I know what it feel like.... The pain of been shattered all over, To look into a mirror and behold, the fair share of your demons. I know what it feel like to wait on love, when it doesn't do the same. I know what it feel like to be that casting tape, as you watch people speaking words trying to define you against their white plan background. I do know what it feel like trudging through darkness dragging your feet so as not to step on anything. And neither the light of the crystal nor the praise From the elementals could lift you.
I know what it feels like... To be that breeding webs in an old shack. to lose something that is valued more than life itself To give love and get hate in return. To stand alone in a wicked world Where you're named after everybody's weirdo. I do know I do know, what it feels like When confidence turns to depression When everyone talks but no one listens When you hold onto the last things That inspires and gives you hope. And that too left anyways.... When no one understands you . And When the only thoughts you get are sucidal. I feel your pains, and sorry I can't let you Go through all this alone. So Let me be the absorber of all pains Let me takes all the knuckles that life has to offer to you Would you let me be your guide through this rough times.
Why does it stare at me, the other guy in the mirror Why does it call me...and how does it know my name Why wouldn't it take my life, cause I tired, I'm trying I really am Please this once, would you give me a little time to catch my breath ? Why do I deserve to suffer this much, you keep taking everything away from me Or was it I trying to keep them safe away from me, why don't you do the same to me. keep me safe away from you.
Just this once i plead, I beg you to let me go. Give me a chance to be normal again I want to know what it feel like to actually live I want to sleep without this seizure, the hallucinations, the pains, oh the pain make them go, please take them away, why do I have to get high to ease them. Can I wake up every morning to less problem, without a pills controlling every impulse, every outburst. Can I be happy ? Really happy, can I smile the way everyone does Perhaps not today, anyday....anyday is fine, I will take it Just set me free oh demon Set me free
Clouds of adversity are gathering on mountain tops, but the MP's...New clip stress was only bandit you still love me, anyway!
The radio cracks with more callous trivia shamelessly inventing new Rebels for the gallows. When head Shaven hangman, vigilante-flanked, swoops in for his rites
Why do they choose unlike salamander to tame us to death, when they neither charged or tried .... Nerves rack; WHAT MIASMA BROUGHT THIS CANCEROUS GROWTH THAT NOBODY WANTS TO BROACH FOR THE FEAR OF DEATH?
We all know their Bogus faces in the corridors, But when we pass the Mandrex images, we all chuckle at the inward truth we know we share but won't admit for fears of dubbing each others liars. Even our snoop's metaphors are anaemic & scatty .
The poor roach must be wondering now whether it was worth it, hiding those those lonely tears of chingale.
And if children still rudely ask Please sire why are you like this, why aren't you like the other what your problem actually ?
THEN LET IT BE SALTED AWAY THAT
I have trials as much as I had fails, I have wronged as much as I had been wronged I have been good as much as I go bad, Never been a perfect being, forget the camou But never was I to measure my advice or calculated words to you
I'm only human and I had loved in my own strange ways, yes I had, but that will be purest form of anything I had done. Why give yourself a name you don't deserve or understand... ”MISERY" ?................. Do you even know what it takes to be in despair, or do you think it having a pen that jots words about them. Place your bloody hands on my chest, for Christ sake it a dark hole eruption, shaped by the clobbering from the very hate that the world given that never comes back to them, it reside in, just in me, destroying everything that I claim to love, TAKE MY GODDAMNN BOOTS...AND SEE IF IT'S FIT YOUR FEET'S, LIKE YOU KNOW THE FEELINGS THAT COMES WITH THE STRUGGLE TO WAKE...TO WAKE FROM THIS..THIS INTRAPSYCHIC WHEN THE PILLS DOESN'T WORK ANYMORE, AND THE FEELING TO DIE BECOMES A TEST OF TIME... Success is being happy or makes sure others are, but don't ask that much from me cause I don't know which direction to lead nor am a success at being happy.......
How I could see beneath those fake smiles, your decite to get to the truth and the rosary you counted to see my tears and feed on them...
I really tried to care, I swear i do... I do want to be normal again, But everything seen to be a game of RUSSIAN ROULETTE with you, even when I take no chances about my superiority
And If the children still wonder about the eggs offered at altars every bumper, why do they multiply? of what use ? WHAT MOVES HIM...
I'll TELL YOU DIS MUCH What incurable despair has gripping your lips that they wouldn't open? For fear of which elusive death will you keep hiding behind corridors looking for prey in a rim of predatory ?
Uffffffffff am so.so..so sad Uffffffffff you left me broke but am not broken Uffffffffff do you love me too Ufffffffff I can't trust no one Uffffffffffffff I need you guy's am so depressed Uffffffffffffff FUCK OFF Uffffffffffffff LEAVE ME ALONE Uffffffffffffff ☮️