Hear me out, I got a situationMy girl's got a certain reputationHer birthday night, a celebrationMore than candles light, illuminationBad decisions, damnationI find the evidence, examinationI fear the coming confrontation...
She emptied the bottles,
She swallowed those pillsGas fully throttled,
She sought the thrillsNow she's hostile,
But it's my trust she kills...
I didn't have fun,
I didn't do the things she's doneI didn't try to have another man's sonAnd now I gaze through into the barrel of my gun,
Asking myself, "I saw the signs, why didn't I run?"
Meanwhile she lay there numb,
Feeling no guilt from leaving me stunned and shunned and flung
Across the empty room,
Read my note, feel my doom,
The black rose in full bloom,
It wilts and dies as I shall too...©edwyne_18
Heart beatingA nuisance,
It's my battle I'm losing,
It's my decisions I'm choosing,
My actions aren't fluent,
It's hard to believe I'm even humanIf I reached out and you grabbed my hand,
It would slip through your palm just like sand,
And a shadow would rest at where I would stand,
Nothing'd remain, not even a hair strandI'd be gone, not that it'd be new,
And you know it's true,
It's almost as if my soul left my body and flew,
But in actuality the truth is much more cruelI've lost what I loved most,
I'm a spirit, bodyless, without a host,
A parasite, a disease-I'm gross! But mostly I'm unreal,
I am a ghost©edwyne_18
"You Let Me Know"
It came to me so sudden as I collapse again...
Your voice in my head, telling me to grow...
how I never use to listen to another word,
No one else but yours let me know...
oh, you let me know...
As the darkness grew, I'd fallen weak to my knees...
Begging for an answer to all my needs...
You placed your hand upon my shoulder,
Showing me a time when I would hold her...
An image I couldn't forget,
A change of heart I wouldn't regret...
All because of the voice of a beautiful girl,
And now she's here to guide me through the same world...
Through the same world that I'm meant to show her...
Just the other day I picked her from the floor,
Like she'd done for me once before...
As she was the light in me when I needed it most,
A light that I would always keep close...
Even when the storm would try to bury us below,
I had made the promise to never let her go...
I still miss you, even when you're right here beside me...
That beautiful light that will always show me...
you'll always show me...
Even when the darkness grew, I'd never fall on my knees...
I'd have all the answer to my needs...
You placed your hand upon my shoulder,
As I'd still hold yours...
An image I will not forget,
A change of heart I won't regret...
All because you're the light of my world,
my beautiful girl...
Variables Of The Heart
Here is an equation that is thoughtful A math question that is mindful First let x be beautiful Then let y be graceful The solution is rather simple that only Zero squared can say no It is not just because I say so The formula is what I know A positive integer is a clue Another hint is that it's true Here is what you have to do Just Simplify; x plus y = you©edwyne_18
It Take Two
Shouldn't have said that I want youBut I only said thatJust to make you feel betterAnd now I'm sad and soberWas trynna keep my emotions hiddenBut now the same person who's cold and shivering You're in this cause of my flawsBut don't blame me and say I'm the causeI'm just be me and you'll be youAnd soon you'll know that *It Takes Two* ©edwyne_18
Let me be as gold
Love the way our lips metLike the sunset touching the surface of the river at its bestThe moon hanging up in the skyIts light shining down on all lifeIn our humble abodes we resideListening to crickets play and hideAnd when the leaves shiverThey make my sobs bitterWell, that's what goes through my headWhen I'm alone in my bedAnd it all ended with a heartbreakThat makes my heart ache ©edwyne_18
Tension In The Wind
As the wind blows A vase falls down with a big blow Revealing a note from youA note titled *It Takes Two*A part says *I Love You*Another saying *I'm Yours Too* I drop the note in regrets and tearsSit on the bed, scared by my fearsI move to my balcony My face making an effort to dispel acrimony But the thought won't let go off meAnd makes my heart and soul bleed©edwyne_18
Blinded by her curves
Now I have to cut my nerves
Got high over her physique
Is this a new technique
Eyes wide open, I can not blink
Mind disturbed, I can not think
In a state of confusion
Lost, I can't find the right conclusion
What have I just seen
A beautiful angel like teen
Hours later I am still amazed
I'm pretty sure the whole world gazed
Poetry can not explain
All it would do is complain
What I just saw was an angel in disguise
And nothing about her do I despise©edwyne_18
Make Me A Part Of Your Love Song
When I lay in my bed at night
Look at the ceiling
Then turn off the light
In my mind, your face is revealing
I have so many females
But you always come up in my mind
So many fairy tales
But yet your the only reality I find
And I often wonder why
In you there is barely a disappointment
To the point I can't stand you telling me bye
Every time I think you're a trick
You prove me wrong
It's you, I want to pick
Baby can you make me, a part of your love song©edwyne_18
When You See Me
World suddenly gets brightlights all around seems startling whitelike an end of a cold nightIs the time when you see meLightening up a smilewhich lied dormant for whileflowing longer than the river NileIs that moment when you see meJust a look from youFeels like an old dream come truea talisman so rare and pureIs just when you see meA feeling that touches the skyThat gives me wings so I could flyOf reaching out to a new highIs that moment, when you see me©edwyne_18
Never thought it would come to thisThe smiles ,the laughter,Never thought they would find an exitFade away till there's nothing leftBut then again,I can't actually blame you I hoped and expected so much, basically from nothingI ignored the obvious and followed my wandering thoughtBut who's criticizing I guess i wanted to find what others didJust never thought it would end a fit @irishbhae