Hello mom... Where I will find inner peace mom? I need it....
Hello mom...How are you?I am fine momJust tired..No not physicallyMentally i am tired momMom i miss you..I miss myself... It feels like i have been neglecting myself since years..No mom... I am OK No not sleepy but tiredI don't want chocolates I am supersaturated with anxiety, sadness, body shaming, and constant reminder that Everything happens for a good reasonI have lost all my peace and happiness mom MomMay i please have a haircut? Or a makeoverCause i am tired of my own look... Please Try to understand momI know it doesn't make sense to youBut i am very tired.. My mind is tired.. Eyes are sunken and heavy...And my soul is searching for inner peacePlease mom.. Hello mom... You there..? ©ankyyta
TonightI am letting the starsTo invade my dreamsWith the hopeToBurn my inner turmoil once for all©ankyyta
Lets meet under the moon lightWhere love defies deathWhere rainbow shines bright at nightAnd white flower decorates the path to eternityAndI will show youHow amazing it isTo grow old togetherTo embrace each other foreverAnd to love each otherFor Eternity ❣️©ankyyta
All these months I was thinking about usThe first time we metI wanted to hold your hand so tightlyThat even if the ground underneath breaks apart like Pangea 175million years agoOur fingers would be still entangled to each otherBut...you were talking about herVividly describing herHer smile, curves, eyes, lipsThe way she walk, talk, eat, sleepsAnd other insignificant details...And I silently wishedOnly if you were there to fill the vast emptinessVast like Pangea that formed 335 million years agoI wishedIf only meteor shower would bring rain in my lifeI wished If only you could have prevent me from Breaking AllOverAgain©ankyyta
You know it's because I care❤️And not because I have studied one year of psychiatry and psychology during my graduation
Well dearLet me be truthfulThere is this unexplained happiness.... Kind of a spark that appears when you rub two stones against each other for long.... In knowing in pieces and fragments that I very often steal from our occasional conversations....It's a childish achievement in discovering the unknown and watching you slowly and gracefully opening up to me ❣️❣️❣️❣️©ankyyta
I remembered the night when I was happy with youI remembered the night when I laughed with youI remembered the night when I prayed for youI remembered the night when I cried because of youI remembered the night when I was happy without you©ankyyta
I still do miss you at the darkest of hoursI still do believe that you were realI still do love the way you used to say "you are mine"I still do "love you"
Happiness is To have a younger brother who is taller than you To get a hug from your brother when you are down To know that your little superhero is happy To know your superawesomw best friend is waiting for you at homeHappiness is To have you as my brother©ankyyta
The void space that has formed the day you left me forever is too large to be filled by anything in this world.... Wherever you are, stay happy, healthy and blessed❤️©ankyyta