carolswanson

sometimes it is easier to find your answers through pen and papper so as long as the pen has ink I'll always have a way to excape

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  • carolswanson 9w

    inspired by a inmate pen pal

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    I dictate my future

    The time do it self all you gotta do is show up
    when ya ask me ''what keep me up at night'' I'll reply nothing i sleep peacefully at night Some say they don't Fuck with me,probably cause they can't Fuck with me
    If i believe you lying than whats the TRUTH...? YOU LYING so when I cut you off chances are you handed me the mutha fucking scissors see I dictate my future some stay some go the rest of you will Neva know but for you all I Hope your friends solid as steel,I pray for forgiveness for all the real I do this solo shit everyday ain't nobody gotta fuck with me
    it's simple Once I get a different vibe you get a different me
    the last Motherfaka gon tell me he ain't mean me no wrong but bet a Motherfaka ain't mean me no right either still I was there for them when I wasn't even straight my dam self Loyalty the only thing that matters to me really is becoming more rare each day to see that's why I dictate my future to be all that it can be and for your future if you live to see
    ©carolswanson

  • carolswanson 9w

    to the Uninspired

    I been fighting my whole life I been through hell but to understand "great peace" you had to have gone through "great pain"...to your self be true Alot of shiit broke my heart, but it opened my eyes , I'm gonna take that win...
    I delt with everything I didn't deserve...so I know I'm well prepared for whatever comes nextNever get discouraged but keep courage so you can live your life for what matters most that's why One of my biggest goals is to inspire the uninspired
    ©carolswanson

  • carolswanson 9w

    if your reading this then I'm happy
    I dont miss a thing but still this is crappy
    evrything I wished would of become
    only brought me back to were I'm from
    after loving you broke me down
    I was left alone with nobody around
    im the one who chose to make my own way
    it hurt me to leave but it hurt me to stay
    the lies the games and hurt that you gave
    sat in my mind for so long until I forgave
    we were once happy with each other
    until you chose to find a smile from another
    I wanted to grow old with you
    and for you anything I would do
    but now I'm gone and your part of my past
    its unfortunate that time had went so fast
    ©carolswanson

  • carolswanson 9w

    You have to HEAL the BROKEN CHILD in YOU, so the HEALTHY ADULT can GROW ❤
    ©carolswanson

  • carolswanson 9w

    were are my words that I'm searching for
    do I have words left to Express anymore
    I'm filled by mixed emotions rumbling around
    I want to scream but xant make a sound
    closing my eyes to reach deeper inside
    bringing me to a darker place were I cant hide
    even after the hastle of all that I have to fight
    I struggle to find strength to do what's right
    nobody understands what is in my mind
    as I'm slipping further tomyself harder to find
    undergoing self evaluation to find my place hiding the pain from being seen on my face
    so many walk with me but dont understand
    and when I fall none are there to give a hand
    I try so hard just to get out the bed
    the pain from life wishing I was dead
    ©carolswanson

  • carolswanson 9w

    You become DANGEROUS when you LEARN how to CONTROL your FEELINGS ❤
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  • carolswanson 9w

    emotions are not frelings

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    Another breath taken
    And once again my heart
    Is aching... that feeling of pain that feeling of betrayal can and will drive a person insane...love is just not a word it is a feeling an emotion that will take down those roads that will make you wanna hit that dead end..
    ©carolswanson

  • carolswanson 10w

    Dreams
    your dreams
    are only
    as big
    as your
    mind


    ©carolswanson

  • carolswanson 10w

    rhyme

    playing with my rhyme I do this all the time respect is a must I'm no penny nickle or even a dime I stand at the bottom but ready for the climb prepaid for the slips and slime got nothing tos say like a mime and my response is calm as sounds from a wind chime see this rhyming shit I do it all the time so my intelagance done undermines
    ©carolswanson

  • carolswanson 10w

    just playing with rhymes

    they talk about me everyday but I ignore evrything they have to say
    I'm not saying I know it all but shit were was they when I tried to call
    when I am down and out needing a friend who was standing there with me in the end
    no time for a wanna be claim to be never will be and will never compare to me since there's only 1 of me
    when your word is all you got and staying real is a quality in loyalty and that you are not
    I think about tomorrow next week and even next year and I know these truth ya dont wana hear I'm sorry my dear
    it's a cold world we living in and we only get one we have to stay focused but not forget to have a little bit of fun
    I'm sorry your illiterate and confused but my body or mind will never b disrespected or used
    I'm tall stand above it all while I witness your fall
    ©carolswanson