alycatmeow

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  • alycatmeow 7w

    Water

    The waves crash on the shore of the lake of my tears
    The winds of emotion come
    Bringing a storm of sadness
    The storm bring more tears
    And the waters rises
    The salty shore shimmer and shines
    Many storms have came and gone
    The water only rises
    So i wait and wait
    Letting the salt capsize my life
    Because the water only rises
    The cold tears surround me
    So i cry and let the water rise

    ©alycatmeow

  • alycatmeow 7w

    I read those words
    The words i always wanted
    The dream i always had
    I read his words
    The words that feel real
    Like they are reading me
    There eyes look at me
    The warmth from those words
    His words
    If only it was real
    If only the book was real
    ©alycatmeow

  • alycatmeow 7w

    Thinking

    Thinking
    Thinking so hard
    About a world
    Not ours but theirs
    The world full of things
    Creatures and monsters
    Lovers and haters
    Not ours but theirs
    Nightmares and dreams
    The world we want to be in
    The world we want
    The world we think about
    Thinking so hard
    Thinking and dreaming
    Just thinking
    Thinking
    ©alycatmeow

  • alycatmeow 16w

    Croquis

    The time tics by as I stare into your eyes. Charcoal smoothing itself on the paper in front of me. You staring back sending shivers down my spine and yet I dont look away. I know the times running out. I know you will move soon. But right now your my model. Your my peice of art And soon I will be yours. Are positions would have changed yet stayed the same. But you stand there staring not looking away. I know you can right now. Not tell the time runs out but it still makes me feel special. Just special.
    ©alycatmeow

  • alycatmeow 16w

    Just you and me

    Waiting for time to tick by as i dream of what most dream. I dream of a world where it can be you and me. A dream where we share thoughts, secrets, laughter, and tears. A place where noone and nothing can reach us. Let it be up in the brightest clouds or down in the darkest caves. Just you and me smiling and writing or talking or anything. Just you and me.
    ©alycatmeow

  • alycatmeow 16w

    Expectations

    The weight you put on me is crushing
    The Hope's that you have
    The goals that I could never reach
    You want me to fly without wings
    Do you know the pain?
    How I try to reach it
    Your expectations are to high
    Putting out my hand
    Trying to grab that goal that you put there for me
    Trying but never succeeding
    For years I tried
    And now
    There is something holding me back
    Seeing the feelings
    Plastered on your face that you tried to hide
    And yet I feel nothing
    I just reach my arms out
    Trying to grab what you want
    Trying but never succeeding
    ©alycatmeow

  • alycatmeow 17w

    Words flowing out of me like I have no time. No time to say them all or think them all. Just flowing. Scared to slow down for fear of it stopping. I feel like I'm running out of time to say and do everything. The thoughts just keep rushing as I try and slow them down enought for me to say them. Am I running out of time? Am i going to stop? When will these words stop? As I think of things and do things that are rushed by my brain to give it more time. But I must stop and breath. The breath that has been trapped in side me because I'm afraid If i stop it. Then it will slowdown. I'll be out of time. So i dont breath and i work and think and say and write as much as i can before the time slows to what everyone else knows.
    ©alycatmeow

  • alycatmeow 17w

    Feeling the warmth from there hands around my neck squeezing. I try to pull away but cannot move from the strength of the fingers holding me close. The air around me gets hard as I try to breath it in but cannot catch it. I know what will happen and I try to fight it. Fight the face in front of me. Trying to fight the hands around my neck. I feel less and less and the hands get tighter and tighter. So I close my eyes and try to breath. Not caring who is watching or what will happen. Just holding on the the only thing I feel. The pain around my neck.
    ©alycatmeow

  • alycatmeow 18w

    As memories I longed to forget rush back to my life I am struck with fear, sorrow, and regret. Fear of reliving the memories. Sorrow that the memories carry. Then regret that I thought I could out run the fear and sorrow.
    ©alycatmeow

  • alycatmeow 18w

    What started as excitement became anxiety and fear before my own eyes. The future that was clear is now clouded. Just like the sky above a desert. Clear then clouded and now I am waiting for the clouds to leave but they only grow and grow. Covering more sky and leaving less light. The winds in my soul just like on that land picked up bringing dread at how fast it started. There is no way to outrun it or even try and run away. I have to wait. I have to see when the storm will start. For the future to show itself. For the comfort of knowing to come again.
    ©alycatmeow