Quotes and poetry by cather

When you ask me if I wanted you, I hesitated. Not because I didn't, but because I do. Very much. Too much it aches. So much I laugh like a fool whenever I think of you. But I was not in a place to tell you the truth. And I held it back well like I always do and even say mean things, just so you would go away. Because I know I could not be the one walking away from something I want so badly.

cather 15w

You ask if I remember what we had.
"Yes. I laugh and cry about it from time to time. I remember every tiny bit of it. And every bit is precious to me."

cather 16w

I think I'll only get hurt in the end
if we go on like this
Better to stop what we're doing
and start again at a fairer time
You're so sweet to me
And it's hard to let go
When I want you so much
But this time it isn't right
I'll miss our bickering
I'll miss everything about you
I just want to make it in the end with you
So try to understand now
when I let go of your hand

cather 16w

My favourite moments are when you are drunk and honest
Sweet and funny and so vulnerable
Not having a filter in your mouth to pour out how much you like me
I hope I will be able to let you go

cather 16w

I hope you stay in my life

cather 16w

Being loved by someone who stands tall
Yet is bending down so low for me
Makes me feel guilty for that person
I want my knees to stay strong
And not go weak because I might make him fall
I want you to thrive not merely survive because of me

cather 16w

This emotional affair
Is taking its toll on me
I want to stay fair
But I just keep choosing you

cather 16w

I hate that we always need to try to win against each other
I wish we could just be together peacefully
Whatever this war is, I don't really want both of us to win

cather 16w

I have cried more than I laugh since meeting you
Yet I do not regret a single encounter or conversation
You make me realise who I want to become
And what I have been missing out
It hurts a lot to hold on so I might let go soon
But I want to thank you for being the person you are
You are amazing

cather 17w

Thinking of you breaks my heart so much
It feels so heavy having to let you go
I should've let you go long ago
But I guess I just couldn't
Now it is even harder
I don't think I can do it
without feeling like my whole world is crashing