i'm learning and i think that's what matters
little things are enough... will be enough.
There are a lot of things that remind me how cruel this world is... but there are also these little things that remind me that this world isn't so bad and I believe those little things are enough. Enough to make me have faith again.©balloon
it had to end... it's sad cause it didn't even started.
A Letter She Couldn't Give
I started liking you that day, the day you smiled at me and held my hand. You probably forgot about it already, but I don't. It's crazy how a lot of years has passed by, but I still remember that day so vividly. I wanted to tell you how I feel but I was scared to lose you. Stupid me. We weren't even that close, but I didn't want to lose our li'l friendship. I didn't want to lose all of that but it made me uncomfortable and that made us drift apart more. Now, everything's gone. I can't tell you this. I can't give you this letter. I probably won't even see you anymore but if there's any way you could read this. Take this letter not as a confession but as a closure. A closure to my feelings.©balloon
Growing up is hard. It would be nice if I had company.©balloon
maybe choose to love yourself first?
I still don't get it, why do we choose to find love in other places when we can find it in ourselves?©balloon
i don't even know how i feel anymore.
The more I speak, the more I get further away from my true feelings.©balloon
i just wanna feel at home again.
Sometimes, I say "I want to go home" even when I'm at home... it's not the place that I miss, it's the feeling of being home.©balloon
too tiring. too much.
Isn't this enough already?©balloon
It's not the feeling of being replaced that hurts me, it's the feeling of being left out.©balloon
#wander @mirakee @writersnetwork
They say love is like when you're in huge crowd of people and the only one that you're looking for is her, all you see is her. In this crowd, I watched you but no your eyes didn't wander. You didn't look for me.©balloon
i also get tired... i'm also human.
I also get tired hearing the same problems but I never acted like I didn't care, I never brush it off like it's nothing. I always listen. I always care. And that is our difference.©balloon