Can I ask you to sing one last song for me? Under the stars and where the galaxies appear 'Cause I want the universe to know what I'm 'bout to loose The sound of your voice, the best of my memories in a thousand years
And by the time you are long gone I'll be resting my head on this one spot I'll be sitting right here even that day Telling the air the tales long forgotten
'Cause baby I'll be loving you even when the sun goes down I'll be loving you even when the pain numbs out all the sound No, I won't stop the wounds from bleeding I know he'll come back for sure if you see how much it's hurting.
Don't you ever feel like you're drowning and there's no one to save you and no matter how much you try you just can't swim back to the shore. You feel like someone killed you in a dream that you never had a chance to paint in reality and now you're just stuck in an ending that never ends. Some lone, long nights, I just put my hand on my chest and to be honest I hear nothing as I start to wonder if I was really born without a heart? But then my mind drifts back to you and it makes me paralyzed that how someone could paint something without a canvass. Maybe I was too young to understand that when you see something you like and you go after it, not because you need it because you wanna win.
But despite everything, I learned so late in life that sacrifice is something we do for things we love the most. Sometimes when you grow up, your heart just dies because there're some scars that won't heal but start to grow. That it takes a lot of time to change into something you used to be. I might be a chaos, a heart-breaker or something you don't have a name for, that I took a long time to be who I want to be. I'm not someone you used to know. I might not visit the cities you spent your night in, or won't listen to the songs you used to love or that my sadness won't rhyme with my poetry because you're long gone, it's too late and too dark, but how unfortunate I know how to love you now.
There are moments in our lives that seem to define us.. Moments, we keep going back to. You are one of those moments that define me. To whom I keep going back to find myself A moment I can say in which I lived.. In which I live. A moment I love to love. A moment I wish will be eternity. A moment that ended in a blink Like a wink Leaving behind not a single link.. They say a moment once gone can't be experienced again. But I've experienced you many times. I experience you in every moment now..
I'm tired Just take me to our home.. Oh but you demolished it right? Don't take me to your home You won't let me to stay there And I won't be able to be a guest again.. What about my home? Yeah take me there But wait. Remember I gave you the keys? You still have those, don't you? Ah yes you do.. Uh the door is open Oh yes I forgot.. I kept it open for you Welcome home darling Where are you going? Don't you want to come in? Oh sorry You don't feel like home here now It's okay Just stay a little Hey you must be thinking why it is so dark here Its dark from the day you turned everything off.. It's warm in here I try to keep this place warm How? By burning the remains of the demolished home. It works. It makes me feel warm too but from outside Inside it's cold just like your heart has turned for me.. Be comfortable dear You are too familiar with this place remember? You know the secret doors of this home..shh don't utter a word about it. The very first door you opened and you reached your home. Helpful shortcut, wasn't it? Okay I'll leave now Where am I going? Oh I don't live here I'm sorry I forgot to tell you This place now actually belongs to you Where do I live then? I still live in our home There's still a room left for me there A waiting room full of hopes...