"hey Mehul, You are my Favourite One beta, i miss you soo much every second ...but from here i can see everything how u grow up n how well you take care of your sister....i can also see how good you are ....im just not there with u with my body, but my soul is with you always, and whenever you cry, i embrace u n pat you, until now, you sleep in my laps only. i cant feed you wth my own hands,so im requesting you to eat yourself beta.....please make mumma proud....im sorry for leaving you....but your mumma loves you a lot....even if fate seperated us, ill be with u, in your heart, your words, your breath....n thanks for the moms day wishes...i got them...blessings to you my baby....and i cant see you crying...please dont cry....its your smile that brings smile on my face..so dont loose it...i still remember the day you came into this world,pink and beautiful and small....i felt really happy for giving birth to you, i love u mehul, be moms boy.
Even if no one is around , ill be there, watching tv with you, seeing you smile when u win a game and rubbing your hair when u sleep...even if god took me away, i wanna be alive in your smile.....please lemme be there ...lemme live in your smile...promise me, u gonna be a momma's boy, strong n sweet no matter what...n dont loose that damn smile ever.... I LOVE U A LOT BETA, your mumma always does...please forgive me for leaving...but i promise, im alive in your words, thoughts n that kind heart....sending hugs n kisses.....BE STRONG BETA
Dont cry...i will see you soon....byeeee Mehul....muuuahhh...love from you mumma..your Everything.
I will come to u As ur Daughter, shower Your love Then. Take care Beta Eat On time.
@rusha_c long and boring may be but Have a Look (^-^)
(as mentioned in part 1...this is absolutely #random) Hope you like it !!
So,the 2minutes made my day.Amidst the numerous wishes that I got his were the most memorable to my soul.I smiled on the fact that he had gurgled...and I still do.A pleasant week passed and love grew stronger.We started to caress each other like a parent,keeping a check on it all:food,sleep,study and everything else.
Soon,it was April 3O,his birthday,and our desperation took another toll.Birthday was his but excitement was mine as was his on my birthday.For the first time then we had a video call (of not more than 10 to 15seconds).What we did was that we kept looking at each other as petrichor looks up towards the rain.We kept gazing and smiling.We felt each other.The video chat ended with no words but only glances and smiles.I wish destiny would always do that instead of gambling with us. Anyways,I gifted him a sketch of two hands promising that even if they never meet they would walk together parallel-ly lifelong.Another funny revealation of his(god knows if he will ever grow up: I thought then...I feel now he has grown up). The chat: He:Tujhe pta h maine kya kiya??. She:kya?? He:1O bar facewash se muh dhoya taki thora to accha dikhu!! She:face wash se naha leta He:Has mt tu nhi smjhegi!! She:wo samjhu na samjhu..ye samajh rhi hu ki tere pure month ka facewash aj tune chehre pe daal diya He:Hasle
The best and awful thing about our story is that we didn't see each other before falling in love.We saw each other after falling into it.So,whatever happened never happened out of infatuation (m sure for that)!
I will share a meek incident after his birthday (which is now a treasure for me): I had posted something regarding death on mirakee and the result I received was terrific.He scolded me like anything and I kept quiet trying to feel his obsession for me !The worst punishment I ever received! He punished himself for having got angry on me ! He forced himself fifty ups and downs on a single feet ! I still feel ashamed for that !the most terrifying punishment I have ever got ! We met on video call and he didn't smile. I knew how to pamper him and reduce his anger.I understood I was precious for him. I held my ears and requested a smile.He asked me to remove my hands . I kept those constant and made a puppy face and uttered a sorry . He gave me a swift smile. We hung up . I was forgiven.Next day I punished myself for that.I took an ice bath and caught fever and was terribly scolded then. Somewhere or the other in his scolding I discovered unconditional love, one that was prominent and obsessed him so much.Even the filthiest cut on my skin would give him terrible obsession . So happened to me.
I wish I could hold my ears again in front of him. Things changed since the next day. His phone was to be confiscated as he was to be put back in his routine studies. We frowned.
He:promise me something today ! She:what? He: tujhe kasam h meri....wada kr...ki mere bina khush rhegi...kabhi nhi royegi....humesha hasegi...mai wapas kb aunga nhi malum...tu bs khush rehna.... She:ye kya keh rha ? He: haan...maine tujhe dhokhe ke siwa kuch nhi diya....dhokebaaz hu mai.... She: chup ho ja?..tu dhokebaaz nhi...wo mutual decision tha..... He: tu bs apna khyal rakhna..mujhe bs teri khushi chahiye....aur kuch nhi...meri fikr krna chor de...plz....aur humesha haste rehna.... She:tu meri baat sun...khana time pe khana....time se rest krna....plz....dawaii time se lena...teri tbyt nhi bigarni chahiye....bs khush rhna...I luv ur smile..... ..... (In the meantime something happened,I had to close my insta account) .... We met on a video call that was not more than 10seconds ....we didn't speak up but just looked at each other.the only difference between this and the first call was that then we smiled and here we just shed our tears badly....still I managed to hold them up for the seconds but he cried....we hung up being unable to look at each other's teardrops that rolled !!
I don't blame him as I know his family situation. And I don't blame his family. I blame destiny. It was seventh may exactly a month after he had proposed me. I missed him terribly . Somewhere my smiles were lost. And so were his.....and the next time when we talked.....it was terrible !!!
(To be continued stay connected) Part 6 is up now !!have a look