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  • belinda89 16w

    <im fine> is the biggest lie for me and the saddest thing that people believe it
    ©belinda89

  • belinda89 18w

    to my therapy

    to my therapy
    i'm hungry but i can't eat
    i'm tired but i can't sleep
    i'm sad but i can't cry
    i'm suicidal but i can't die
    my head is a mess
    i'm completely broken
    and im so sick of feeling this way
    i'm so tired of my problems
    i'm tired of waking up every morning wishing i didn't
    and i know that you gonna tell me i'm supposed to be strong but i'm sorry i can't i just can't
    ©belinda89

  • belinda89 19w

    my mind : just leave why you are here just end it nothing is okay and nothing will get better
    my depression : do it and get out of this hell
    my anxiety : but what about my dear ones what will they think of me
    ©belinda89

  • belinda89 19w

    that everything is dead inside you is worse than death
    ©belinda89

  • belinda89 19w

    You can't break me more than that because I'm already broken
    ©belinda89

  • belinda89 19w

    do not tell me be strong i don't want to be strong anymore i've had enough of being strong
    ©belinda89

  • belinda89 20w

    I know I don't have that much time left but I'm not sad for leaving soon I'm sad for that i did not live my life the way I want to
    ©belinda89

  • belinda89 20w

    loneliness sadness depression

    dear diary it's sad for me to admit but i've been lost for so long
    i don't know who i am i'm afraid of becoming a person that i dont wanna be
    i just get so stressed so depressed, i want to shout hey god where are you why am i here i dont have a place here can't you have a place for me There
    ©belinda89

  • belinda89 20w

    Dear God
    I need you here
    you supposed to help people so why you not helping me
    I feel forgotten here
    can you hear this little voice
    every day just feels like a war every day is getting worse and worse and I am so tired dear lord
    Please send some peace to my litte world

  • belinda89 20w

    I was born alone so it will not make any difference if i die alone
    ©belinda89