Amidst all the chaos and the commotion fussing around, I still somehow try finding my peace within those incomplete complex integrating equations. Mathematics is complicated they say, and I pretend to agree as I close my notebook and slowly sprawl flat on my couch on a saturday night, trying to figure out where I relinquished all my peace or did I ever amass any. As I take a recap of my life and recall most of the substantial fractions of last twenty two years, all I realise is how much and how easy everything around me has changed. Yes, Change. Something that they call the only constant in this ever shaping world.
Seasons change, circumstances change, dilemmas change and well so do the people. Isn't it how the world was always suppose to be? Yet we somehow end up yearning that certain things, or people would remain the way they were to begin with. But well, that is where we lose and that is how we get ourselves maimed. Well, If we stick to the certitude of a idempotent forever, we will eventually drag ourselves to a pit hole where there is only darkness cavorting in a melancholic tune. Change is important, you see. It is probably one of the few ever prevailing evident in this world.
It all starts going wrong when we fail to cope up with the changes that take place around us. We cannot thrive thinking everyone and everything who was with us some five years back will be standing right next to us today. Over a period of time situations change, needs change, old people leave and new people come. People remain with us till they need us, once they don't anymore, they leave. That is how it always is. Yes it is heartbreaking, but well heartbreaks.. they come and go, feelings change and people grow. It is only a matter of time, and ofcourse, the will.
But yes, in this ever changing world.. If we still watch around wisely, wee will see there are still people who somehow managed a way to stick to us despite all the hefty waves of change that struck them. They are the constants, if to be spoken of precisely. It is simply like mathematics you see, variables aren't just enough. You need to have constants to satisfy the equation. And you know who these constants are? They are the people who kept us aside as a priority in this changing world, and bent and shaped themselves in our favour despite all the transitions that went on. People who might not say they care, but deep down they do.. and all these years are a proof to that.
So you see, enduring in this changing world gets easy once you figure out who the variables are and who are the constants. It makes the process of solving the equation easier. The equation, which we also call life. Mathematics is complicated, they say.. Well I disagree. Mathematics is easy, so is our life.
Two men visit a zen master, looking for advice. The first goes to him and says "I'm thinking of moving to this town, what's it like"? The zen master asks "how was your old town"? "It was terrible, everyone was mean, i hated it" said the man, To that the zen master replied, "This town is much the same, don't move here".
After the first man leaves, the second man enters and says, "I think of moving to this town, how is it"? Again the zen master asks, "How was your old town like"?,..
"It was wonderful, everyone was friendly, just looking for a change "! Said the man. The master replied, "This town is very much the same, i think you'll like it..".
What we seek is what we find. why you do what you do matters as much if not more, as what you ultimately end up doing. The reason through which you look at the world as you roam through it will shape what you see, where you go, and who you'll encounter. Ultimately, what you'll find will be determined by how you choose to seek. Choose wisely, look for the positive, stay optimistic, and don't think moving alone will make you happy.
I met the girl under full bloomed cherry blossoms and my fate has begun to change, It was the time when i was walking home She saw me at the intersection on my own She called out my name and asked if i was alone, That was the moment when it all began, I wish i could live it once again When we started to talk and started to share The bond of love and the essence of care, The places i saw with her The people that I met All those adventures, I could never forget. I was so happy ,having so much fun We still had journeys we hadn't begun, But life had a storm along the path We got separated,we fell apart With flame of love burning Still in our heart After the storm has passed , I look up to the sky.. That brilliant blue, A bittersweet goodbye..