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  • ellisbullet 29m

    Unnamed #7

    Growing and blooming, laughing and living.
    Flowers beautiful and meaningful, being loved and tended to.
    Shrinking and closing, crying and dying.
    Weeds misjudged and killed.
    Some weeds actually beautiful and all living and breathing.
    Flowers and weeds, there’s no difference actually just looks.
    Much like society
    Don’t you think so?

    ©ellisbullet

  • ellisbullet 1d

    Mistake

    I hurt and I cry
    I trust and I fall
    I make mistakes but it’s human.
    At least it should be.
    One mistake and you fill my head with thoughts.
    One mistake and you make sure I regret it.
    One mistake and suddenly...I’m a mistake.
    I tried my best to please you but all I did was fail you.
    So in return
    You hurt me and treated me like shit.
    You busted me down and tore my heart to pieces but I still loved you.
    Then one day you threw me aside and was done with me
    Torn, hurt, and bleeding.
    I made a mistake
    And now I’m a mistake

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  • ellisbullet 1d

    Unnamed #6

    Oh beautiful smile
    You complement it everyday
    What a beautiful smile
    What a shame.
    It’s so unique
    It’s so crazy.
    Crooked little smile
    A smirk you may say.
    But really I just smile through the pain.
    Oh beautiful smile
    What a shame.
    Through that smile I hide my pain.
    Torch me, and burn me, cut me and throw me, destroy me, before I destroy myself.
    You’ll never learn the truth cause all I do is smile.
    You’ll never find the truth.
    Oh beautiful smile

    ©ellisbullet

  • ellisbullet 1d

    Unnamed #5

    Burning and threatening to pool over the tears I’m fighting back.
    Screams I’m swallowing down twisting and turning in my stomach
    The pain of my sorrow pushing in my throat burning my eyes incasing my mind.
    I wish to scream and cry but I can’t.
    I smile instead.
    I laugh instead.
    I walk calmly.
    Head held high, accepting the hugs and laughs.
    When really
    I’m fighting back tears
    I laugh instead of screaming
    Walk instead of run
    Burn at the feel of your touch.
    Smiling everyday when really
    I’ll smile when I’m dead.

    ©ellisbullet

  • ellisbullet 1w

    Darkness

    Darkness, consuming my body, heart and blood turning black. The devil. Taking over my mind and soul, please calm me before it’s to late. Pushing my feeling and heart down, I wish not to wake it. Please calm me. Darkness, taking over my feeling boiling to the surface, anger, rage, fear, happiness, joy, all have been pushed down to long.
    The demon inside me working it’s way free.
    Please calm me before it’s to late.
    The devil inside me.

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  • ellisbullet 5w

    Island of my body

    Miles and miles of skin I have, you can graze your fingers over them but they’ll never stop. Miles and miles of skin.
    Mountains and curves, dips and creases, you can touch me all over but they’ll never stop. Grass and dirt and flowers blooming, never to stop growing, my body a island lost in this sea of people. Run your fingers over me but they won’t stop. Chop me to pieces but your blade will dull quickly, miles and miles of skin I have.


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  • ellisbullet 7w

    The Pain You Cause Me

    The pain you cause me all these years building up and tearing me down. Pulling my hair and twisting my flesh saying I want the pain, but I don’t.
    I’ll keep my mouth shut but inside I’m screaming as my demon thrashing harder inside me wishing to stop it all. The physical pain you cause me is nothing compared to the emotional pain.
    You cut me with your knives and choke me with your claws, but the words you throw at me cut deeper than the sharpest of blades and clog my air ways harder than you make me faint.
    Making every day I live hell. Never a day you missed in hurting me. Making me unable to fight back, and you say I wanted it but I never asked for any of it. Why did you hurt me? I never wanted to be broken. Every day you hurt me more until there was nothing left to hurt.
    The pain you caused me, I said you where forgiven but the devil in me still has to make you pay. So one day, it will be your last.

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  • ellisbullet 7w

    I wish to disappear this stress crushing me everyday. Gravity weighing me down as I only wish to be lighter to fly away. I can’t break my habits, what is this life anymore. 21 days they say but I can’t break them even after 60. My life is a lie and a disappointment I am. I just wish to disappear and maybe then I won’t cause anymore pain.

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  • ellisbullet 8w

    Run away

    A life I want for my own. To escape from this prison that I live in and to finally be free.
    Nightmares haunting me through the day and then living them at night I wish to escape.
    Come with me, my white rose and we can finally be free together. I’ll take you far away from here and you’ll never have to be afraid again.
    I wish to escape this torture, running away my only way.
    Come with me, and we’ll be free.
    Help me escape this prison.

    ©ellisbullet

  • ellisbullet 8w

    Dream Land

    I wish to not wake up. Every night I fall asleep finally and just wish to not wake up. I wish to stay there peaceful, my mind showing me the places I wish to be. Trees nice and full, living peacefully along side animals, the water clean and pure, the sky beautiful and dim, stars shining bright and the earths beautiful lights dancing in the sky.
    Why must I wake up and live through this hell. I just wish to disappear to my dream land, where I won’t have to worry anymore.
    I wish to not wake up.

    ©ellisbullet