment was set up amongst my family and the neighbours.I too got familiar to them. But he was still an unknown to me. Not as much as before, as now I knew him by his face.

    Now it's going to be tough as I'm beginning to pour out my own flaws, ok give me some love for this. I'm not so expressive. Not always I was like this, but since a long time I've struggled gathering courage to open up and speak out. I've got nervous when I had to push myself into situations like that. So it was obvious I would be even resisting to befriend an unknown, try to say a hi just to greet in person. Thus I kept resisting , postponing.

    But soon I managed somehow. Somehow, only a few days before he left. Not the city, but everyone. He died of cardiac arrest. Yes, this hit even harder to me. Saw his mother crying like crazy, only kid he was, she's a widow. Now no calls could be heard by his mother. The house is not alive anymore.

    That wish of opening up, talking , showing respect and not ignorance all that got buried in the coffin of my head. He was not so happy. Dealing, really dealing. I was not aware. Maybe my words would have worked as an ointment , atleast to some extent. Resistance from my side was natural, but postponement was the thing I could have resisted.

    Since his departure, I've understood so well, how important it is to show love. How important even it's expression is if the feeling is in your heart. And now I'm learning to express more and more and more.


    And as you leaving now, please take something with you from my story. I've built courage to open up here, hope it is worth.
    ❤️


    ©abeautiful_soul

  • abeautiful_soul 19h

    Our basic necessities must include this too.
    Cs choice is ours.

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    How did things transformed?

    When it starts aching now
    She chooses to end it there.



    ©_abs_

  • abeautiful_soul 22h

    Word Prompt:

    Write a 8 word one-liner on Incredible

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    Introspection and improvement are
    incredible keys of growth

  • abeautiful_soul 1d

    Reasons given would always sound irresolute and illogical
    Because in real there were actually no reasons
    To explain the departure.



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  • abeautiful_soul 1d

    Why pain? Yes, for this.

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    "Life is a process of learning"
    Pain is the reason.


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  • abeautiful_soul 1d

    Unsaid, unheard, don't crave for it
    Shift into the present now
    Don't try for why, when and how
    #leave
    #noregrets

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    ❤️

    Nothing to be heard now
    Nothing to discuss
    Has bestowed me with the
    Most peaceful moments
    This silence amidst us





    ©_abs_

  • abeautiful_soul 2d

    Maybe I'm wrong
    And the world is right.

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    Just maybe

    Maybe my flaws
    Are not to adore
    Maybe the scars
    Doesn't have a cure
    Maybe my heart
    It isn't so pure
    Maybe I don't belong
    To sunsets and the shore

    Maybe the winds
    Can't fade away my pain
    Maybe my unsung
    Can't be sung by the rain
    Maybe this void
    It has to remain
    And the battle in head
    Would always sustain

    Maybe what looks so bright
    Is a mere illusion to my sight
    And maybe the moon's love
    Won't be received tonight

    ©abeautiful_soul

  • abeautiful_soul 2d

    Bring an ease to the flow, don't hinder.
    It's just a way to heal.
    #tears

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    Tears hold the excess
    Let them pour out and release



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  • abeautiful_soul 3d

    Kya matlab?
    #leave

    Confessions are good
    Realisations are good
    But regret for what?
    Were you not awake then?
    Were you not in hold?
    Was it not your conscious decision
    To put an end to the road?
    I'm not aware
    What was in your goal
    But all wish and all I know
    Is that I always bless your soul
    Dear

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    Kya matlab raha ab pachhtane ka
    Jab hawa ki rukh hi badal chuki
    (Caption)


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  • abeautiful_soul 4d

    Heard screams in the crowd
    World full of doubts
    Should I add more questions?




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