Loosen clasp !
The tinted glass through which
I made myself a suspicious one,
I don't want you to fall in my world
that is rich in sufferings, melancholy
and darkness," Oh, I see the blood
gushing through my dark empire ! ",
I want to put that bullet in my brain,
You, my precious matie, will see that
last and final grin on my face,
I will not let you to enter that reserved
windy palace, where shallow and hollow
people are easily met up with stifled
emotions, I shouldn't care much as
my body is turning out to be so cold,
I just wanna see melancholy surrounding
my bleeding soul and I am just protected
within it !
©anushka__thakur
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Bleeding soul !
I cracked out my thoughts and
the skull is shattered into pieces,
The blood running cold through my
body and last drop touching the ground,
I fell onto the floor and wondering that
I made out through another ruthless
world,The Satan came out and grabbed
me to the hell and I thought that heaven
was the best place suited for me,
I wanna see Lucifer,singing hymns
rather than angels with strings,
I want the bleeding atmosphere
and bloody precipitation that purifies my bleeding soul, pretty blood moon,
you're there for me and I am shoveled up with my innocent merciless heart.
I am holding above this world and the real
identity is murdered by the face hiding behind
those cowards under masks !
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Dark Sin !
No one's gonna spill their blood for other's sake as we got this merciless world,
I wanted to chant peace in here and look what you made me do and I am holding a knife as a sinner as I murdered someone's faking identity.
Hey, we are alone here making everything right or trying to! But still I look up for those bloody moon nights,
Surprisingly, It is just my heart grown in dark
sides, I hope you could find me in those
piercing spears and that shining cutting
steel weapon took out the purity to be summoned by those demons of hell !
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If I die !
If I die , My soul would be floating
towards heaven or hell, Depending
on the deeds that I committed in
my fantasy or in reality,
Those cicadas would sing me a lullaby
and I would be put down to sleep forever,
New flowers would arise, where I would
be lying down to get some deep sleep and
my soul wouldn't be getting any peace
if I was there, I stabbed myself by proving
that I was born to be the strongest but
I died with a weak heart that stopped
beating forever and I got palpitations,
Knowing that more blood flowed out
and my footsteps left the trail of oozing
bloodstream, My eyes are bloodshot and
wanted that relief so badly and watch out,
I would be walking down with your lively
shadows !
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Plastic !
The shivering cold senses are
being sent through those junkies,
My body is slowly turning out
to be in plastic, I can't see anything
through my wobbly eyes 'cause they
lack faith,I can't move my hands and legs
'cause it's being controlled by my anxious
state, I can't twist back my neck because
they're holding back to me with bizarre
glitches as I served my beating heart onto
their plates, "Seems like they're not satisfied!",
Was I a fool turning back or I was surviving
on sugary jellies where my blood flows
in my veins, I'm hanging down there as
my throat is stifled up with a rope and that
chair is losing up so much, I feel like I will
be executed because I am a junk of plastic
now and on verge of being exceptional !
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Sleepless !
That deep embedded darkness
beneath my eyes wanna go
circling round just to catch the
grasping shadows at night,
My eternal views are dried like
my eyes , cruised to gear up
the falling of thorns from that
magnificent rose's stem ,
Fled to just catch up the calls
of those fireflies, beckons to
tell you that your small lamps
would be lighted with the
wondrous sights that you crushed
down for the fragile motives !
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Squashed !
My only concerns for you,
I am lingering on the old
concreted floors, "I wanted to
sum this up and I'm finished now !"
Highlights of those wreckages and
fastening up brews that I sipped in,
Nevertheless, I lose my mind when I
try to hold something slippery and I
know their wagging tongue, I would
cut them off and draw new pentagons
with my old ragged friends, They're
rotting up in my basements,
I spent whole nights being squashed
in their icy mocktails !
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Eager !
My footsteps were eager to knock
myself down at edge of the cliff,
I am just watching the countless
clouds as I know I would be passing
like that someday with the chills,
Nostalgic views, reminding me
how gullible I am, greatly represented
by those scenarios as that society
wants me to be buried down without
pain, Sharply defined by my personal
experiencing diverse range of those
mockeries, I don't get a single struck
by those lifeless entities,
I visualise my own world and I know
I am very happy residing in this!!
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"Bienvenido a casa !" stands for "Welcome home !" in Spanish!! Welcomed by those grey wolves, ready to tear me up but I'm not so dumbfounded that I would leave'em alone!!
Bienvenido a casa !
Suspected to be flourished
down as the water swooped
down from the creaked hill,
Subjected to be blindfolded
from those suspicious
roaming spirits, calling
behind from those old rotten
woods, I never moved back
from those traces who gave
just a bit more of glitches,
Where I couldn't be moving back,
The silver lining of the moon
shown above my old shaggy
cottage, So pathetic to be
showing up on those paths ,
I won't be showing up my face again,
Those doors opened and
chanted, "Welcome home !"
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anushka__thakur 10w
Essence !
Carefully tried to dry myself
in the burning sunshine,
C'mon don't cast those dark
shadows, when the rays are
striking up the call on your
opaque sides,"You know !",
Backfires never trusted when
the holy sides are left in the
dust and you can't be on
those washed up shores,
Collecting the true reluctant
inner shades of mine and
I'm shining up in those northern
lights,"The patterns drew the
gorgeous lines and I'm filled
with utmost joy !",
My true essence signifies the
true pigments, colouring
my world vibrantly !
©anushka__thakur
