braindead_writer1

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  • braindead_writer1 1w

    I sleep in fear, the scare keeps me from closing my eyes
    Success is on my ceiling,
    can't reach it for failure keeps pulling me down
    So if I fell, it's not because I'm asleep
    Sacrifice is painted on my walls
    Sorrow stares through my windows
    Pain is on my doorstep, I'm gullible as soon as I turn the knob
    Respect only visits when I do good,
    I'm always surrounded by grief
    I'm inlove with hapiness, but she doesn't want to commit

  • braindead_writer1 2w

    I wonder who's currently the happiest- that newborn who is oblivious to what goes on around him? Who doesn't know love or hate, pain or peace, heaven or torture, who is cared for and showered with love? Is it the adult? Who has to build his live, and go through pain and endure hate, lose a lot of people, and fall either alone or with someone who cares? Or is it the old? Who has left most of the pain behind, who has less to love and less to hate, and accepted the fact that anyday maybe his last?

  • braindead_writer1 5w

    I can't wait for tomorrow, when I'll look back at today and it'll seem like yesterday but it'll just be a memory

  • braindead_writer1 6w

    I took my last sip of the coffee and walked out
    I met him outside, he glanced for a while
    He held his umbrella over my head
    He couldn’t speak properly
    I noticed as we exchanged our names
    He took me to his cab; he refused to let me pay
    He offered to take me wherever and whenever
    We became close, until the day he came to my house
    My sister and her friends were there
    They made fun of him despite my interventions
    They got into his head and broke him down
    I got a call that night, it was an emergency
    When I got there I was told they did all they could
    In his phone I was the only contact, in his wallet ours was the only photo
    No relatives, no friends, I was the only
    All there was to do was stand by him, I failed

  • braindead_writer1 6w

    If you had to choose between hurting someone now and making them happy later, or making them happy now and hurting them later...What would it be?

  • braindead_writer1 7w

    You say you are tired of the shootings, is that true?
    How is it when in the first place the gun was bought from you?

  • braindead_writer1 7w

    What if I'm gone today?
    Or lose someone close to me?
    And I realize all I wanted to say,
    I felt gratitude for everything they did,
    but didn't say "Thank You"
    I felt love for them,
    but didn't say "I love you",
    I caused them pain,
    but didn't say "I'm sorry"
    I didn't hold them,
    to make sure they felt love

  • braindead_writer1 7w

    I feel like I have the weight of the world on my shoulders, so excuse me if I don't offer them to be cried on

  • braindead_writer1 7w

    What's worse than the dark times you go through is not noticing the people who are by your side during them

  • braindead_writer1 7w

    Even people who are in the same boat stand in different places, so you can never fully understand anyone's pain