Warnings and judgements were too weak; Couldn't hold me from taking a leap. I recall falling in love with you happily- Never really bothered about your history, Only hoping for a timeless love story.
Together, we painted the sky in lilac blue; Weaved our dreams without a clue Only to burn them down in a year or two. You tore me apart like I wasn't your lover. Told me to move on because it was over.
How could you move on so easily While leaving me bleeding helplessly! Was I just another girl in the list you conquered? Tell me how do I tell my soul to heal When my heart still claims your love was real!
Like an innocent child, my heart kept begging; On my bloody knees, I kept pleading For you to stay a little while longer Hoping that we could make it through some day Until one day I was giving my whole self away.
Should've listened to them, should've been careful But clothed in remorse, don't I look beautiful? For what is love without wounds and risks! You burned me down, but like the Phoenix, I will only rise higher- high up to the lilac blue sky.
Walking under a sky full of stars, both were silent battling within to choose the right words to speak. Let me tell you, silence was not their thing at all. Somehow they always find a way to argue over something but for some very different unknown reasons...that night was different. Both of them just could not utter even a word. They could feel that awkwardness creeping into their veins. She opened her mouth in an attempt to say something but stopped. In the spur of the moment, within a split second, he mumbled, "what am I doing here with you?? I should be here sharing this moment with the one I love." Those words, those words oh dear were heavy on her. She was stunned. And as if the weight of those words were not heavy enough, he added, "Dear, even if you are the last woman alive, I will never fall for you." That broke her from inside. The "inferiority complex" rooted inside of her since forever was blooming at its fullest beauty that night. At the moment, all she wanted to do was rush back home crying never to look back again but I wish it was that easy for her. She had to face it even though she doesn't want to. She, battling with herself, gathered all the courage inside of her and said in a very meek voice, "what do u think of me?? I will never fall for you too". Her crossed fingers behind her back said a completely different story though.