adeilu

scribbling down what's in my head.it's about charming, most of the time.a diary that rhyme.not everything have to make sense, as long as it's mine.

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  • adeilu 9w

    Lie.

    I'm missing you a teeny bit more today,
    Most probably will happen again on Monday.

    I'm not sure if I'm just missing you or just a heart's play,
    But moving on is fucking hard till this day,

    Very sure I can go on happily with my day,
    "You're lying" my heart tiredly say.

    ©adeilu

  • adeilu 9w

    Token.

    A journey into a place once lost and forsaken.
    Into the ice cold diamond once heartbroken.
    Took the courage to love tho once broken.
    But it doesn't mean that it cost only a token.

    ©adeilu

  • adeilu 9w

    Dream.

    I see you laying next to me,
    Uttering some words I thought I would never hear from you.

    Oh what a joy it would be,
    If this isn't a dream I had of thou.

    ©adeilu

  • adeilu 19w

    Hopeless.

    After all these time, I am still here, hopelessly, madly in love with you.

    ©adeilu

  • adeilu 19w

    Coba.

    Aku mencoba sepantas yang mungkin,
    sehabis yang mungkin...

    Tapi, kayaknya kamu emang
    Nggak akan menghargai upaya aku

    Jadi walau gimana pun aku berusaha
    Aku yakin kok yang kamu akan tetap tidak berubah

    Selamat tinggal, sayang.

    ©adeilu

  • adeilu 20w

    I know.

    I know everything is one sided
    I know that I've crossed the line
    I know that I cannot make you like me
    I know I will never ever make you love me
    I know that I am not the type of girl you like
    I know this is not even gonna be a friendship
    I know that most probably you felt sorry for me
    I know that I've came out too strong, too sudden
    I know that I shouldn't be doing this to myself and you
    I know that you might probably sick and annoyed of me
    I know for a fact that we are never going to go anywhere
    I know that I will always want to check your social media
    I know that the little crush I once had on you is no longer there
    I know that I will take quite a while to slowly get over you
    I know that this infatuation could lead to obsession if I obey my heart
    I know it grew bigger and I know that it's something more than just a crush
    I know that I will forever be curious about you, everything there is needed to know

    ©adeilu

  • adeilu 20w

    Beda.

    Kamu bisa bikin aku kangen sama kamu setengah mati
    Gimana aku bisa move on
    Rasa ini beda sekali
    Dibanding dengan crush aku yang lain

    Tapi aku sedar
    Tidak semua cinta pantas diperjuangkan
    Dan sesungguhnya tidak semua rasa pantas dimanjakan

    Meskipun aku ingin keduanya, mencintai dan dicintai
    Tapi sesungguhnya
    Semua ini tidak bisa
    Karna aku dan kamu ternyatanya sangat berbeda

    ©adeilu

  • adeilu 20w

    Masa.

    Segalanya butuh masa
    Cinta dan kebahagiaan
    Umpama bunga

    Semakin lama
    Semakin mekar kuntumnya
    Seperti itu juga cinta

    ©adeilu

  • adeilu 20w

    Perfect Date.

    Laying down under the roof of beautiful night sky
    Wind gliding on our skin as it comes by

    The sound of the beach wave hitting the shore
    Staring at each other, silence

    The heart speaks through our eyes
    Hoping the night will last, forever and always

    ©adeilu

  • adeilu 20w

    Sinar.

    Pada suatu ketikanya nanti
    Waktu akan datang
    Dimana engkau akan menyinari hidup seseorang
    Umpama bulan dan bintang,
    Indah dan terang dibalik kegelapan malam

    Sehingga tibanya saat itu
    Sinarilah dirimu dan jadilah matahari
    Untuk menerangi seluruh pelusuk muka bumi
    Kerana seindahnya cinta kepada seseorang
    Yang paling indah adalah cinta terhadap dirimu sendiri.

    ©adeilu