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  • belovedwish 13h

    I am not a poem.
    There is nothing magical about me
    Apart from the fact that I'm still living,
    Still breathing, after everything that's hit me.

    Maybe my clear skies
    are just a cover
    for the rain clouds
    that bubble above the surface.
    The trees dance
    to the sound of my heart,
    so I can tell
    when a storm is coming.

    I don't have words laced with frills,
    Nor do I have anything that thrills
    the person looking at me.

    I am a wreckage in the middle of nowhere,
    But it is somewhere because of me.
    I'm a bird with clipped wings, a well that has run dry,
    I'm an undone knot with ends too loose to tie,


    But at night,
    When my consciousness fades,
    my heart beats into my ears.
    A repetition of reassurance,
    a song to put me at peace.
    I cry oceans without stopping,
    I'm sorry for not being enough.
    Yet stealing the feeling of nostalgia
    without hesitation.
    I keep losing my way in the darkness
    No way to the end where the light lies.
    It is hard to keep close
    The affectionate smiles
    When tears tear through throbbing hearts
    Like hurricane on a festive nights.
    ©Aashi

    #mirakee#writersnetwork #pod
    @writersnetwork

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    Maybe my clear skies
    are just a cover
    for the rain clouds
    that bubble above the surface
    ©Aashi

  • belovedwish 5d

    ♡She is like an untouched diary
    Waiting for someone
    To read those obscure pages of her life.♡

    #love
    #mirakee

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    Thousands of words are unsaid
    A lot of feelings are unexpressed
    All her poems are incomplete
    In waiting for someone with whom she can feel complete.♡♡
    ©Aashi

  • belovedwish 1w

    This post is dedicated to my ❤❤❤❤


    Mai udaas ho jaun to muskura vo bhi ni pata
    Ruth jaun usse kbhi to mujhe manaye bina vo rhe bhi nhi pata
    Meri khushi ke liye sari hdd paar kr deta hai
    Ek vo hai jo mujhe apni jaan se bhi jada pyaar krta hai
    Yu to bahot ladta hai mujhse
    Par mere bina use chain bhi kha aata hai
    Baat na karun usse to vo preshaan bahot ho jata hai
    Kbhi-kbhi mujhe vo moto bhi bulata hai
    Par jis din khana na kahun to sare lecture mujhe sunata hai
    Meri khamooshi vo seh nhi skta hai
    Mujhse dur vo kbhi reh nhi skta hai
    Pyaar to bahot krta hai mujhse
    Par ye baat kbhi keh nhi pata hai
    Khud to mujhe kuch bhi keh de
    Par kisi or se mere baren mai kuch sun nhi pata hai
    Chota hai mujhse par baaten bado ke jaise mujhe smjhata hai
    Han vo mera bhai hi hai jo mujhe ittaaaaaa jada chahta hai
    ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
    LOVE YOU INNNNNAAAAA SARAA BHAI❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

    Vo mere dil ke sbse paas hai
    Rishta hum dono ka bahot khaash hai
    Choti choti ladai mai bhi bahot pyaar hai
    Mere liye bss vo meri jaan hai❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
    ©belovedwish

    #arsh_shi #bhai_behen_ka_pyaar #mirakee #love#pod#writersnetwork

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    Meri khushi meri muskaan hai vo
    Mai ruh hu to meri jaan hai vo
    ©belovedwish

  • belovedwish 1w

    कुछ पलो ने बहुत कुछ सिखा दिया
    कौन अपना हैं यें बता दिया
    कुछ अंजान को अपना बना दिया
    ©belovedwish

    May be I got to know this only cuz of uh
    @love_wishperer @queen_hearted my love ❤❤❤❤❤

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    Hum bhi bahot nadaan hai jo sbko apna maante hai
    Unki kahi har baat ko saccha maante hai
    Jo aksar samne accha dost bol kr dosti ka dikhava krte hai
    Vhi aksar dil mai vaar kiya krte hai
    ©belovedwish

  • belovedwish 2w

    THE DARKNESS I EXPERIENCE UNDER THE CALMNESS OF MOON IS QUITE DIFFERENT
    THIS CALMNESS SOOTHES THE SOUL….



    I looked upon the dark sky
    it was adored with sparkling pearls
    which giggled at me
    and put a shine to my curls.

    A beam of light, I can see
    Shining brightly across the sea
    As the Cool breeze mollifies me.
    I could feel falling deep in to the galaxy
    As I paves the way for tranquility.

    I stared at the moon as a lover would

    I found something in myself
    When the moon was there
    It shows me light in the darkest times
    Its beauty is quite sublime.


    My heavy heart becomes lite,
    Feels like there’s someone in my site.
    As I found all my answers to the darkest secrets.
    He keeps them safe, with no judgements.

    Whichever color the moon glow;
    a calm, serene white
    a rare, sorrowful blue
    Whatever shape it become
    Whatever shade it gleam
    It will always be beautiful in my eyes
    Whatever it may seem.
    ©Aashi

    #mirakee#pod#writersnetwork
    @writersnetwork @writerstolli

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    Nights were my favourite,
    dark,and solemn, I loved them best.
    The first chapter of mine is all about Moon and stars
    And so is the rest and the next...
    ©Aashi

  • belovedwish 2w

    She’s not the definition of perfection
    As she studies her reflection
    Her green eyes growing lifeless as time fades
    Behind the innocent smile, lays words that go unsaid

    She endlessly cries tears
    Upon the fall of night
    There is no one to help in sight
    There are pieces missing,
    Pain and tears
    Surrounded by self-conscious thoughts and fears
    Countless times what she thought
    was truth became a lie.
    The nostalgia is building inside.

    Walking each day,
    Acting like everything is okay,
    But as life goes on
    She’s hurting more in every way

    She whipped her own skin
    And confused her cry with her laugh

    She smiles with all that she has left
    Yet tears are left un-dried
    Although she’s got so much to say,
    She bottles it all up inside.

    A frost bitten air she breathed
    And she liked it
    Deeply inhaling the nothingness of her delusions


    Nobody really knows her.
    They only know her cover.
    But she wish she could let it free.
    Let them know what's under.

    But instead, she practice
    her smiles in the mirror.
    Then the next thing she do is
    Make her fake laugh clearer.
    ©belovedwish

    #she#mirakee#pod#poetry#love

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    She’s not the definition of perfection
    As she studies her reflection...
    ©belovedwish

  • belovedwish 3w

    she said 'my life sucks'. He held her hand and replied 'sometimes this is what it means to be alive

    #love#mirakee#pod

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    He held her hand so tight.
    They watched the stars all night.
    That moment she forgot all the wrongs,
    Their bonding become more strong.
    ©belovedwish

  • belovedwish 4w

    Tumse baat krne mai na jane ek sukoon sa lgta hai,
    Akele hone par bhi sb kuch pura sa lgta hai.
    Jis din baat na ho pae to sb adhoora sa lgta hai
    Ae chaand tumhare bina mujhe ye aasmaan suna sa lgta hai…
    ©belovedwish

    #selenophile #moonlover #she
    #mirakee #love #writersnetwork#hindi

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    Pretty smile
    That she wore on her face every time.
    To pretend others that she’s all fine,
    But only moon knows from inside she’s dying.
    ©belovedwish

  • belovedwish 4w

    Sometimes If someone is really close to us and if that person leaves from our life it feels like a dream.
    It feels like everything shattered in a second, It hurts all the time.
    It feels like we can’t even breathe.
    In such a situations how can one stops tears from flowing,
    And how can one think everything’s gonna be okay.
    It feels like there is no happiness in life,
    every single day is hard and every moment is a punishment.
    In such situation how can one laugh out?
    We even can’t understand what’s goin’ in our life,
    Is we literally fine or Something is killing us from inside.
    That feeling is hard to tell someone,
    It hurts us like hell.

    But we can’t do anything….
    “THERE AIN’T NO WAY YOU CAN HOLD ONTO SOMETHING THAT WANTS TO GO”
    When someone hurts you, You learn to be stronger.
    When someone leaves you, You learnt to be more independent.
    The world is a mixture of people. We just need to know which hand to shake and which hand to hold!
    After all that’s life, learning to hold on and learning to let go.
    So just let time heal your wounds
    Not all the people in your life are meant to stay.
    IF SOMEBODY WANT TO WALK OUT OF YOUR LIFE LET THEM GO…
    ©belovedwish

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    @writerstolli @writersnetwork

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    “THERE AIN’T NO WAY YOU CAN HOLD ONTO SOMETHING THAT WANTS TO GO”
    IF SOMEBODY WANT TO WALK OUT OF YOUR LIFE LET THEM GO…
    ©belovedwish

  • belovedwish 4w

    The weird conversation with your best friend That no-one else ever understand...❣❣

    #bff#bestfriends#friendforever#love#mirakee#pod#latenight
    @love_wishperer @beautiful_feelings @divya100 @jerry1508 @pizza

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    Sleepless nights and their cute fights,
    Thousands of secretive talks, till 3 o'clock
    Limitless laugh, Perfect memories.

    *Just Best Friends Things❤
    ©belovedwish