#emp#totimec@writersbay#writersbay He's my time. It's okay if this doesn't count as an entry (cz I'm second guessing) I did it, anyway! ╮(╯_╰)╭ Incoming of emotions!! find more series of LOVER under the hashtag #loverslovelastforever ❄ __________________________________ Brick by brick, he build me up Inch by inch, while pain crawled in Breath by breath, while I flickered away like a dying fire, He built me up. He built me better, for the coming worse. You're time honey, I am tears. We'll go hand in hand, I'll be the wound, you'll be the aid. If you're their deception, love, I'll be the truth of you. My eternal glow of now, while I bask in the enlightenment of some past, that I can't recall you're time honey, I'll be that wine. Moonshine. ~ avani // everything stopped when I looked at him, and he offered me his chronosphere// ( Alice through the looking glass reference) __________________________________
Lines of the post taken from dress by Taylor swift (Come on, dude, who else would I ever mention! And that, too this good...nobody but her.)
anxiety's a silent drop of water penetrating the stillness of my calm mind, severing the surface with wildness and diving into it, to add up to the volume of chaos that rests dormant inside it. it charges at me like a fanatic, sending across a range of tiny ripples that die even before reaching the shore but it's enough to rattle my mental state.
and pain is like a hot spice that has lost all of its hotness, so it sits steady on the edges of my tongue waiting patiently for the crisis to arrive but it ends up not stinging me as much as it was meant to. It simply dissolves in with my inability to stir an emotion in the hot pot of the feelings i overcooked for myself.
numbness is its byproduct, a strange feeling or rather the absence of it, and it has stuck to my skin for way too long now. it all began with the collapse of a stack of intangible thoughts, starting from the least of dangerous ones to the ones that are unfavourably violent. but eventually it shaped my thought train, sushing the frightened child in me that has recently been orphaned. and as any other orphanage, it took care of me when no one bothered to.