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  • ananyasurendran_mirage 6w

    It's always a sulking suffocation, to balance or to choose!

    On one side there is this whole bunch of people who loved you, took care of you like the most charming possession through out your entire life, who are ultimately your breath!
    On the other side there is this whole bunch of traumatic mishaps that were not supposed to happen with you or with anyone at all!

    And above all these, there flows this vast arena of your multicoloured dreams that you have hold on for your entire life, that kept you moving and moving . All those moments when you thought you were dead, the dreams that just kept pushing you on and on!

    And now to judiciously balance among all these and ultimately gain peace is such a painstakingly exhausting task.

    And when you finally realise you cannot balance all these in the same boat, cause each one of them got their own different destinations, then you are left with just one option.. Choose among them!
    With all the efforts and with all the pain, you are left with nothing other than to choose among those arduous options that will finally take you to where you are destined to be.
    Hopefully, Gracefully!

    ©Ananya Surendran

  • ananyasurendran_mirage 7w

    Is she the heart fond of wounds alone!
    Captivated and addicted to its breath!
    May be a lifetime endured in wounds,
    made her addicted!
    Guess she is the heart who believes too,
    Believes,breaks, mends, laughs and loves,
    For yet another time to break, mend, laugh love and believe!
    She collects trashes too,
    The trashes of pain,
    From Wherever she moves, and
    From Whoever she meets!
    And gift it to her heart,
    that's accustomed to wounds and a life time of wounds alone!

    ©Ananya Surendran⚘

  • ananyasurendran_mirage 7w

    I foster a legion of dreams,
    that I can never settle myself quick girl!
    Yep! Call me that hallucinated soul,
    I'm all what you title me!
    I wanna learn more,
    I wanna move more,
    I wanna give more,
    And I wanna take more and more,
    that life has to offer me!
    I whirl and twist,
    and get dizzy over my paths!
    Putting myself at risk!
    I'm that lax and loose dream chaser,
    who never reckon sitting down long!
    I got a never ending list of dreams,
    With its never ending fervor and spirit!
    Title me as you wish,
    But I will love you call me that wildly restless soul!
    Awfully wild,
    Forever addicted to the tantalizing tremors of my dreams!

    ©Ananya Surendran

  • ananyasurendran_mirage 7w

    You press my itsy bitsy uniform,
    And dress me like a doll,
    With a rose being gifted for me and only for me in special,
    From your most preserved garden where a single leaf counts for you!
    You give it to me and tell me I'm special,very very special!
    Yeah you tell me I'm precious too,
    You told me that first, and may be last!
    You taught my lessons,
    You wrap my books and taught me how never to make a paper fold!
    I never saw you pray,
    Yet you taught me the first chapters of prayer!
    I gave the best pics when you clicked,
    And when you played the music,
    I made the most insane steps!
    You taught me to share and care,
    You taught me the word integrity!
    You taught me the word character!
    You taught me to stand up for the right,
    And you taught me to speak up for the right!
    You taught me every possible ways to be a better human.
    I grew up like your best friend,
    Listening to all the tales and plays of your time!
    Yet some where our paths moved apart..
    May be when, me the kid grew up,
    I thought and dreamt and fought more like a woman and less like a daughter!
    May be then, we moved apart!
    Yet I know..
    And I believe,
    I'm your princess daughter,
    And I will always be!

    ©Ananya Surendran

  • ananyasurendran_mirage 7w

    I don't believe in the 'institution' of marriage
    Cause through out my life I have seen and suffered its flaw as an institutional practice!
    I believe marriage as a togetherness and commitment strengthened with blessings and love.
    Only that I believe.
    In regard to this I don't listen to any sulking preachings cause my life and my experience is my best teacher just like yours!
    If you got any brain learn from your life,
    Cause you have lived it, not others!

    ©Ananya Surendran

  • ananyasurendran_mirage 7w

    You can love anyone...
    But you cannot believe anyone..
    Nor you can rely on anyone..
    Hardly you find a person whom you can believe,rely and love altogether..
    If you find then you are lucky!


    ©Ananya Surendran

  • ananyasurendran_mirage 7w

    " When you decide to take a path less chosen by then its all okay to walk alone.. The right ones shall come along if its meant to be.. Always stay hopeful in the virtue of your own journey."

    Ananya Surendran⚘

    Inspired from
    'The Road not taken' - Robert Frost

  • ananyasurendran_mirage 8w

    Yeah, I'm all ready!
    All ready now,
    to take up any shit!!
    Throw anything on me,
    Anything abhorrent!
    I'm all ready,all set, and all fine,
    To take up anything dumb!
    I'm no more scared!
    Cause I have grown up with these monstrous fears through out!
    And now I'm no more scared!
    Throw all the vile labels,
    Throw all the wicked names,
    Judge me,
    Blame me,
    Shun me,
    Pain me,
    I'm all set now to take up anything,
    Any trash you throw at me,
    Cause that's what I have dealt through out!
    And now I'm no more scared,
    Cause life can't go like this,
    Either fear, or live!
    And I choose the latter,
    And I'm all set now!

    ©Ananya Surendran

  • ananyasurendran_mirage 9w

    I don't get the logic behind normalizing several 'its normal stuffs'!!

    I don't get the logic behind normalizing drug usage!

    I don't get the logic behind normalizing emotional abuses!

    I don't get the logic behind normalizing child sexual abuses!

    I don't get the logic behind normalizing the practice of dowry system!

    I don't get the logic behind normalizing domestic violence!

    I don't get the logic behind some words 'its okay', 'adjust', 'leave it' 'forget' 'move on' etc etc.

    Then what..Am I not the normal one!
    Yeah, may be, I'm not!


    P.S. We can add many more to this very 'normal' stuffs! Just wrote the ones I got to hear often!

    ©Ananya Surendran

  • ananyasurendran_mirage 9w

    People preach,
    None ask you the endless woes you've!
    People preach,
    None ask you the persistent sleepless nights you've!
    People preach,
    None ask you the countless tearful days you've!
    People preach,
    None ask you the scornful words you hear!
    People preach,
    None ask you the shameful mess you've!
    People preach,
    None ask you the helpless times you've had!
    People preach,
    None ask you the wounds, the damages, the pain you are forced to carry,
    Mercilessly, relentlessly!
    People preach,
    None ask you whether you've ever known the real solace..
    the real peace..
    I realize, the real peace is to sleep forever and ever..
    And never ever wake up to this tormenting life,
    And to fall forever in love with that!

    ©Ananya Surendran