We had a great bonding, I made you smile And your smile cherished me. In my buoyant vastness, You filled your childish innocence. We played together creating new memories. When I got burst, your tears bursted too. Though I couldn't express , I cried too. Then they gave you a new one. Within no time,he made you smile. Your tears dried and I was forgotten. I am happy for you and will always be . Because you are very special to me And from that ignored corner, I still linger our memories. -With love, Your first balloon
Final part! Somehow finished it up with something... #astrome see this hashtag for the previous ones. Writing stories aren't my cup of tea I guess excuse the flaws ___________________________________________________
Stars began flaring more intensely, they were radiating their soul out. The whole sky was illuminated like in day time. And the heavenly bodies began budging as if grooving to some 80's melody. They were swaying and flickering with an enchanting smile. I melted in perplexity... "What is happening!"
I gazed at them in complete wonder. They were spell working like wizards. The whole thing appeared like a Disney World to me. Blanched welkin, embellished with stars! Harmonizing an atmosphere of beautiful mystery. After a while, they wrapped up their insanity and passed me a playful look. "See for yourself" taunted them.
My jaws dropped with bewilderment. "What have you all done!?" They had jotted down a name in the sky! "It's his name!" My deep brown iris reflected his name in depth. Eyes gleamed with unconfined emotions! It's not the first time, that I am reading his name. My pen have dripped the very name a million times. But this was out of the world (literally!) I lingered soo hard reading his name again and again. "Do you mean he is the one!? That somebody! Am I the one he is dreaming of? Do you mean he Loves me!?" My eyes welled up, drifted by mixed emotion of elation and dubiety. I was on cloud nine.
"We met you both on the same night, and both of you were so garrulous, rattling about eachother. The only difference was that, he was dreaming while drowsing and you were dreaming with your eyes wide open. But the emotions conveyed was of the same parameter. From that very day we were waiting for this new moon night so that we could shine better and do our part with utmost clarity. This is the truth, your matches are made on heaven. And you are completely perfect for each other. So without any further delay unbind your love and let it flow freely " They said everything in a stretch.
I was completely numb. Finally! Finally my dreams (our dreams) would be true. We would soon be one... I was desperate to talk to him at the very moment, but I did not want to disturb his dream. "Let him dream today! Tomorrow that would become a reality..." Excitement and anxiety flushed through my blood. For the first time in my life, I wished to pass over the night soon and waited for the sunrise. Reading my mind they dissipated into the blues with that same enchanting smile... A new ray of love muffled my soul...
The Moon has consistently remained by my side in my darkest of times and when everyone left me to my nightmares...!! ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• SOMBER MOON (A Journey To Nihilism) °°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°° Swirling spiral of anti-matter, Cascading down an endless ladder. In non-corporeal states, Spirits search for their soul mates. One taste and we miss our goal, And cling to a second hand role. One state that we all share, Bittersweet and unaware. Feed on life, consumed to death, We devour the world with every breath. Forged by chance, nurtured in deceit, We glimpse the truth and quickly retreat.
Our descriptions become indescribable... Our delusions become undeniable...
You were once mine for a moment in time, I embraced your accustomed wounds; Used and abused, starving for love, You shone like a Samhain Moon. Yet love is alive, not a lie, Not a manifestation of will; Not a statue of God or paradise façade, Nor some unholy devil's deal. I was once young with mind undone, Chasing a somber moon; Yet time has devoured, Those dead flowers Upon my empty tomb...!!
SOMETIMES, I FEEL LIKE HOPE IS A CLASSIC NOVEL WITH CLICHÉD WORDS, WHICH I'M TIRED OF READING OVER AND OVER AGAIN.. It's pages turning yellow.. It's words becoming shallow. It's like a tree full of leaves but it's flowers are withering down. Or a sky full of stars but it's beauty is still dull. The rain full of joy but after sometime it's the reason of storm. Hope... The hope of our parents to see us talk for the first time .. or the hope of ours due to which we take the first step .. The hope that he lived for that she will love him .. Or the hope in which she spend her whole life that he will come back to her. The hope due to which I'm still alive .. The time when I thought to take my life .. By drowning myself in the pool of my tears..I tortured my body till it bleed red gifting myself many scars.. The hope when I thought the flame of those bad words in my heart will come to halt with time .. That the way he always rank my body through his filthy eyes will stop one day .. The hope due to which I always hold myself from taking a big step .. But in the end I got nothing ... I stopped trusting on the word hope that one day my life will be better.. That my body can be scar free .. That my sinful soul can be renewed .. that I can really smile .. that I'm worthy of living .. That I'm important for someone..That I can do this I'm too strong .. I'm brave like a lion.. That yes girl .. you can put the world on fire .. Maybe I also have a heart .. But I think it got replaced with a stone .. The stone which always breakdown into small pebbles.. but then it glue itself up again with this hope that everything will be alright .. I'M TIRED OF READING THIS NOVEL OVER AND OVER AGAIN CALLED HOPE..
"THE RAY OF A NEW SPARKLING HOPE ALWAYS GIVES ME RARE ENERGY THINKING THAT FROM TODAY'S ON EVERYTHING WILL COME AT PLACE GIVING MYSELF A NEW CHANCE TO LOOSE MYSELF AS MY MISERY DANCE AS I LIFT UP MY CRUSHED SOUL AGAIN A FAKE SMILE WILL ALWAYS KISS MY LIPS THE STARS SHINNING AS THEY CRY FOR THE SADNESS THAT MY SMILE DISGUISE MY TEARS WHEN THEY TURN DIAMONDS THE DIAMONDS WHICH EVERYONE DREAMS OF BUT THEY DON'T KNOW TO HAVE THOSE DIAMONDS THEIR HOPE WILL CRUSH DOWN IN THEIR FEET BLEEDING THEM MAKING THEIR HEART MOURN, HISSING IN PAIN THEY WILL BE THIS MUCH BADLY MISERABLE THAT THEY WILL TRY TO HUG THE CAPTIVATING QUEEN "DEATH" BUT THAT QUEEN WILL GIFT THEM GOLDEN COINS NAMED AS HOPE AND ONE DAY THEY WILL BE TIRED TIRED OF RUNNING BEHIND THOSE DIAMONDS BUT THEY WOULD NOT BE ABLE TO HAVE PEACE AND ETERNAL SOLACE". ________________________________________ It's kind of the combination of prose and poetry .. THANK YOU @_rainfrost_ for giving such a captivating line it directly stabs my heart and I can totally relate to it ... #rf_licon_ch ________________________________________ Image credits to rightful owner ..
Okey, part-2 of my scribbled story. If you haven't read the 1st part see this hashtag #astrome ___________________________________________________
The stars were brighter than the usual coz it was a new moon night. I found them amazingly beaming today. May be it's the absence of the moon that made them so chirpy. "Sometimes somebody's absence can make you shine profoundly" (mused). But that wasn't the case here. There was something else on their face. I tried hard reading them, lyk really hard! I have never beat my brain out even to get my sleep... (Sighed)! The stars were enjoying this and kept on mocking me. I can clearly see a cranky smirk on their glow. After so many failed attempts of commanding, begging and guessing game I was tired and halted. Somehow they came out of their childish frolics and stared sharply right into my eyes, finally they broke their playful hush.
"What do you think the reason behind your insomnia" they inquired me, with a reflected glee.
"I don't really know. May be its coz he's running through my mind unceasingly and may be my brain never wants to stop dealing with the dopamine rush!" I couldn't hold back my witty bashfulness.
They chortled at my quip. "But we have the answer!" The fairies of the sky world spoke with extreme composure.
"You can't sleep when you are awaken! Awaken vividly in somebody's dream... Somebody dreams about you with utmost passion. Somebody who weaves his desires and love so perfectly into a maze of dreams. That person never wants to discard you even when slumbering. And craves for your endearment like anything."
I was wonder struck. Curiosity overwhelmed me completely. "Who is that? somebody?! You know him right. Please tell me. C'mon speak up please... I can't handle this cloak and dagger! Stop taunting me... You are my honey bunches ain't you! So now tell me..." I adjured them to reveal that name. They winked at me, And what happened next was not less than a magic!
Observing season: Autumn, Winter and Spring offer the best times to stargaze and many astronomers refer to an ‘observing season’.
This is just my raw scribblings. Since I don't wants this to be long, I made it into 3 part. This is the part-1 of my scrawled story. Excuse the whole thing, just a try ___________________________________________________
A cold breezy night of observing season. Sky was at it's best... With millions of stars glaring fiercely. The clock kept on moving it's hands. As usual I was dissecting the heavenly beauties, lolling over the bed, not at all busting a gut to yearn my sleep. Actually I'm getting used to this. I don't know what's this called, But still I'll call it insomnia and this isn't really an easy peasy. I pegged away really hard at the beginning. Rage, dismay, agony rushed into my blood, embracing it. The feeling of yearning for sleep but not earning it was annoying. I didn't really know why this was happening to me... And to get rid of all these, I myself found the stars as my medication. Or was it them who found me!? I don't know...
Watching them pacified my soul, mind and body. I savoured those starry eyes. Or was it him who deluged my thoughts!? May be yes... I talked to them endlessly about him the whole night. His enigmatic smile, innocent bunny face, selfless helping nature, funny and friendly talks... We were that perfect strangers turned into the insane best friends. As it goes, like dissolves in like! So we were. We bonded so quickly but deeply. I was THE raw version of ME with him. Even his flaws were pure as the driven snow. We talked for a very long hours sharing all our thoughts, emotions, anything and everything. He became my human diary. By the passing days I noticed that giant strides in my sensations. I was so captivated by him, clearly not on his superficialities. And unconsciously as well as consciously I had fallen for him.
But I kept my emotions locked up in a chest, because I was scared! What if he comes to know this! what if the feelings aren't reciprocal? what if he misread me as a cheap immature brat! what if I lose him... These thoughts haunted me. May be these were the reasons I lost my sleep. Or is there any other?! I don't know.
I handed over the key of my immured desires to the stars. I'm sure no body else would be this patient to hear all my gibberish blabberings. And that made my heart light. I would sleep when they fade away and first rays of sun intrude my window pane. To be honest I disdained the scorching fireball. I always awaited impatiently to meet the celestial charmers to jabber out my heart. This had been my routine since the past one week. But today is different... Something dramatic happened!