Trying to fill the gap between a virtual and real writer.
Again I slept,to be awake in my dreamsto be away from the nightmares,nightmares of the days that I've been living!The clock ticks through my head,but my hours don't passthe day goes aroundgoes around just to hang me dryfull of silent sobs and forbidden cry.I think and stare at the penonly to be able to hold it,just to hold it against the paperindicating my words and I are still together.But, I fail and I fall hardI still can't put the hold,the iteration goes on and onand I'm trapped under the shadow of the sun.so I slept again,with handicapped thoughtswith a hope to write like beforeAfter I wake up tomorrow.©amaranthus
Someone stole my phone.
One smoggy night,After 3 years 8 months and 15 days approxSomeone stole you away;And I lost us.I believe that I will move on,like I did in the pastAs it wasn't my first time;and this ain't definitely my last.They sympathised me saying,The grieve will be less in some daysWhen I'll have the new one;And start loving in different ways.I know I'll get overBut what about the half written,Half written poetry on your notes?And what about the archive convos?I guess with the new one, I'll feel betterBut all of this won't be the same;Not like before!Cause this isn't known thatall the moving on happened,Because before, it stopped working;not because it was stolen.Now they say I'm overreacting,Saying, "chill! It was just an old phone."
The months pass to make it a yearBut, you December!You're like a roller coasterYou taught me,The worst drills a holeWhile, the best is forgotten;I sob out being lost And being loved is something I ignore.You've seenMy tears inking the words to how I've love and what I've lostHow happy I was being his apostrophe,Cause I never became his full stop.The buried secrets cry for help,As I dig in deepThis year, I had great timesYet, all I remember standing on the cliff.On this very last dayI don't know what I'll be writingNext year, next term!But hope to see you againWith some smile and self love.©amaranthus
I crushed my feelings hardRolled with my dairy's paperLighted it,With the last poetry I wrote.Took the first drag,To smother it insideI sipped some of our old talks.The next puffs went outRight through my lungs,Does it make me high?Oh, you wish! It made just made you vanish.©amaranthus
Today, I met a strangerWho wore flip-flops over socks.At first I was crumbled insideThen we talked and started to vibe.I don't know when the frequency matched!The momos or the tea stallMay be the walk in the aisle worked.One word led to other As He shared some of his storiesWhile I told some from my territoryI giggled he laughed,And in the endwe got back where I'm staying at.It felt so good after a whileCause I met a stranger todayWho's eyes got cover by his smile. ©amaranthus
My head makes up to your noseYou look down while I keep my chin upI'm five three and you're five nineI love how our eyes meet in between.We met through screen and talkedStrangers to love interests,When you held my hand on the movie dateMy heart was ready to jump out of my chestI felt the current of your tingeHonestly, I went weak in my knees.I'll always rememberThe game night,laying side by sideWe talked a lil less, we just vibedAnd the peck that I call our firstHow you whispered "I love you"And I didn't say it back.It'll always be my favourite How the whole night we just roamedHand in hand, step to step along.How your shoulders jump with music How our t-shirts match in sync.How our weird selfies make your eyes light upHow you just listen to my tantrums.How your phone lights up my phoneHow we just keep looking in the video calls.I don't know what the future holdsBut with you, I love the way it unfolds©amaranthus
You said "hold me!",As if I matter to YouLike there's still something left,Some thing left to give in too.You acted so real,As if I was your needLike I was the medicine,The medicine in your pain indeed.You worked up,As if you fear losing usLike we were ever a thing,A thing that never existed in time being.You wanted me out of lustchose me cause you felt alone,Talked to me cause I was delusional Missed me cause you were dumpedAnd every once in awhile I gave in to call it love.©amaranthus
Word Prompt: Write a 3 word short tale on Transparent
Lust is transparent.
Have you ever heard the sound of breaking faith?Have you ever felt The hope walking in to absence?The moment when the waver is bornFeasting on your heart and soul along,Making people in to memorySmirking into your misery;With a heavy heart when you crySometimes you name it jealousyAnd the other times you don't even try.Now I don't complain on breakingOr the sound of the faith or hope,For me they are long gone, kinda lost.©amaranthus
Word Prompt: Write a 10 word short write-up on Impress
Impressions are his poison, while I thought it as nectar.
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Am I taken?
Yes unfortunately by a weird pandaEven how I wonderMaking her feel bad is all i doAnnoy her so much until i can see throughShe wanna break my face While she dreams to crash at my placeShe is jealous if i talk to someone Its my birthright to make her funShe calls and at last ask me why did i callFor my pranks everytime she fallsI have a collection of her ugly picturesEven god thinks is this my creationYes unfortunately I'm taken Goodbye before this panda awakens©madson
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I Messed up!
I called!I listened!I thought!I loved!I messed up!I proposed!I spent!I wasted!I lost!I messed up!I cried!I waited!I longed!I yearned!I messed up!I realized!I got habitual!I reverted!I survived!©unfinishedbusiness
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To and Fro
To;▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪The first time you let me Fall my drenching shadows over your polished wallsI venally confess, Plucking a chlorotic leaf off of my soulI brimmed the crevices of yoursWith a lie, climbing the veils of my hallucinations,You asked, "Always?"And I surrendered to the bleak hindrance Unrooting the most yet the least deniable wallflower Off of your vision of this world, I whispered, "Never." For I can't make you love me, If you don't.The hibiscus plummet through the winter Whispered in the loudest silence, "Let's fall in love for tonight; We'd forget in the morning." ▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪And fro.Back;▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪In vague successions of flummery My legs held my torso like stumpsOver the rosemary of your presence I couldn't leave; You Couldn't hold on; Hold on to me. For the first last time to have buried myselfInto your benched fauna of sublimationFor the last first time, I looked into your eyes; Carina's ridge, For the last, First time, I let you rinse away, in the memory of mineSo one day, For the first last time, You be able to forget of all of the waysYou could've kissed the three bulbsLit out of the four I cage for the mist; That would've arisen if you should've kissed;If, we fell in love for a night, And have had it forgotten in the morningFor I can't make you love me, If you don't. ▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪And forth.You; ▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪Blending through the midsummer Breeze over my apex; I blink in blindness A petrichorous ricochet drying the edges Of the bark hardened over my shoulder Still wet from the tears you watered On a tomorrow's yesterday night; Here in the glimpse of the summertime of our lives, I'll close my eyes and I cheat myself Into believing that perhaps I won't see;The love you don't feel when you're holding me;Perhaps, we could've fallen in love for the night, And wouldn't it have been easy, To forget in the morning? Yet you can't make your heart feel a beat,That it won't;For I can't make you love me, If you don't.▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪And me.©bluebird