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i started to love the sound of my feet walking away from things not meant for me......

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  • anvesh_bunny 5w

    I used to admire your smile, which seemed to illuminate every dark corner in my heart.
    Your laugh that thundered to chase away all my nightmares.
    Your shoulders which seemed big enough to fill my dreams
    and everything you stood for.

    But now I see you never saw me.
    I was a mere speck of dust that landed in your lens.
    The irritating buzz that you hear from mosquitoes in the middle of the night.
    I was always in your shadow, hoping that you would turn around,
    With an eager smile that slowly deemed as seasons passed.
    Now I know that your soul didn't realize the beauty of mine
    For you only looked skin deep
    And as I look into yours
    I understand
    Neither did I.........

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    ©anvesh_bunny

  • anvesh_bunny 5w

    Hear my prayer, Lord ; let my cry for help come to you. Do not hide your face from me when I am in distress. Turn your ear to me; when I call, answer me quickly. For my days vanish like smoke; my bones burn like glowing embers. My heart is blighted and withered like grass; I forget to eat my food. In my distress I groan aloud and am reduced to skin and bones. I am like a desert owl, like an owl among the ruins. I lie awake; I have become like a bird alone on a roof. All day long my enemies taunt me; those who rail against me use my name as a curse. For I eat ashes as my food and mingle my drink with tears because of your great wrath, for you have taken me up and thrown me aside. My days are like the evening shadow; I wither away like grass. But you, Lord , sit enthroned forever; your renown endures through all generations.
    Psalms 102:1‭-‬12

  • anvesh_bunny 6w

    I've resented you enough already
    I think it's time I let go of you
    and the memories of you, bitter and happy
    It's time I stop mentioning you in poems
    Describing how you stole my heart
    Then broke it everyday too.
    I loved you and it's time I stopped regretting that too.
    Some people are to come and some to be left.
    I'm glad you came to stay, but were so hostlile
    I know I promised a life with you
    but roads often lead us to dead ends
    in the middle of planned journeys, and here's goodbye.
    I have never anticipated this departure so
    it's only natural I don't have words to say.
    I know erasing you from my life would mean
    erasing all those days I spent with you.
    But I realise love is never enough, never too much.
    With love should come a thousand other things
    Of which you knew not. I've loved you enough
    and it's time to leave this town. I've cursed you a lot
    It's time we nurse our wounds and broken hearts.
    I've resented you enough love, leave and let me go.
    ©anvesh_bunny

  • anvesh_bunny 6w

    HOLDING ON AND LETTING GO

    I turn around and look at you
    On your knees with slumped shoulders
    Voices in your head, incessant cries and demons around
    With your hands on your ears and tears streaming down
    I brandished my sword and charged
    But before even I can reach you said,
    "Stop am not your damsel in distress.
    You can't fight the war in my head.
    This is my fight, this is my struggle
    With Satan down below himself having a chuckle".

    I'll whisk you away where there's nothing wrong
    We can run if you just come along.
    "That isn't a true life you said",
    "With all this pain and confusion,
    We can't be human
    And if you try to fight my battles for me
    You'll be my worst enemy"

    With waves in its full Tide
    I just wanted to hold you tight
    But I know you would suffocate and slip away
    So I just sat there
    And loved you
    And hoped it was enough to make you stay......
    ©anvesh_bunny

  • anvesh_bunny 8w

    Eight years ago we became friends and my life has been so much brighter and happier.
    You changed my life without even trying, and I don't think I could ever tell you how much you mean to me. I can't imagine what things would be like without you. A lot of things are about to change soon, we have to become adults and deal with the real world.....and people are gonna come and go but I will always have your back. I want nothing more but for you to be happy in this life and for you to be happy with the person you become. If you believe in me like I believe in you, people will remember us and the way we took life like champs, it may have knocked us down but we helped each other backup and hit even harder. I always want you in my life so we can make memories together and they may not always be good ones but I would take a million bad days if it meant that I still had you.....
    We may go through lows in life but we will always get higher than we ever have been together.
    And even though I am uncertain bout' most things in life I am certain that I love you and continue to love you forever...
    Happy Friendship day NOOTHANA!
    ©anvesh_bunny

  • anvesh_bunny 9w

    Gone through same but broken differently

    There are some words
    Deep inside my heart
    Asking to release them
    Some feelings are waiting to be expressed
    Some alphabets waiting to make words
    And say I'm still in love
    But am just asking all of them
    Not to hurt me more
    Not to display rainbows in the night
    They get upset
    They argue with me
    They leave me alone
    And in my silence they again ask me to release them...
    I lock them in my company
    And it's really hard to make them understand
    That she isn't here
    She won't smile getting you back
    She will hurt you.....
    And in the end you will mix into my tears
    And leave me all alone
    I don't want this to happen
    I'm still living in those words of love
    She gave me.......
    It's impossible to forget them...
    But may be everything that's good to her happens soon..........
    ©anvesh_bunny

  • anvesh_bunny 9w

    May be

    May be I am not worthy for you
    May be I am not made for you
    May be we aren't destined to be
    Together in this space and time
    May be it's just a wish that you are mine
    May be it's a lie that I tell you am fine
    May be it's my obsession
    That without you I might die
    May be you will leave, yet I might survive
    May be you may rush, and I still stop the time
    May be you will love as much as I do
    If not me someone else outta the blue
    May be I will love for the love you give somebody else
    May be death will love me more than I loved you
    For may be I might live for just a day or two
    May be you won't miss me when I leave this world behind
    May be you won't miss my coffin sitting beside
    May be no tears will never roll down your face line
    May be there shall exist a whole realm of maybe's
    No realm but only I can make you this crazy
    ©anvesh_bunny

  • anvesh_bunny 10w

    I never questioned the destination of any path that I am faced with.
    I am just treading the way life is leading me too. Though I’m not in search of anything,
    even when there are a lot of things visible around me.
    I’m like an immovable statue, slowly melting away like a dream.
    Even if somebody asks, I am still the same.
    I will remain a question until death.
    And I request time not bring the change in me.
    Please don’t chase me to tell me how lonely I am.
    As none knows how much I’ve treasured her memories for many births to come.
    Whose support is it that ran my breath all these days?
    Who has given the solace to my heart with all those sweet talks?
    As the new day shines bright, a new me is born again.
    Just like the time has given a fresh birth to me.
    I keep saying my story forever.
    I’m a story that never ends.
    Just like a kite flying in the air,
    My foot never stops anywhere.
    Wonder why the letter that carries no address and no reply is screaming in silence!
    Just like a kite flying in the air,
    My foot never stops anywhere.
    Wonder why the letter that carries no address and no reply is screaming in silence!
    The world that has woven the loneliness around me, I call it mine.
    Do you hear me?
    Me and my shadow, the two of us are enough, I don’t need anyone.
    ©anvesh_bunny

  • anvesh_bunny 11w

    On the wings of imagination
    I create music everywhere.
    On the clouds of thoughts
    when my mind is dipped in blue
    with instrument of pen
    on the strings of emotions
    heart plays mellifluous tunes in air
    Winds echo odes of love
    flirting with buds of poetic flowers
    trees swing with never heard metaphors
    deluge of words drench
    the heart of paper with melodies rare
    Life starts singing symphonies
    in rythm beyond compare.......
    ©anvesh_bunny

  • anvesh_bunny 11w

    THY THRONE

    My heart is thy throne,
    It is for thee alone,
    It is not made of ebony or marble,
    Nay it is not carved of sandalwood or glittering stone,
    Its love's own design,
    And built by life's unmixed devotion,
    It is not rich or gaudy,
    But built by pure love and love alone,
    It is designed by love,
    Encircled by love,
    It is love's own creation,
    Humility is its pedestal,
    Faith!! It's corner-stone,
    Prayers are it's sweet frankincense,
    The lamp of my life will burn day and night,
    If thou will come and sit upon this lowly.
    ©anvesh_bunny