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  • austnfound 8h

    Tonight i plead
    All the days and nights
    Of pain and worry
    And worry of pain
    I beg them to flee
    I wish twas the same,
    As the speed I lost my sane
    Constantly just naming Your name
    ~
    In my head,
    Is all my body
    I’m sorry.
    No longer dreaming of Your fame
    No longer knowing what I need

    ©austnfound

  • austnfound 2d

    A mistake will not define a man
    If the man let's it define him
    That's what defines him
    Find who you are
    Know that it's your heart
    Not how well you've loved or lived
    If you let fear of failure conquer you in
    Then to be honest man, you're still just a kid
    And If you feel shame
    Its because you don't know your name

    I'm your friend, who hates when you cry
    So aren't I
    Ought I to feel
    That we're the clouds to the sky
    Ought I to feel
    We're the morning dew layers on grass
    Ought I to feel
    We're the trees who are filters
    For the sun's stream
    Ought I to feel
    That if you were no longer real
    This life would have a hunger
    With you no longer a meal

  • austnfound 1w

    We never got that close
    Never talked about our lives
    Yeah that is the path I chose

    Never was able to understand
    Your point of view
    Unfamiliar to holding your hand

    I'm sorry I never fixed this leak
    Watching our love drain
    It's easier to hide then it is to seek

    If you ever hear this I want you to know
    That there's a place in my heart for you
    A place that is hard for me to show

    You're so precious to me, not like any other
    Never forget this my treasured Angel
    I love you dearly, Mother.

    ©austnfound

  • austnfound 2w

    Where did the love go?
    How did we get this low?
    If I told you
    You would say no
    And who are you tho
    How would you know?

    Whoa, whoa, whoa
    It's okay
    We can take it slow
    I have a lot to say
    So take a seat
    Maybe lay
    Here's a pillow
    Put up your feet

    Because here's a mirror
    Oh whoops
    Let me wipe off the smear
    So it's clear
    Did the answer to your fear appear?

    ©austnfound

  • austnfound 2w

    Somebody said they want to be me
    Restraining me to be free
    Not living for what is painted on my body
    Stumbling causing me not to see
    Living for this tainted commodity
    Everybody trying to be someone
    Not asking do I know me
    Or do I study hypocrisy


    Why do I go through the cycle
    Of wanting to be a celebrity
    Wanting to be just like you Mr. Carmichael

    Why do I go through the circle
    Of perfecting my obscurity
    These emotions will never be universal
    ©austnfound

  • austnfound 3w

    There's been heaviness
    On my chest
    Many things to consume
    Little time to digest
    There's a place
    That I know I don't love you best
    I need to trust you more
    And worry less
    Everytime you hold me
    My heart begins to rest
    I'm so messy
    And I'm trying to be best dressed
    Instead of holding you
    I'm worried what anxious thought is next
    My heart is a burden
    When you're needing rest
    Instead debating
    Who set your headrest

    ©austnfound

  • austnfound 3w

    Im choosing all of my interests
    Should ask what some call blessed
    Even then it's what's the fastest
    What's the closest
    Not let's put down our things and go for a walk
    Go for a talk
    Let's drive to the oceans
    Maybe spill out some emotions
    No makeup or potions
    I'm choosing of my interests
    Should ask what some call depressed

    ©austnfound

  • austnfound 3w

    I still have so much to give
    To this world and all that live
    But if I'm on the ground eating moldy bread
    If my feasting is of selfish leading
    Then how will I fill the mouths that need fed?
    Asking God to free me from this poison
    Listening for an answer
    Instead of a question
    Probably wondering why I chose my own prison
    "What you hear is what you've chosen"
    If you want a life that will thrive
    You should start eating,
    The being,
    That gave you life.

    ©austnfound

  • austnfound 4w

    There's a reason the only time
    I like the cold is when the windows are down
    It's because there's freedom and joy
    When you know that one day
    He’ll come down
    There's a reason that I can get high
    Without the come down
    It's because I know that
    My soul will live forever
    That it's safe and sound
    I know that you see the brokenness that goes round
    But I'm telling you that when you believe
    In a God that believes in you
    Satan has no bound

    ©austnfound

  • austnfound 4w

    No glasses
    No assassin's
    Could see past this
    The weatherman
    Couldn't predict this
    The amount of fog, immense
    The mist amidst this

    Not a step could be taken
    No direction could be given
    Driving at night with no headlight
    Momma telling me that's not bright
    Having anxiety when I have no sight

    The smoke billows
    As the smog turns fog
    In the forest blind to a single log
    The end of the leash
    Could carry a dog or a hog
    If seeing is sobriety
    Then this is anxiety
    ©austnfound