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  • amorette_spring 2w

    Annulled

    We're broken apart ,
    Yet, were we ever even mended ?
    You have uttered not a farewell but a command
    Do you think I'll disobey it?
    I myself did lie to someone else
    Was it at the cost of losing you?
    I abandoned a needy,
    I got shut out from you
    I love the blatant honesty
    Yet, I hope this is all and that it's done
    I can't put myself to this hurt again and again
    ©amorette_spring

  • amorette_spring 6w

    ONE DAY I'LL BE HOME

    Then I woke up and it was all but a dream
    I felt the beaming sun rays making its way through the leaves and it glistened upon my face
    I then found myself getting up on my feet and strolling alongside my dog over the green grass
    We were on a misty hill
    A beautiful lake beside which I sat was glittering beautifully
    I lay myself there, playing with the water with my hand
    My companion Mickey at hand wagging his tail with enlightment
    Then I saw my German Shepherd jump among the tall grasses in the field
    I laughed with amusement
    His joy added to the happiness that I found in the serene beauty of my ambience
    I then found myself running along a road amidst a rain forest
    It was raining
    The breeze was beautifully embracing my skin bringing coolness and the smell of rain along with it
    I lifted up my head to the sky and felt the drops of it pour upon my face
    I then saw nothing but thick fog ahead of me
    I didn't withhold myself from it
    I found myself walking through what seemed like a long entrance to a beautiful palace in a high mountain
    Guards stood there on both sides beautifully dressed
    After I entered what seemed like the beginning of a well nurtured garden
    I was welcomed with what seemed like claps and cheers from the tall trees on the sides, they were hovering over and moving as the winds intertwined with them
    Petals of colorful flowers were all spread on the pathway
    It was like returning from a long tiring journey
    I had forgotten all of my former pain
    And I knew and remembered that now I was home again
    ©amorette_spring

  • amorette_spring 17w

    Again

    I am making the same mistake again. I am prioritising someone else more than myself
    I am getting those red flags but I can't see him sad
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  • amorette_spring 19w

    What is your hope in life?

    What gives you joy?
    Do you have a goal?
    What makes you want to live another day?
    What makes you stay hopeful?
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  • amorette_spring 24w

    To die today is my miracle

    I would have loved to be among the dead
    Among the unborn
    In non existence
    Never born, never been
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  • amorette_spring 24w

    May i disappear away

    All my hopes are gone
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  • amorette_spring 24w

    Queries

    What do I want?
    What interests me?
    Is there anything left.. uhm.
    I guess nothing
    So how do I go about life..? I don't want to chase anything
    Its like am already dead but my heart still keeps beating - still allows me to see another day
    I know all this is too dark and a content, happy person will not relate to it
    Yet, I just read something about turtles today - how they hide in their shell deep down the lake until winter passes and the warmth of summer allows them to swim up again
    I wait upon the Lord, my only hope..
    For everyone has failed me
    Frail shoulders to lean upon..
    Their love - never enough to be holding me up through millions of down falls and sad times
    I understand
    They are humans
    ©amorette_spring

  • amorette_spring 26w

    At the edge

    At times everything is fine and
    people think you are done with the tough things in life and now you are ready to be loaded with their burdens
    They assume.... wrongly
    Your patience keeps being drained out until you have to just walk out on them saying "nope, i can't do it"
    I found myself in my room weeping just after i said that.. because i wish i had it in me
    I wish i wasn't so drained out but it was more than i could take

    ©amorette_spring

  • amorette_spring 28w

    No more reasonings

    Lost and dead
    Drowned to death
    Walking with a limp
    Am not physically hurt
    Am lost and dead
    Am suffocating, in darkness am locked
    Yet, praise the Lord
    Satan's ass is set on fire


    ©amorette_spring

  • amorette_spring 29w

    Barely holding on

    Can't numb the numbness
    Can I escape in my thoughts?
    Life is still throwing at me
    I have arms, legs, a brain to put my mind into what is before me
    I don't want to though
    My body overtly reacts to petty things
    This isn't the life I want to live
    I hate the graphical downs with few ups
    I am trying my best
    I'll get through another day, though am still looking for purpose and life
    I am holding on, am with my family now or else I would be walking out endlessly because my soul 's query is unsearchable
    Another one saying "try harder, push yourself" and I guess I'll quit life..
    ©amorette_spring