Drownin' in some thoughts like life is flowing out ahead!
Loosen clasp !The tinted glass through whichI made myself a suspicious one,I don't want you to fall in my worldthat is rich in sufferings, melancholyand darkness," Oh, I see the bloodgushing through my dark empire ! ",I want to put that bullet in my brain,You, my precious matie, will see thatlast and final grin on my face,I will not let you to enter that reservedwindy palace, where shallow and hollowpeople are easily met up with stifledemotions, I shouldn't care much asmy body is turning out to be so cold,I just wanna see melancholy surroundingmy bleeding soul and I am just protectedwithin it !©anushka__thakur
Bleeding soul !
I cracked out my thoughts andthe skull is shattered into pieces,The blood running cold through my body and last drop touching the ground,I fell onto the floor and wondering thatI made out through another ruthless world,The Satan came out and grabbed me to the hell and I thought that heaven was the best place suited for me,I wanna see Lucifer,singing hymns rather than angels with strings, I want the bleeding atmosphere and bloody precipitation that purifies my bleeding soul, pretty blood moon, you're there for me and I am shoveled up with my innocent merciless heart.I am holding above this world and the realidentity is murdered by the face hiding behindthose cowards under masks !©anushka__thakur
Dark Sin !
No one's gonna spill their blood for other's sake as we got this merciless world,I wanted to chant peace in here and look what you made me do and I am holding a knife as a sinner as I murdered someone's faking identity.Hey, we are alone here making everything right or trying to! But still I look up for those bloody moon nights,Surprisingly, It is just my heart grown in darksides, I hope you could find me in thosepiercing spears and that shining cuttingsteel weapon took out the purity to be summoned by those demons of hell !©anushka__thakur
If I die !If I die , My soul would be floatingtowards heaven or hell, Dependingon the deeds that I committed inmy fantasy or in reality,Those cicadas would sing me a lullabyand I would be put down to sleep forever,New flowers would arise, where I wouldbe lying down to get some deep sleep andmy soul wouldn't be getting any peaceif I was there, I stabbed myself by provingthat I was born to be the strongest butI died with a weak heart that stoppedbeating forever and I got palpitations,Knowing that more blood flowed outand my footsteps left the trail of oozingbloodstream, My eyes are bloodshot andwanted that relief so badly and watch out,I would be walking down with your livelyshadows !©anushka__thakur
The shivering cold senses arebeing sent through those junkies,My body is slowly turning outto be in plastic, I can't see anythingthrough my wobbly eyes 'cause theylack faith,I can't move my hands and legs'cause it's being controlled by my anxiousstate, I can't twist back my neck becausethey're holding back to me with bizarreglitches as I served my beating heart ontotheir plates, "Seems like they're not satisfied!",Was I a fool turning back or I was survivingon sugary jellies where my blood flowsin my veins, I'm hanging down there asmy throat is stifled up with a rope and thatchair is losing up so much, I feel like I willbe executed because I am a junk of plasticnow and on verge of being exceptional !©anushka__thakur
Sleepless !That deep embedded darknessbeneath my eyes wanna go circling round just to catch thegrasping shadows at night,My eternal views are dried likemy eyes , cruised to gear up the falling of thorns from thatmagnificent rose's stem ,Fled to just catch up the callsof those fireflies, beckons totell you that your small lampswould be lighted with thewondrous sights that you crusheddown for the fragile motives !©anushka__thakur
My only concerns for you,I am lingering on the oldconcreted floors, "I wanted tosum this up and I'm finished now !"Highlights of those wreckages andfastening up brews that I sipped in,Nevertheless, I lose my mind when Itry to hold something slippery and Iknow their wagging tongue, I wouldcut them off and draw new pentagonswith my old ragged friends, They'rerotting up in my basements,I spent whole nights being squashedin their icy mocktails !©anushka__thakur
My footsteps were eager to knockmyself down at edge of the cliff,I am just watching the countless clouds as I know I would be passinglike that someday with the chills,Nostalgic views, reminding mehow gullible I am, greatly representedby those scenarios as that societywants me to be buried down withoutpain, Sharply defined by my personalexperiencing diverse range of thosemockeries, I don't get a single struckby those lifeless entities,I visualise my own world and I knowI am very happy residing in this!!©anushka__thakur
"Bienvenido a casa !" stands for "Welcome home !" in Spanish!! Welcomed by those grey wolves, ready to tear me up but I'm not so dumbfounded that I would leave'em alone!!
Bienvenido a casa !
Suspected to be flourisheddown as the water swoopeddown from the creaked hill,Subjected to be blindfoldedfrom those suspiciousroaming spirits, callingbehind from those old rottenwoods, I never moved backfrom those traces who gavejust a bit more of glitches, Where I couldn't be moving back,The silver lining of the moonshown above my old shaggycottage, So pathetic to be showing up on those paths ,I won't be showing up my face again,Those doors opened andchanted, "Welcome home !"©anushka__thakur
Carefully tried to dry myselfin the burning sunshine,C'mon don't cast those darkshadows, when the rays arestriking up the call on youropaque sides,"You know !",Backfires never trusted whenthe holy sides are left in thedust and you can't be onthose washed up shores,Collecting the true reluctantinner shades of mine andI'm shining up in those northernlights,"The patterns drew thegorgeous lines and I'm filledwith utmost joy !",My true essence signifies thetrue pigments, colouringmy world vibrantly !©anushka__thakur