esmerose

writing an endless crumble of words about my life

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  • esmerose 2w

    StillCan’t figure you out.


    ©esme rose

  • esmerose 2w

    The silence is too loud

    ©esmerose

  • esmerose 2w

    Let this sink in

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    The way someone talks can mean nothing or everything.


    ©esmerose

  • esmerose 3w

    My voice was taken from me,
    Shaking screams
    Fogged shouting
    Broken tears
    Forced choking, replaced what was once my voice.
    Choking on tubes that I became to familiar with feeling.
    A nose that is meant for smelling the sweet smell of oceans,
    The sweet smell of wild flowers growing in hidden meadows,
    The sweet smell of the bark on the highest pine trees.
    The sweet smell of bonfires under a blanket of stars.
    The sweet smell of fresh fruits from delicate markets in foreign towns.
    Not for the sweet smell of nothing,
    Except for hospital beds, and the smell of clinically cleaned tubes forced up my nose day in day out.

    The pain of suffocating,
    when you can’t even tell if you’re breathing anymore because you care so little about being alive, you’d rather just forget whether you are or
    Whether you aren’t



    ©esmerose

  • esmerose 3w

    I always wanted you.
    But I never saw YOU coming.

    ©esmerose

  • esmerose 3w

    You have never been a crush,
    Because you are so much more than just that.
    I have never fancied you,
    Because there’s more to only seeing you like that.

    I only see you through love,
    And I like it like that.

    ©esmerose

  • esmerose 3w

    Didn’t think I’d find myself lying here missing you.
    Craving your touch,
    In the most vulnerable form.
    The way you stroke through my hair and brush my cheeks as if tears are falling down them.
    How you pull me closer and don’t let me go all through the night.
    Kisses on my neck just because you want to remind me of how gentle your heart can be.
    Hearts beating as one
    because we’ve finally found our home.

    ©esmerose

  • esmerose 3w

    You turned into the most beautiful sun rise.
    Here you are keeping me up even after the suns gone down.
    I can’t sleep because I’m stuck thinking about you.
    Tangled myself up in a blissful moment.
    I hope you’re peacefully sleeping whilst I’m night time daydreaming.


    ©esmerose

  • esmerose 3w

    It’s beautiful,
    Catching yourself falling in love.

    ©esmerose

  • esmerose 3w

    cracking eggs have never been done so beautifully.

    ©esmerose