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  • cather 15w

    When you ask me if I wanted you, I hesitated. Not because I didn't, but because I do. Very much. Too much it aches. So much I laugh like a fool whenever I think of you. But I was not in a place to tell you the truth. And I held it back well like I always do and even say mean things, just so you would go away. Because I know I could not be the one walking away from something I want so badly.

  • cather 15w

    You ask if I remember what we had.
    "Yes. I laugh and cry about it from time to time. I remember every tiny bit of it. And every bit is precious to me."

  • cather 16w

    I think I'll only get hurt in the end
    if we go on like this
    Better to stop what we're doing
    and start again at a fairer time
    You're so sweet to me
    And it's hard to let go
    When I want you so much
    But this time it isn't right
    I'll miss our bickering
    I'll miss everything about you
    I just want to make it in the end with you
    So try to understand now
    when I let go of your hand

  • cather 16w

    My favourite moments are when you are drunk and honest
    Sweet and funny and so vulnerable
    Not having a filter in your mouth to pour out how much you like me
    I hope I will be able to let you go

  • cather 16w

    I hope you stay in my life

  • cather 16w

    Being loved by someone who stands tall
    Yet is bending down so low for me
    Makes me feel guilty for that person
    I want my knees to stay strong
    And not go weak because I might make him fall
    I want you to thrive not merely survive because of me

  • cather 16w

    This emotional affair
    Is taking its toll on me
    I want to stay fair
    But I just keep choosing you

  • cather 16w

    I hate that we always need to try to win against each other
    I wish we could just be together peacefully
    Whatever this war is, I don't really want both of us to win

  • cather 16w

    I have cried more than I laugh since meeting you
    Yet I do not regret a single encounter or conversation
    You make me realise who I want to become
    And what I have been missing out
    It hurts a lot to hold on so I might let go soon
    But I want to thank you for being the person you are
    You are amazing

  • cather 17w

    Thinking of you breaks my heart so much
    It feels so heavy having to let you go
    I should've let you go long ago
    But I guess I just couldn't
    Now it is even harder
    I don't think I can do it
    without feeling like my whole world is crashing