avisha_suman

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  • avisha_suman 2w

    Benny 😭😭
    I feel so broken today, going through same feeling again, it hurts, it badly hurts..
    I know how it feels when you lost someone very close to your heart,
    You were my habit, the way you understood me was unpredictable, you were unable to speak still you have spoken so much to me,
    I can’t forget raising you up, and the day you had fallen down from the stairs and I almost felt you were no more , and today I can’t even believe you are no more..
    I can’t handle this pain, I am shattered,
    I just can’t..
    MISSYOUUBENNY ! 😭😭♥️

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    BENNY🥺♥️

  • avisha_suman 5w

    Halo !
    And so I have been really working hard to explore myself, learning learning and learning,
    You know life is beautiful when you look at those precious moments, here moments describes [ beautiful sky with limitless hights, the shining sun, incredible sunset, those chirruping of birds and many more ]
    Just imagine our lives without them ?
    Such life do not even exist,
    I am a confused homo sapien, who always finds a reason to cry, and yes never forget to regret things, even if theyre really good enough I will still regret,
    Sometimes I just sit down and criticise myself for being this subtle, and I still find chaos,
    I have been reading “ THE ART OF BEING A BRILLIANT TEENAGER “
    And the vibes it gives are in predictable,
    It feels so smooth and it really reduces stress,
    Writing and reading gives me confidence,
    And may be this is the reason I am alive,
    There is always something which keeps me motivated, inspired and enthusiastic,
    And when I look at the sky I grab myself with strong energy that takes me up and up,
    I have my boards and I am not at all studying,
    And I won’t be able to study till I make myself strong, I will read as much as possible, may be this will help me out,
    I just wanted to write a note to myself,
    I don’t know why, I already mentioned I am always confused.

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    A NOTE TO MYSELF

  • avisha_suman 6w

    Is it love ? If I have to force myself to love him ?
    His lies still hurts me,
    Yesterday I didn’t even wanted to talk to him but Still I was so close to him,
    Because I am afraid,
    I am afraid of making him find his bad reliefs,
    I want to love him to make him understand the real meaning of love,
    But he always makes it difficult for me,
    I feel so low, things were never meant to be this way,
    May be I am wrong being here,
    And always I was wrong.

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    Dilemmas are so dangerous.

  • avisha_suman 7w

    कभी किसी पर इतना भरोसा मत करना कि उनके बोले हुए झूट भी आपको सच लगने लगे,
    बहुत बुरा लगता है जब आप हर गलती के लिए बस अपने आप को ही कोसते हों,
    पर हमेशा सिर्फ़ टूटना ज़रूरी नहीं होता,
    कोई नहीं आएगा आपको समझाने जब आप अक़ेले रह कर रोते रहोग़े,
    अगर नफ़रत है तो नफ़रत ही रहने दो.
    आइ हेट यू
    अब चाहकर भी ये नफ़रत कभी प्यार में नहीं बदल पाएगी.

  • avisha_suman 8w

    No matter how weak I feel,
    His one look at me, always makes me feel alive again,
    He is my happy place,
    Where I can leave all of my pain and smile again,
    Sometimes things really becomes tough,
    And even sometimes I myself makes them tougher,
    He is so little, but still so mature,
    Once Both of us were leaving back from school,
    And it was my exam day,,
    I really studied whole day and still I scored less than my expectations,
    I was so sad,
    I tried to control my tears and suddenly I don’t know, what happened and I just cried,
    He sit near me and he was asking didu what happened?
    Ma’am ne data apko?
    I said NO,
    He replied fir kya hua ?
    I kept quite,
    He started repeating batao na didu, batao na?
    Than I told him, Aaj mera exam tha or mere marks ache nahi aaye,
    Vo pehle muje dekhta raha, fir bola koi bat nahi didu, next time aap or ache se learn karna fir aapke ache marks ayenge,
    And I just hugged him and cried.

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    ♥️

  • avisha_suman 8w

    It was 8th when we both meet,
    And I know you hated me,
    Arey! I don’t know exactly but may be,
    Time never stops and see where we are,
    We both have gone through so much,
    Some tears of sadness and pain,
    Happiness in joyful days,
    I would never forget the way you guided me,
    Your possessiveness, your care and a masculine full of care for me was really so much,
    I can still remember those days, when you use to make me strong,
    And see I am strong today,
    Those moments spent with you was really priceless,
    I know I use to be the happiest kid that time,
    I loved the way you use to tease me,
    You know I will never end up finishing writing up,
    Because we have so much things together,
    I wish as you celebrate your birthday today,
    You celebrate each day being happy !

    ILOVEYOU♥️
    Thankyou for everything D:
    @manrup

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    Happiest 17th D♥️🎂

  • avisha_suman 9w

    क़भी क़भी अच्छा लगता है ;
    चुप होकर बस थोड़ा रो लेना ,
    पता नहीं क्यूँ;
    पर थोड़ा दर्द कम हो जाता है,
    क़िसी कि ख़ुशी छिन कर कब तक खुश रह लुंगी,
    पर क्या मिलता उस जगह पर रह कर जो क़भी मेरी हो ही नहीं सकती,
    मेरे कुछ कहने से पहले ही सब समझ जाता था वो,
    पर फिर भी हमेशा चुप रहा करता था,
    मेरा उस पर ग़ुस्सा होना, ओर उसका हमेशा मुझे मना ना, ये सब भी अब बुरा लगने लगा था,
    लगता था जेसे उसकी कमजोरी बन रही थी,
    हमेशा उसका मुझे बोलना क़भी मत छोड़ना, अब दर्द देने लगा था,
    आज अच्छा लगता है सोच कर की कम से कम उसकी कमज़ोरी तो नहीं बनी में |
    •अविशा सुमन ||

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    क़भी क़भी चीजों को बस समझना काफ़ी नहीं होता; उन्हें सही समय पर सम्भालना भी ज़रूरी होता है |

  • avisha_suman 9w

    Hello people!
    Let’s start new beginnings,
    Begin new lessons,
    And just live the way we like♥️
    Go and follow my page on Instagram as @artsy0926.

  • avisha_suman 14w

    If you feel, you’re unwell, you can manage with medicines,
    But when you’re badly hurt,
    No medicines can heal your pain.

  • avisha_suman 14w

    Consistently there is someone,
    To whom you can reach anytime,
    And open up about your intricacy plainly,
    Having such people in life,
    Makes things accessible🖤