She told me this
at the very start,
there will be repercussions
to what we were getting into,
I dreamt of it being
the truest of love,
something I'll be loving
just holding onto.
If only I knew that
what she said was probable
and it may happen
way too soon,
it all fell apart so quickly
I just kept staring at the moon.
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I've come back now
just for you and us,
after burying what haunted
every day we were composed.
Come sit by my side
upon the ashes of who
we used to be, and promise
to take a leap of faith
the same way as I did,
let's not let this all collapse,
when we both know
how to rebuild.
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Hidden
Hid beneath all the smiles
everything I was feeling,
Kept talking about you
and all the things that didn't matter.
Should've told you how much
I started hating my being,
thought I'd be selfish for making you stay
only because I'll be better.
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Collapse
It felt heavy,
bearing that feeling
to let go of you
to let myself out
of the cages
you put me in.
I thought I needed
that closure from you,
and stepped outside
that stifling cage
only to see myself
c o l l a p s e.
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I've been spiteful and yet
deny falling out of love,
for I know there's still
something holding me back.
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Twitched
I listened to your words
but heard your soul,
and got each fragment
of my heart stirred,
While you twitched away
All I had to say was how
for each glimpse of you
my eyes had lingered.
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Come to me
We'll get to talking,
not just for the sake of it,
but to clean up the mess we made.
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Put up facades
I won't resist,
but let me take 'em down
when you know nothing
of what's real.
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Second Nature
Just the way you want to lead
Should be the way you follow
Just the way you want to be loved
Should be the way you love
Just the way you want things perfect
Should be the way you think
Keep your second nature as clean
as you want yourself to be seen.
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I flew so high
over the mountains
of despair that I hide
I flapped my wings
too hard I knew
and I just felt
too numb inside.
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