I am witness to your displeasure
I am victim of your abuse
I am a release for your anger
I am a witness to your crimes
privy of your secrets
unwillingly
I suffer the consequence of silence
Beneath my lids I replay your horrors
In the dark your shadow follows
In the light my eyes search for your overbearing form
You look so innocent
Though to me,
A witness
A victim
Knows better
To see through your facade
To break through the trance you set with your smile
©crazynori
crazynori
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crazynori 3d
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crazynori 1w
It hurts more than I thought
The pain in my chest
The tears
The tears I never thought would fall
I thought I was used to it
But
I guess you were too important to leave behind
To forget
Does it hurt
Because I hurt you
Or am I hurt
Because you are
Because we will never be
What we were
Do I want to be?
You can't forgive me
And I can't understand
I can't wrap it around my head
That you gave up on us
So quickly
That
That I did too
I don't deserve to be angry
I don't deserve to
But I am
And I'm upset
I'm hurting
More than I thought I would
Because I remember what friendship is
I remember what we had
And what we've become
I didn't replace you
You just became like everyone else
And I was left
Lonelier
At home
And sick
And depressed
And alone
And the one I thought would stay
Didn't
Because of me
Maybe
I'm angry at myself
©crazynori -
crazynori 1w
The Grey
I've always wanted to feel...
To be...
Special
To do something no one else had done
To be recognized but in a brightest star hiding behind millions kinda way
I always wanted to be
The sun to someone's moon
To be able lighten the weight of their wounds
To be a fool in love
I wanted to be a superhero
A shape shifter
I wanted to sing songs in front of a grand stage
I wanted to write poems and recite them in a passionate voice
I wanted to see my book in the palm of someone's hand
I wanted to be
Special
The best part of me
Do something no else has done
With a sort of flare thats comparable to a burning flame
I wanted to be
I want to be
Special
Hidden glass
In a sea of pebbles
I wanted to be...
I want to be...
More than I am now
Better
And maybe
Just maybe
I'll be the grey
In the black and white
©crazynori -
crazynori 1w
Hate and Death, Love and Life
I wish we were fated to meet
Like Life finds death
And love discovers hate
Because I am overcome by loneliness
Like death conquers life
And hate overwhelms love
©crazynori -
crazynori 10w
"And there I was... Sitting on the front steps on a cold winter night, looking at areoplanes wishing they were stars".
©crazynori -
crazynori 11w
Love
Under an upside down world
In the cool blue of the ocean
My grandest fear
My secret wish
Reveals itself
Among the corrals and fish
My home
My comfort zone
The place where my body ceases to resist
That burning fire
It's natural desire
To be in love
And to be loved
Even if it costs me... Everything
But it is here
Under an upside down world
Where fear turns to hope
And hate
Transforms into love -
crazynori 12w
Are we not influenced
By lies made dramatic,
by transformed truths filled with flare?
Is our society
based on dishonesty?
Decorated with big red bows
And the promise of eternal ease
©crazynori -
crazynori 12w
Home lied in the strain of his smile,
And the dullness of his voice
Home existed
In the fragility of his tears,
And the cracks of his broken soul
©crazynori -
crazynori 12w
The power of prejudice
Comparable to the sun
Too much of it
And it renders you blind
©crazynori -
crazynori 16w
Solitude
We exist in a unwild world
Where loneliness is key
And togetherness is an unknown entity
When it appears our fist instinct is to flee
Making me wonder if this reality
Is truly the meaning of the word happy
©crazynori
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We live in a world
Where we value instant gratification.
We want everything at our fingertips
For immediate consumption.
Yet we all feel so lonely,
Isolated, and misunderstood.
There is no one willing
To dive to the depths of our souls.
They don't dare to remove the layers,
And discover who we truly are.
In a world of instant gratification,
If you are a person with depth,
You often get overlooked.
No one takes the time to turn the pages;
They're all looking for the beautiful front cover.
©a_lee_chambers -
Then sings my inconsolable heart
As silvery stars collide
For
My mind lives
In a fantasy dream world
Where
My grip on solid reality
Turns slippery
In the frail grasp of
A sleep deprived mind
©moon_at_heart -
she_wrote 39w
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Healing ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
But sweeheart
To heal you need to accept,
To accept that you deserve peace, space and happiness.
Acceptance will create discomfort
Maybe , you will be tempted to deny that
there are scars which still hurts a lot.
Healing is not as easy as it spells
but it's worth every ounce of pain you have been through
Step wise step
This process will cover up all the scars on your soul
Don't worry about the marks ,
they are the symbol of your strength ,
How beautiful and powerful you have been
through this journey of healing.
The pain of this process is
like the pain of the labour of a mother
who goes through it when she gives birth to a new body ,
Similarly once you will heal,
Like that new born child
It will be rebirth of your soul
And rejuvenation of your heart.
So, don't be afraid
If it hurts , Maybe it's time for you to be your own anchor and
be the phoenix.
©she_wrote
Kanchan Balodi
Image credit: Pinterest
@Mirakee
@Writersnetwork
#postoftheday #pod #healing #mentalhealth #happiness #life #inspiration #breakthetaboo #strength #rebirth #happinessHealing is not as easy as it spells
but it's worth every ounce of pain you have been through
©she_wrote
Kanchan Balodi -
justhannah 67w
Pot of Gold
I cry because
there is a thunderstorm
in my heart, but
I laugh at
all the rainbows
after the lightning
screams.
©justhannah -
As far as where my passion lies it's among the verses in my mind.
©sharma_pravin -
blankedout 88w
That breath that you just took
Indicates you are alive
Indicates you have a purpose
Like it or not
As long as you live you have a contribution to make -
sneha_jaiswal 116w
Pain is always expressed in liquid form...
Either through tears
Or
Through ink...
©sneha_jaiswal -
I wanna dive into thoughts
and never come up for breath
sinking deeper and deeper
until I drown in all the lines
I've wanted to write
but never have..
-pacific_indite -
girl_in_white 138w
In this tenebrous abyss I sit,
utterly scarred and bruised,
inhaling the aroma of your abiding love,
that these withered pages unfurl
every time I unfold my book,
to breathe in a memory of my heart.
©girl_in_white | Vaishnavi -
naheen_zaara 140w
...Battle...
When pen becomes your weapon,
Scars your shield and
Diary your battle field ,
Then believe me ,
no pain
Or depression can win against you...
©naheen_zaara
