ajaxinvincible

I'm a leaf caught in the wind

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  • ajaxinvincible 3d

    Villains

    This fight I can't win
    Villains, you and I
    Forever competing
    Never forgetting
    Can't we be hiding?
    I don't mind the blaming
    These games we keep playing
    Forever plotting, I keep losing
    Villains, you and I
    I need you so much
    Just too much it keeps hurting
    I count you as a blessing
    Can't lose you any more than I already have

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  • ajaxinvincible 3d

    Catch me a rising dream
    Lend me the will and the reason
    Watch me shoot across the sky
    My wings are made of plastic
    My smile is always elastic
    My dreams are made of plastic
    This hate you feel is so caustic
    Loving you is a dream beyond fantastic

  • ajaxinvincible 4d

    It's been a while since I've felt fine
    Not while I miss calling you mine
    These days I keep waiting for a sign
    Looking for a message from the divine
    A miracle turning water to wine
    I'll keep on looking for a new design
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  • ajaxinvincible 4d

    Sleepy lullaby

    I've been chasing a monkey all day
    These trees are all now so wild
    Crazy goat been chewing all the hay
    This numbness is getting closer
    Sentimental music on the radio
    I wish the volume button wasn't broken
    These pills can't keep me down
    No one said that it can't be
    No one said that it shouldn't be
    No one said that it couldn't be
    No one said that it wouldn't be
    No one said that I can be free
    The door opens to nowhere
    I don't have a head on me
    My heart is missing a beat
    I'm so tired I just want to sleep

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  • ajaxinvincible 5d

    Simple Complexity

    Can't seem to figure up from down
    Someone tell me why I'm here
    Why am I supposed to be right not wrong?
    Baby! I'm certain that you read me all the time
    Ocean eyes, lady with the heart of gold !
    I know that you have set your eyes on the sky
    This simple friendship is now a sea of complexity
    We sail in this sea of anxiety; ocean eyes, your eyes are set on this futility
    Inside this mind is a song I can't hear anymore
    Simplicity
    complexity
    depravity
    flexibility
    sincerity
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  • ajaxinvincible 1w

    Change

    I really want to change, stop repeating my mistakes, this I say
    I win, I lose, no point unless you don't stay
    My abandoned faith, my lonely day, is this the only way?
    This prayer on my lips, words are all that I have to say
    To you I've given this day, this pain won't show me the way
    Shine bright, show me the light, show me the way
    I really want to change, don't make me go away
    I really want to change, give me a place to stay
    I really want to change, these games I will never play
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  • ajaxinvincible 1w

    A journey through a minute in my mind

    I'm scared of dying, I'm scared of loving, I'm scared of living, I'm scared of everything, I'm scared of saying sorry, I'm scared of you.

    I'm adore you, far more than I think I could
    Should I be thinking? Should I be smiling?
    Don't be laid back, said a voice, dinner is served
    Say something..... I'm going to eat healthy from tomorrow
    Wandavision, Superman, American Gods,
    That song by Max Pope playing in my mind
    Another song I can't remember the tune or the name



    ( Given above is a walkabout in my mind, for a minute, wherein I observed the words and thoughts floating in my mind, precisely for a minute. I have written down whatever I believe I observed. Do make a note that I am not sure if I have observed everything, but I hope I did. I did expect to see KFC floating inside my mind. But I guess not. I have omitted a name that keeps popping up as a mark of respect and privacy. But the commander and her exploits occupy 90 percent of my brain space. If this is how deep and selfless love looks like, then I must consider defragmenting my hard drive. Love is like a virus that keeps getting more intense when it is suppressed.)

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  • ajaxinvincible 1w

    H

    What is it about the alphabet H that I like so much? I should like the alphabet A the most as my name begins with an A, but that's not the case. I can't understand the phenomenon. Why can't I like X or Z? Why H? KFC starts with K, Ice Cream starts with an I, Rasmalai starts with R. No food that I like starts with a H. Hamburger? After my episode at Hardees and Burger King, I'm not a big fan of burgers now. Hummus ? I like hummus, but not much that I would end up liking an alphabet just because of it. Some mysteries will never be solved.

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  • ajaxinvincible 1w

    Beware of those who hide their pain behind a facade of words
    They seek revenge with daggers made of sugar coated words
    Beware of those who claim to not feel pain or remorse
    They smile and laugh along while plotting with unholy curses
    Beware of those who make promises of eternal love
    They are fools who forget that all that is born will die someday

    ©ajaxinvincible

  • ajaxinvincible 1w

    Rasmalai

    We meet once again
    Heaven sent delight
    Such is your magic divine
    I can't get enough of it
    Need you again and again
    Without you life is akin to night
    Without you, I am in pain
    Sweet Rasmalai, you are always a welcome sight