Invincible
My crystal heart may seem fragile at first
But once you get close you will see
It may have been Shattered before
Chiped and glued back together
It's lost many peices along the way
But don't be fooled it will get back up
And fight another day no matter how hard you try to break it apart
©drifting_soul
drifting_soul
www.instagram.com/teenage__poet
all i want to be in life is dead (i changed my name no longer going by little_miss_deadly)
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Insecurities
How could you blame me
For who I have come to be
When your the one that created me
Raised me to be the person I am
You instilled all your insecurity in me
All your anger and unhappiness to
Along with your stubbornness
How could you hate me
When your the one that made me
Maybe looking in my eyes feels to
Familiar to looking in a mirror
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Help herself
How can you say at some point they can only help themselves when all you did was enable them in the first place supply the very thing that almost took them away from you pretending everyday it wasn't an issue that was until she got ahold of that bottle then next thing you know she is coming at you
Screaming crying nonstop fighting
Tearing this family apart
Pretending everything is okay once again
That was until she got her dui but don't worry
You hailed her out and she got her way once again
No consequences in sight in her mind
Just to go drink some more
When does this end
When will you hwlp her
When she is to far gone to help
When her body lays on a road
Miles away from what used to be her car
All cause "she had to help herself"
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Shattered
Baby are you lost
Looking for yourself in someplace else
A girl on your arm
You don't see the harm
I'm not around
So why can't you fuck around
Baby are you lost
Looking for the parts that are gone
In this girl on your arm
Don't you see she won't treat you like I did
She will steal everything you have left in you
And leave all those pieces you were trying to fill
Shattered on the floor
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Without me
No matter how tired i get
Or how alone I feel I can promise you this
I won't make you live in a world without me
I won't take myself away I'll keep fighting another day
Aunty Shelby won't be a story
Won't be someone who is missed
Cause I'll be right here
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Close my eyes
Maybe if I never open my eyes it will all feel alright
Keep them closed tight
Like a child who is scared of the dark and doesn't have a night light
Scared to face the darkness I front of me
Maybe if I never open my eyes you won't
Notice the tear stains down my face
Or the sadness in my eyes
If I never open my eyes
Then I won't fall apart
All the time right?
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Wonder
Starting to wonder if I'll ever feel any better
Smoking weed everyday and hiding
All my feelings inside
Not a solution to my problems
But it certainly feels better than being sober
So I'll get high everyday
And debate taking my life
Cause at this point being alive
Is killing me inside
And idk what I'm supposed to do
When I'm to tired to fight
And to alone to make it put alive
©drifting_soul -
Seasons always change they never the same
Kinda like you and me
Forever changing but never separating
By each others side whenever the other needs a break to pick back up the fight no matter day and night seasons change but never do they leave the other behind
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Relief
Warm tears stream down my face
I want to leave this place
Go to a far away place
Where I can finally feel at peace
I might hurt some people when I leave
Even thought I doubt anyone would really
Miss me I mean nothing
Just a peace of paper on the side of the rode
A peace of plastic in the wind
No place to be
No important meaning
No importance to those around me
Warm tears stream down my face
I can hear my lungs begging for air
My head just begging for some peace
My heart just wants relief
So I guess this is goodbye for me
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What was it you used to ask me please remind me of the words you used to say to me
"What's wrong with you"
Ring in my head
Over and over again
I don't understand what I did
Why you see me this way
I didn't mean to fuck up so much
Were did I go wrong along the way
Why can't you just care about more than yourselves
And see how terribly you have let me get mentally
©drifting_soul
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thelogist 5w
Sometimes, I feel like a stranger even in my home.
©thelogist -
thelogist 5w
With You
The roof confined me in my horrors.
Making me choke on my blues;
So I ran and sat under the bare sky,
It smiled & said "I'll share them with you."
©thelogist -
It's not that she wanted to die
It's that she no longer knew what she was living for
~ a.m -
wordsofawarrior 8w
Just stay around
Just stay around for one more sunset,
One more picnic
One more stargaze
Just stay around once more to watch the colours in the sky go from a baby blue mist to a collection of pink perfection
Just stay around for one more 2 am conversation
One more movie night
One more careless morning
Just stay around for one more feel good moment with the people who mean the world to you
Just stay around for one more hike
One more rain fall
One more sunflower field
Just stay around once more to admire God's creation in awe
Just stay around for one more heart break
One more sleepless night
One more silent breakdown
Just stay around
Stay around until you feel like you are on top of the world
Stay around until you want to stay around
Stay around until you no longer need a reason to stay around
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at times, all you can do is just focus on the next second, the next moment, the next breath
this is a poem for all those warriors
all the brave souls
who need a reason to stay around
you are beautiful
you are strong
you are good enough
you are worthy of a beautiful life
you are a warrior
here's to staying aroundJust stay around
~a.m
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reneewolfcrowdenunez 9w
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*I've been saying this to my children for over 25yrs and i want to say it again to them and to all of you!!thank you all and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!*TO MY CHILDREN
My hope for you
Is that all your wishes
Come true
Except for one
So you always have
Something to try for..
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reneewolfcrowdenunez 8w
Word Prompt:
Write a 3 word micro-tale on Confusing @Mirakee @writersnetwork #writersbayCONFUSING
The World Today..
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Word Prompt:
Write a 3 word micro-tale on Vast
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#writersbayVAST
Sky
Blankets
Sea
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Word Prompt:
Write a 10 word short tale on Forgive
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Forgive
My lack of gifts
Accept this
Happy Birthday
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Word Prompt:
Write a 6 word micro-tale on Vanish
@mirakee #writersnetwork #writerstolli #writersbay #ceesrepostsVANISH
ALL
The HUNGER
In OUR world..
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Loved
Mornyng
My daughters
My other Kass
Loved
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