I couldn't sleep last night so i picked the phone up,opened my twitter and as usual found some dumb chinese spreading hatred against india.following is an extract of the conversation or precisely,fight that ensued. -Your army too is a chinese product you covid manufacturers.the entire world is familiar with your habit of backstabbing.our army is our pride and yours..yuck.let them get time from killin civilians.
-oh really(he accompanied this with a picture of some kashmiris protesting against the army perhaps before removal of article 370)
-these pictures are available to you because my country is a democracy.this stuff is a routine in your country just that your govt and now i think adding civilians too are assholes.
-info is available to us.trust me.and hey we wont want to kill all of you indians.you are good ppl to sell to because you dont have the ability to produce(this contained a ss of news sayin' One plus out of stock within 10 mins of launch even amidst the call to boycott chinese products).
Now,i find sch ppl everyday.i abuse them everyday.i am abused everyday and it ends this way.then why am i writing it here? Perhaps coz this was the first time i had no words to reply with.My head felt heavy and there was a guilt in my heart. Not that i was offended by army Or democracy Not even government. I was just so ashamed of myself for being their ploy for years.it was too disturbing to even realise my incapacity to change the scenario.i somehow felt as if i have cheated my country,as if i am some way responsible for the void that has been left in the family of marytrs. Wiping them off at once is just a utopian vision but i wish,i just wish,people start prioritizing country over phones.I just wish india becomes self reliant soon.