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You have enlighten my dark soul
By just staying in my heart
At what potential would I be?
When you will become my life
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Past mistakes are like those wounds which heals as time passes but left the marks.
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Souls didn't meet
Dreams become lies
Love runs out through tears
Picture of her is getting blurred in my eyes
Chapter of you will never be read
Because the book of my love was never been published
It's about to get separate, the blood from my heart
No more pain, no more feelings
It's about to go dark
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My mind, such a chemical
Of heterogenous fumes
So please, be excuse
Its a darken sky
When it's raining at nacht
Every drop of the rain contains
Every sadness and fear
That I carried away
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My heart is made from the hate adobe of yours.
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fadedautumns 60w
SOFT VENOM
This is not me speaking
This is not me-
Oh, but it is
And let me tell you one thing
I hate having you
Inside my head
It annoys the hell out of me
I detest your presence
Even though I won't
Admit it
And I hate the fact
That I'm forced, to put up with you
No, that's not true
Listen to me, I can explain-
Oh but I can't
I've been counting
Did you know?
Each time you turned away
Waved me off
And I kept trying
Trying to laugh it off
My eyes still followed
Yours all the way through
And did you notice
The way they slit
At the end?
Tell me, did you?
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See? Told you
This IS me speaking
I'm my new voice
And I have punched you
Countless times in my head;
With prehand planning
Wait, I just made that up
You know I don't mean it
You know, don't you?
Dont you? Dont you-
Oh but I do
I mean every single word
I have said
And I will say
I want you dead
Then flash you a smile
Because I know you
Could never resist them, right?
I know, I can charm;
But that's not the point
You see, I hate that you can
Talk about me
I hate how you
Have known me since years
Even though I pretend
To hide my vulnerability
I hate that you
Have witnessed it too closely
To forget
No, don't listen to me
Don't listen-
Dont listen-
Listen to me
I have a seperate
Room for hatred
Inside of my heart
And I would've let you in
If you had been willing
To keep a secret
I'm not a complicated person
You must realise
I just have specific standards
A perfectionist,
You might say
I let you believe I'm clumsy
But believe me not,
For my mind is the most
Organised place you will ever
Step into
Not that I'll ever invite you again
Not voluntarily, at least
But you see,
You've always had a way
Of sneaking into my life
A smooth slither
Of a snake
Which I dearly hate
And the venom still burns
Till date
I- .....
Well fuck-
Victory! I like to think
As my writer self approaches
The darker corner
Of my mental catalogue
I brought her there
You brought her there
And she loves it there
Do you wanna hear a joke?
Roses are red
Chocolates are brown
I expect nothing
And I'm still let down
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Please, please laugh-
On second thought,
Please don't
Your laugh sets my teeth
On the edge
It's haunting
When you laugh at me
Did I tell you?
Did I?
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Look at me, look at me-
Why won't you look at me!
Can you hear me?
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Or hang on;
Have I killed you already?
AmnesiaA smooth slither
Of a snake
Which I dearly hate
For the venom still burns
Till date~
