So hold me,
hold me till the river runs dry
I'm holding,
holding onto you for dear life
Cause I never know the words to say,
but you forgive me anyway
Even though we both know
I'm the reason you cry
aryamanmohan
INFJ-T 3 a.m|Coffee|Movies|Stars
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aryamanmohan 4d
Let's listen to Gnash on a January night
cause fuck it how worse can it get right?
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नक्षत्र
The allure of darkness seems so deep
A peaceful smile as I lay down to sleep
A touch of oblivion,a whisper of peace
An infinite sky and an infinite leap
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aryamanmohan 1w
Let's follow the lights
Follow the crowd
Baby we gotta get out
Let's get out of this town
Blehकिशोर
Bitter winter winds
And neon green signs
Old faces, old smiles
A nod to old times
Of half forgotten words
And hunches you won't trust
Of cherry red sweaters
And a mocha coloured dusk
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aryamanmohan 5w
'Still got sand in my sweater from nights we don't remember'
Really, truly don't knowOf coffee stains and sunsets
And smiling amongst the trees
Of October skies and fireflies
An awful silent tease
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aryamanmohan 7w
Tere shehr vaangu tu vi raas naiyo aayi
Paav'ein dova'n te rangeeniya'n ne paariya'nDesolate streets of bygone misery
Nestled in the bosom of childlike blues
Streaks of silver, trickling tranquility
And a heap of hopeful lilac hues
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I fear not a lonesome defeat
Nor the deathly silence as I weap
I fear the lingering warmth of a hand
So close to touch, so far to reach
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Hugs are hot chocolate for the soul
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Green
Dreamy sighs and a starry sky
And a cosmic crown that adorns her head
A flash of glee in her hopeful eyes
And the earthen sand that makes her bed
Fingers that trace the ancient lines
That mark the shores of heavens above
A longing for home that lies beyond
Glowing and shimmering with infinite love
A wandering soul without an abode
Embraced by a night, sweet and serene
A smile that oozes determination
Her hair glistening with a flash of green
©aryamanmohan -
Why can't we be friends
When we are lovers
Cause it always ends
With us hating each other
Instead of calling me out
You should be pulling me in -
aryamanmohan 14w
Alexander
There exists a lustful tranquility
When you stand amidst chaos
To watch it all crumble down
With an arrogant smile across your face
Filling your lungs with scorching embers
As you stand at the edge of a dying empire
Finding the sound of your heart
Over the thumping and shaking of the ground
Panic rules when you have no control
But so does bliss,should you let go of the reins
Letting it tumble, crash and burn to hell
A worldly death so spiritual in its essence
From the blood trickling down your skin
To the tears that adorn your grin
Crowning you master to your own destruction
Tarnishing the throne you sat so highly upon
'Pride hath fall', they say
Well, you laugh your way down
©aryamanmohan.
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messed_ 3d
I don't like letting my hair down, insecurities you know. I look like a pumpkin ghost with my hair down. I do. I have like a ton of smiles, for every occasion. But the rarest ones are which make the corner of my eyes wrinkle and display my enormous vampire teeth. I wonder if you know, that I smile a lot when when you're not in the other side of the 6 inched screen. I've taught myself smiles people won't fall for, at the end It's all about people who still stay despite my earnest tries to push them away. If you stay, then perhaps I'll stop running away from myself.
If someone asks me what is a smile, I'd perhaps tell them it's something I feel while looking at the skies, a reminder that life is worth living. A smile is a feeling. But if it were a person, It'd be you , for me. You know how I associate numbers and persons together? I know you find it annoying, my obsession with numbers. But you never complain when I send you songs or vice versa. You reside in songs, You perhaps are a song, like a lullaby that takes care of me. Love is a delicate feeling, it's almost like holding a bubble, you hold it too hard and it breaks, you hold it too softly and it flies away. You never know what to do with love, nor do I. But I'm still figuring out whether to hold on hard or soft. You might never find this, this is one of those many letters I wrote you but never had the courage to give you. This account somehow feels like my second home, because I've built my own wall here, black, mauve,pink, blue,white. I wonder if you notice how I'm taking pride in myself. I want to see you someday on a cliff, your hair floating while you look at the horizon and gape. You're terrified of colours, terrified , yes. My home isn't colorful either but I won't abandon it ever. I'm so bad a mending things, once I collected like a lot of dried autumn leaves, flattened them but then all of a sudden they broke, I took a step back. I'm not capable of healing a person, I can't heal you either, I'm not healed myself. But haven't we always found home in broken things? I find beauty in strange things, so do you. So it never occurred that someone else might feel otherwise, I've always looked at you the moment I know I'm going to have a downfall. I know you perhaps don't do the same. It's okay . You love the moon. At 11:11 I've often wished for the moon to be yours just to see that smile on your face. I'm never the one to make you smile. Am I? You don't mind. I'm not doing well these days, it's not same for two broken people to stay together. I suppose I walk away first, I'm good at that you know. You don't have to look back when I tell you I love you. Don't. You'll make me weak. I love you, I really do. It's so hard losing your favourite song. You can't cry, I'm so glad you can't . You may be can. I don't know . But I know you don't care or maybe you do. I have walked away from a lot of things, except for skies. You know they. are a part of me. My name itself translates to clouds. You've never stopped me from loving them. But I stop myself from loving myself . I don't love myself, I've known you for 2 years now, I've had my share of love, smile, tears. But you still don't feel anything. Be okay kid. Be good. I wish I were not this fragile. I deserve to love myself and you deserve to be happy. Right now these things don't rhyme together. Maybe someday it will. That someday is so far. I'm afraid I won't find your fingers dry and cold when I'll return. So better I leave forever. You will be happy. I will make sure you are. I'll be gone for good. I'm sorry. I love you, always will. I'll find someone but a part of me is, was, will be with you. I'll be a new person then and you'll be with a new person then. This will all make sense then. For now leaving is the only choice.
I sky you
~MIf smiles were a person, It'd be you
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harsithjain18 38w
You were like wind,
The pleasant one very often but most destructive..
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harsithjain18 38w
Peace in her eyes, love in her smile.
The craziness of her soul,
The ocean in her mind, i drowned in it.
The wind of her arrive, can't brought into words.
Pleasant, her right shoulder as the snow....
The embraced moments of our togetherness with our hands in eachothers like we meant it!! , not what the dogs!!!
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harsithjain18 26w
I love you!
I fell for you like u knew
As now i can't have you
I hope you find someone new
Who would bout' your soul never had a clue
Stuck with your face with your smile of glue
U may find someone who appreciates your lovely thoughts of zoo
I'll always love you. But I'll never telll you.
I don't wanna break my heart to you!!
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What i meant was to live for you not to die for ya,
I meant the stars, not the scars
I meant love not the pain
I meant love of rain not hail
I meant all the cruises, but not the shoes
I meant Germany not europe..
I am fright to be still here to write. Okayy last...
I meant ludo, not chess
You deserved the best but baby im no like the rest.
I meant it to chime, but not to rhyme..
©harsithjain18 -
Please come straight through the lobby of my heart,
I would walk you in. Don't worry darling!!
Trust me, it's worth a visit.
©harsithjain18 -
Closed doors
Can you grease the door, through which you came in
I just wanna let you go..
Pls it's like stuck I don't know where, i deleted the pictures of you also idk what it wants now.
©harsithjain18 -
You are the seasons
To shivering of the winters when you left with warmth,
Butterflies whispered in my ears since you passed by,
Bright blue skies of summer that we captured every evening and compared our shots,
You were autumn, that reminded me that everything falls eventually.
©harsithjain18 -
Yeh sab jante hai
Yeh toh sab jaante hai,
Abhi bhii log ishq karne ko szaa mante hai,
Nasha aur daaru ko mzaa mante hai,
Kyon har pyaar ke darwaaze ko man hi man baar-baar soch kr usse band maante hai,
Yeah toh sab jaante hai,
Kyon abhi bhii ek jism ko apni duniyaa nhi mante hai,
Aur fir ek pathar se duaa mangte hai,
Aaur yeah! Sab jaante hai!
©harsithjain18 -
I just want to know one thing,
Does your heart skips a beat when you see me calling,
Caus' mine just goes like i just ran 2-3 miles.
Does it!
©harsithjain18
