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  • chidera 2w

    If you had asked me
    A year ago,
    Months ago,
    Or just yesterday,
    I would said love was worth all
    But now, I don't know.

    #love #heartbreak #pain
    08.05.20

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    ©chidera

  • chidera 4w

    Hope you're all well and safe ❤
    24.04.20
    22:11

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    My dad says talking to yourself is crazy.
    But when I talk to people, it's just the same
    Except it echoes down a lonely road, hits a wall and comes back to me more empty.

    - C

  • chidera 17w

    Good morning. Sleepless night but I'll get over everything stronger. Have a wonderful day.

    Fuerte- strong in Spanish

    Day 11/100
    30.01.20
    #pod #depression #writersnetwork

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    Fuerte

    I walk on rocky grounds
    Yet I will overcome
    My thoughts may run
    But they won't drag me
    My fears may rise high
    Yet I will stand higher.

    These waves are harsh
    These winds are cold
    My steps are slow
    My breaths, heavy

    In these moments
    When I feel down
    I will stand
    I will rise
    I will survive
    I will live again

    I am strong
    I refuse to go
    down like this
    I refuse to keep
    living this way.

    CN

  • chidera 17w

    It is morning
    And I don't see shades
    I see the sunflowers
    And I think to myself

    "Maybe the grey is
    Starting to fade or
    Maybe I am, again,
    Starting to see or
    Maybe that is what
    They want me to think."

    CN

  • chidera 17w

    Day 9/100
    28.01.20
    #pod #writersnetwork #love

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    Amore

    Do you remember the poem I wrote?
    Do you recall the times I said
    I didn't want to lose you?

    If you looked in my tear-dried eyes
    Or listened to my silent voice
    You'd think that I have lost all hope
    And perhaps, stopped loving you.

    I wish I could say more
    I wish my heart would speak instead

    And darling, I didn't tell lies
    I don't want to lose you
    But I don't want to lose myself too.

    How can I love if I don't know who I am?

    CN

  • chidera 17w

    I'm tired. I'm weak. I'm sore. My heart cracks almost to shatter. I wonder why I haven't had an heart attack yet. The night's beautiful but I'm floored. I breathe in these winds and I still feel heavy.
    Everything goes well only to be undone.
    I'm wary of anyone who comes close now.
    I can't tell in between these voices near, who mean good.

    CN

  • chidera 17w

    I want to leave
    I want to go away
    What's the use
    Of being alive
    If you're invincible
    If you're forgettable
    If you're in front of them
    But they don't see you
    If they look at you
    But only see themselves?

    CN

  • chidera 17w

    You don't want me
    But you don't want to let me go

    You say you love me
    But you're not afraid to lose me.

    You just smile
    At my shattered heart.

    CN

  • chidera 17w

    If love leaves me,
    I will not miss her
    I will not chase her
    I will not cry for her

    I am already too busy
    Trying not to resent her.

    CN

  • chidera 17w

    In the moments
    My heart wrings in pain
    I wish you'd show your warm
    I wish you'd see my pain
    But you never do and
    I end up the reason for it.

    CN