Avalanche of emotionsI don't even know what I feel anymoreNo it's not love It's like dark, more of numbEmptiness, loneliness Anger, tortureDespise, surpriseAnxiety, despondency Grief, relief Suffering, forebodingIndignation, rejectionHatred, prideFear, despair Shame, pain Trust, disgustDejection, devotionhelplessness, sadnessEntrancement, amusementEcstatic, guiltI've been trapped in an emotional avalanche And there's no escaping for meWura ❤️
Heaven and earth!!“What’s the point of being at the top of the heavens and earth!?“What’s the point of being worshiped by all!?!“What’s the point of passing endless scriptures!?!“If the world is like this, why not destroy it!?!“If all life is like this, why not disappear!?!“If the scriptures are like this, why not end it!?!“Since it’s like this, I’ll use my own method to make the sky close its eyes, to make the earth sleep, to make the underworld river flow backwards, to make reincarnation stop, to make the world… no longer exist!!©Ethanadenkai
Everyone’s heart had a box. This box contained the memory of a person. This memory could be sweet and it could be bitter.Some people lost this box along with themselves and couldn’t find it.Some people locked the box and swallowed the sky. They don’t want to open it and wouldn’t allow others to touch it.Some people always held the box in their hands, telling themselves not to forget.Some people buried the box deep underground and waited for that day… When the spring flowers bloom, that beautiful flower will bloom as well.The box contained the love for a person and a cup of sweet and bitter water...©eEhanadenkai
We used to be close but it's time past, we became disconnectedYou never felt love and I always felt disrespectedYour family thought I was a joke, I was always defensiveThey just wanted what was best for you, I just couldn't accept itAnd hurting you was not a part of my plan or my intentionsBut I was immature, I guess I had to learn some lessonsWe grew apart and our lives went in different directionsAnd there's a lot of responsibilities that I neglectedI had a lot that was bottled inside, couldn't express itAnd this pain won't leave, I can feel the depressionIt's taking over my body, feels like I'm always stressingDoctor told me I should sleep, but I'm always restlessI lay awake at night and think, my thoughts are relentlessI need a moment to breathe, I need a moment to vent thisI seem to be the only person that I play pretend with..
She was right when she told me that I don't ever listenI told her I would change a million times and never did itApologies don't mean a thing if you don't ever fix itI love what I do but it's not what I expectedThis industry is not your friend, well that's my perspectiveSometimes the closest people to you make you feel protectedBut those are the same people that hurt you most and leave you guessingSome people say nobody's perfect but expect perfectionHow you supposed to find the answer if you don't ask the question?Sometimes I look into the mirror and talk to my reflectionWhen I go home and turn the music off, what am I left with?
Beautiful... This was the only word that classified her. Her beauty was stunning, no argument. She was a jem, Ona as it is interpreted. A woman of power and vitality. A few many words but not too much. Her presence was... Calming. It was fun watching the breeze gently brush her hair, the hair I only touched on occasion. Her smile was... Heavenly, always reminding me of what an angel will look like if it even exists.. Her aura... Oh that aura I loved so much!! The vibe around her was... Mine. Just what I needed.. And now, where is this woman? Is she lost in the cycle of life or will I meet her again? A thousand years, a million after, I miss you... And if I'm to be reborn, if you're to be reborn, let our circumstances not be like the past that hurts me so.©Ethanadenkai
I know a pack of boys that made a vow...On the way to their goal, If a person blocked them, they would kill that person. If land blocked them, they would destroy the land. If the sky blocked them, they would shatter the sky. And if a beast blocked them, they would kill the beast.©ethanadenkai
“One hundred years; an entire lifetime and the love of one’s woman is not something the heavens can erase. I, even if my woman has entered the reincarnation cycle and is already watching me from behind, do I dare to turn around and look?”©Ethanadenkai
I can give up on the Heavens, without a second thought... But I can't give up on my woman!!©Ethanadenkai
I know what kind of person I am, I do not have good looks, I like to fight, bullying people makes me feel good, when I see beautiful ladies, I must say some flowery words to relieve my boredom. I have a bad heart, but I also have the courage to be bad! I am a bad guy, but I am one who does bad things in broad daylight! As the saying goes, when a lady is beautiful, everyone would turn their heads. If a woman is beautiful, everyone would want to look at her longer. If you do not let us look at you, then is there any bloody reason to you being born beautiful? If some beautiful lady from some bloody good family notices me looking at them like this, they would surely run away and hide. On the other hand, I too will have no interest in pursuing a dead-end. But those who choose to continue standing there to tempt me even after seeing the way I look at them, can they be considered good? And yet, they actually dared to tell others that I am a detestable, unforgivable baddie! Look at those hypocrites; when they see a beautiful lady, they would quickly lower their heads to bow, showing a look of virtue and piousness. But after the lady turned away, they would quickly raise their heads to stare at that lady’s big ass while salivating, secretly desiring fleshly pleasures!!©ethanadenkai
??? : "Take my hand and let's go I will take you to better place. I know you are sick of feeling numb.You have suffered enough.I will take you to a place that will understand you. I promise, you will stop cutting yourself You don't have to fight your demonsYou won't cry every nightYou won't be scared anymore And you won't be stuck with those horrible nightmares.No ones gonna help you out here but I will.Don't you wanna be in a better place?"She smiled and said 'yes'??? : "so what are you waiting for, come on I will take you home and you won't be alone anymore.Happiness is waiting out there for you. Trust me and take my hand."She closed her eyes and smiled hearing 'better place' and 'happiness'"Mama I am going to better place. "And then she jumped from the rooftop.©tashiyangdon