Mirakee
Villains
This fight I can't win
Villains, you and I
Forever competing
Never forgetting
Can't we be hiding?
I don't mind the blaming
These games we keep playing
Forever plotting, I keep losing
Villains, you and I
I need you so much
Just too much it keeps hurting
I count you as a blessing
Can't lose you any more than I already have
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ajaxinvincible
I'm a leaf caught in the wind
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Catch me a rising dream
Lend me the will and the reason
Watch me shoot across the sky
My wings are made of plastic
My smile is always elastic
My dreams are made of plastic
This hate you feel is so caustic
Loving you is a dream beyond fantastic -
It's been a while since I've felt fine
Not while I miss calling you mine
These days I keep waiting for a sign
Looking for a message from the divine
A miracle turning water to wine
I'll keep on looking for a new design
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Sleepy lullaby
I've been chasing a monkey all day
These trees are all now so wild
Crazy goat been chewing all the hay
This numbness is getting closer
Sentimental music on the radio
I wish the volume button wasn't broken
These pills can't keep me down
No one said that it can't be
No one said that it shouldn't be
No one said that it couldn't be
No one said that it wouldn't be
No one said that I can be free
The door opens to nowhere
I don't have a head on me
My heart is missing a beat
I'm so tired I just want to sleep
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Simple Complexity
Can't seem to figure up from down
Someone tell me why I'm here
Why am I supposed to be right not wrong?
Baby! I'm certain that you read me all the time
Ocean eyes, lady with the heart of gold !
I know that you have set your eyes on the sky
This simple friendship is now a sea of complexity
We sail in this sea of anxiety; ocean eyes, your eyes are set on this futility
Inside this mind is a song I can't hear anymore
Simplicity
complexity
depravity
flexibility
sincerity
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Change
I really want to change, stop repeating my mistakes, this I say
I win, I lose, no point unless you don't stay
My abandoned faith, my lonely day, is this the only way?
This prayer on my lips, words are all that I have to say
To you I've given this day, this pain won't show me the way
Shine bright, show me the light, show me the way
I really want to change, don't make me go away
I really want to change, give me a place to stay
I really want to change, these games I will never play
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A journey through a minute in my mind
I'm scared of dying, I'm scared of loving, I'm scared of living, I'm scared of everything, I'm scared of saying sorry, I'm scared of you.
I'm adore you, far more than I think I could
Should I be thinking? Should I be smiling?
Don't be laid back, said a voice, dinner is served
Say something..... I'm going to eat healthy from tomorrow
Wandavision, Superman, American Gods,
That song by Max Pope playing in my mind
Another song I can't remember the tune or the name
( Given above is a walkabout in my mind, for a minute, wherein I observed the words and thoughts floating in my mind, precisely for a minute. I have written down whatever I believe I observed. Do make a note that I am not sure if I have observed everything, but I hope I did. I did expect to see KFC floating inside my mind. But I guess not. I have omitted a name that keeps popping up as a mark of respect and privacy. But the commander and her exploits occupy 90 percent of my brain space. If this is how deep and selfless love looks like, then I must consider defragmenting my hard drive. Love is like a virus that keeps getting more intense when it is suppressed.)
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H
What is it about the alphabet H that I like so much? I should like the alphabet A the most as my name begins with an A, but that's not the case. I can't understand the phenomenon. Why can't I like X or Z? Why H? KFC starts with K, Ice Cream starts with an I, Rasmalai starts with R. No food that I like starts with a H. Hamburger? After my episode at Hardees and Burger King, I'm not a big fan of burgers now. Hummus ? I like hummus, but not much that I would end up liking an alphabet just because of it. Some mysteries will never be solved.
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Beware of those who hide their pain behind a facade of words
They seek revenge with daggers made of sugar coated words
Beware of those who claim to not feel pain or remorse
They smile and laugh along while plotting with unholy curses
Beware of those who make promises of eternal love
They are fools who forget that all that is born will die someday
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Rasmalai
We meet once again
Heaven sent delight
Such is your magic divine
I can't get enough of it
Need you again and again
Without you life is akin to night
Without you, I am in pain
Sweet Rasmalai, you are always a welcome sight
