They thought crushing my hope was a fatal blow, they buried it like no one will ever know, but they forgot my hope is a seed , seemed dead to many but a whole life within, nurtured by my own brave heart, it did split the ground of lies apart, it grew again more stronger than ever, and they watched in agony their failed endeavour, they thought they shattered my faith, and scarred my life, but they didn't know, I was never afraid of scars and I will fight till I die these battles are constant blows, but I can assure they can't kill my hope, and I am a seed I will always grow.
You bleed your heart out over someone , Who walked away from you . You let loss fill in the vaccum spaces . You wallow in grief . Whilst they move on .
You keep hanging on to what ifs . While for them you were just a memory . A chapter closed . And after eons of spilling grief on the floor of your heart ... You realise one day ... Was grieving over such a loss that ended up only remaining yours , Worth it ?
Was it worth .. The years spent on trying to remember someone who was never yours in the first place .
Was it worth .. Closing your heart to every slight hope of love that tried to filter through .
Was it worth .. All the wait , hurt and despair .
No it wasn't . It just wasn't . Because life moves on . It did for them . It will for you .