Feeding on me like a parasite
It is like my bad twin living inside me
Like I am possessed and this is not me
You may say I am doing some drama ; a sympathy act
But I swear I don't like this twin i don't want to see it again
From delicate I turn into this coarse mouthed animal
Breaking hearts
Drooping every heart I touch
Blocking away the sunlight
Taking away the life out of you
When people see this side of me they leave me and break contact they turn away n call me names
I can't help the moment I am content of leaving it far behind
She catches up with me
I loathe her
You might not believe
But I do to the extent that
I can sleep inside the earth so can She die in peace.
brokenwine
Hi and I am Tania I am either too shy or too straightforward Instagram handle : @daydreamer__64
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brokenwine 77w
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brokenwine 77w
I want to hide up
Cover up myself
In some lorn and forgotten place
They hate me
I know they do their eyesight is cutting my skin
Burning my soul
Floor swallow me up
Sky gulp me down
Shed away tears in my name
Write on my epitaph " The girl who fucked up everything"
I have no friends
A boyfriend who doesn't loves me
My family hates me to the core
Why am I living
Why do I exist
Why don't I just die
Why doesn't He just takes my life away
This futile life of mine is as baseless as me
I do nothing good
To me to you
I am rotten
More rotten than an apple
I hate me
I know you hate me too
Every one does its okay
I understand
It's not you
It's me
It's me and my ass -
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brokenwine 96w
How it felt to hear yourself get broken?
To hear the peices fall and then finally shatter?
Tell me,
How it felt to sit in tranquillity and listen to your inner turmoil?
Tell me,
How it felt when you could have stopped but didn't?
How it felt to deteriorate?
To become parts and pieces?
©Tania Farheen -
brokenwine 97w
Bizarre lines swirled around
Vivid shapes -long and round.
Then, intertwining into each other,
Making the masterpiece of a painter.
Colours smudged on the palatte,
Otherwise preferred to be black and white.
Each canvas got a different story.
Some gives a scream so shrill.
Subtle , gentle romance in other.
Red, green, blue or white,
Or black colour, of the plight.
Chameleon heart of million colours,
All put together on blank papers.
@Tania Farheen -
brokenwine 97w
Can I turn over the time ?
And unsay those lies?
And undo those crimes?
And unravel those riddles,
That makes up my facade?
And can I,
Can I take back my innocently sinful soul
To the days when it was composed
of just the innocent part?
Can I?
Please, just one more chance?
©TANIA FARHEEN | daydreamer -
brokenwine 97w
Illusion
From time to time
The illusion shatters like a mirror does
The illusion called perfection
The illusion called love
The illusion called friendship
The illusion having so many names
And we soon become like the debris from this shattering process.
Broken . Crumbled . The Remains of something and not a whole.
Our faith, trust and believes
Trampled by the steps of these illusion-makers.
©Tania Farheen -
brokenwine 98w
Some people are just lucky in love;
I am just not one of those.
©TaniaFarheen/daydreamer64 -
brokenwine 99w
I cry alone.
I stand alone.
©daydreamer64
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the_destiny_girl 144w
And one day
the unlimited talks turned
into infinite silence !
-thedestinygirl -
the_destiny_girl 144w
And then
Love was the missing piece of everyone's life..!!
-thedestinygirl -
I wish I could have feathers to fly,
Because this world seems to be a beautiful lie .
-thedestinygirl -
the_destiny_girl 144w
He - Hey, will you be mine forever ?
She - Hmmm..no.
He - Why no ?
She - Because I want us to remain forever.
He - (Smiles)
-thedestinygirl -
asmakhan 146w
Elfchen Poem 1:2:3:4:1 words in each line..
#writersnetwork #mirakee #rwu #podSurround
me with
your love, this
is what I need
most..
©Asma Khan
An elfchen Poem -
I never wanted her to leave me..leave me at that point.
The longest hug..
Dream..
Cutest moment..
And we almost lost in that tight hug ..which I never wanted to let her go for that time .
Let me smell like you...
Let me sweat like hell..
She : aren't you well? U being so hot..
He: what you even except after the hottest girl hugs me..
(Blush)
The butterflies started giggling in my belly..
Goosebumps were at it's high ..
I have to go..
Stay for little longer...
But it's 10 night..i can't
I don't know..i won't let you go.
Aaahhh... The last back hug was the cutest he got.
Even the moon was hiding himself..❤
©secretstoryteller -
Confused
Am i confused ?
I am an existing being
With emotions and with veins
My blood runs through my veins
I lay on the bed perplexed with my mind wondering what i was brought here for
At some point i begin to think is life really worth Living ?
My head sways left to right
The greatest climax is that of my mind
Which way do i go ?
I've been down the road of mistakes
Do i really want to go down there again
Why do I keep hanging in the air like a leaf falling from a tree
Trying to reach the final destination
But is being blown from one direction to the next
No matter how hard i try to hit solid ground
My light weight keeps me afloat
I can't think right, eat right, live right
I am a person for all and yet for none
So i ask again, am i confused ?
©joe_braide1 -
whitewings 167w
Even when alone,
I'm still yours.
©whitewings -
lonewriter06 167w
Till the end
When the moon sets
And a new dawn breaks
My heart leaps to say
You will come no doubt today.
My wish remains unexculpated
The day passes with the cold breeze
Eve falls and birds recompense to their nests
A new desire comes to me as a guest.
New moon,another night
I can see your face at twilight
The stars filling the sky hints at me
And then darkness is all that I can see
Where did you go?
Won't you ever return ?
Will I keep waiting for you like this
Forever and ever?
The waves roar up
The trees actuate their leaves
The sky gets vindicated with clouds
To answer my question no doubt
Yes! you won't return
Never again to my stupefacted life
'Cause you are gone
Gone forever from this life
I licentiously waited.
The rose in my hand parched up
But still I will keep waiting,
Till my heart gets tired up
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the_moon_door 176w
Happy endings
I feel there are so many feelings left unattended,
Too many broken hearts in this world to be mended.
Love in her eyes was the most
powerful thing under this sky,
Until one day, the indifference
in those same eyes bled me dry.
Until one night, words got stuck inside
my throat, I knew it was a warning,
I didn't care still, coughed them
in the washbasin next morning.
How stupid it was of me,
to set my feelings to trade,
To put all my hopes in a
promise that was never made.
If only now, you could come out of
my heart, and live in my brain,
You'd know then, the most violent
waves of emotions and pain.
Yes, I still remember her face, it will take time to fade, because this heart dies a slow death,
And you don't forget the face of the person, who was your last hope, until your last breath.
"I'm sorry, there are no happy endings when two hearts beat in the same rhythm."
"Yes love, but only when you have two different songs playing in your heart."
©the_moon_door
