but I don't wanna
look away perhaps the pain will ceaselook awayclose your eyes and pray for PEACE -messer
it's 6:02 AM and you know the vibes .
eventually , all we do is carry on what matters is , to where ?we either carry on to a better life orwe carry on to our suicidal death.but yeah , either ways you will carry on.
i don't wanna write i don't wanna feeltime heals you up but I don't know what's the dealwhat's brokenwhat should be mendedboys never had a thing to hurt me well never gave a fuck to it maybe family was tha factorbroken before i became a perfect actorto pretend I'm good well , now there's nothing to do so I'm a hood bad lad sad lad mad ladI'll be that till the I'll diedon't expect me to change for you i didn't do it for my life. - messer©deadandyoung
i hope I'll figure out where my home lies !
to my parents .
I am sorry I am a piece of destruction you never wantedbut now you can't erase mefrom your fateall you can do is clean my slate.I don't wanna be this.I never wanted to be this.But here i am on a a different roadfor my journey to home. -messer©deadandyoung
and between all of thisi would like to believe i can be lovedi hope I'm not cursed.
i feel a void inside of meI'm calling out for me.they say i can changemaybe i can but my demons won't let methey won't let me breathethey grasp all of the oxygen i consumethey won't let me eatthey feed on my souli let them be this timeI won't fight anymoreI can'tI can'tI CAN'T©deadandyoung | breathe for me please ?
SAMASARA : the cycle of death and rebirth to which cycle of material is bound.So look this the reason i said we're not freewe're just walking down the threads our fate breeds.isn't this funny we fellow beings just being in a spree but we call it life.just want to give things i really like or i really read.i have been spiritual since like i entered my doomness but i love these thingsand i am doing it :)
so kiss me hard before i gobcz there's no assurancethe next time I'll show !©deadandyoung
what do you think ?
i think , in some way or the other every heart needs a suture.
please understand guys.
went outside today and realised people were out there wearing masks.i mean they were literally wearing mask over mask!!©deadandyoung |what a world