After a long time ... I am here writing ... Writing for you !
Yeah ... You can refer it as my " 4.00 a.m thought " . It's 4a.m and I just had chosen to pen down all what I am feeling and all what this dawn wants me to feel ... The sun is not up yet and I don't even want it to emerge ... I don't want this peaceful night to end . I could feel you and just want to tell you something ...well yes , here it is -
A letter to you ... My love ... My life ... My everything !
Do read it peacefully !
I didn't had enough of those words that could reflect the emotions that bind me today . Not just today but each day after I met you . I opt to chose a word ... quite simple it sounds but it's what I found better than other (comparatively )... SPECIAL ! Yup "special" !
You are special for me .
I was in darkness and the day I met you it was just light and glimmer and gleam everywhere ... Its what others say ... But I feel somewhat different ... I was in darkness and you were there not behind me , not leading me ... You were there -right BESIDE me .. With me ... And faced the darkest of the darkened with me ! I knew you wanted to live in lights but you sacrificed it all just for me ... So that I don't live in darkness all alone ! And I think you are SPECIAL !
I know you are just so beautiful and your glory can be termed heavenly ... Your eyes , your smile , your glossy hairs , and all of you ... Just beauty at its peak ... I sometimes ponder how could something .. Someone be so beautiful ! Yaah that's true but today I don't want to write for your beauty ...but this time all that comes in my mind is your beautiful heart that you carry ... The beautiful soul that is within and this beautiful version of you is unseen * invisible * to others ! I could not only see your internal charm but can actually feel it and I think you are SPECIAL !
And as I do tell it everytime ... There is something magnetic in you ... I straightaway cling to you and I don't know why I just want to be with you . I hate it the most when those eyes have a glimpse of you as you belong to me and I just can't share you ! You hold magic and I started believing in miracles and fantasies as I started believing in you ! You let my imagination bloom in the best way possible and I just get attracted to you although we are totally different ... I don't know why but I guess it's because you never allowed our DIFFERENCES to DIVIDE us ! And I get attracted to you as opposite poles of magnet do ... And I think you are SPECIAL!
You are my healer ... You cure the every bit of ill in me ... My each pain , my scratches , my tears , my soreness , my wounds , my bleeding heart is repaired by you in the most comfortable and soothing way ... No medicines , no prayers can heal me the way you do ! You hold me in your arms during the extremes and I feel so relaxed and so loved and I wish to be there till the last beat my heart adorns ! And I think you are SPECIAL !
I was in thousand pieces and all broken ... But you collected all my thousand brittles and renewed me without letting me to loose my originality ... You love the "raw me" ..you accept me as I am ... I never tried for those coats of tip tops and makeups As you treat me as the most gorgeous girl on this cosmos ! You love me and I think you are SPECIAL !
I want to write all what I feel today and all what I feel when you are with me and all what I feel when I think of you and all what I feel when you touch me and all what I feel when you recognize me in millions and all what I feel when you love me unconditionally .....
I think you are SPECIAL as you make me feel SPECIAL ....
And I can give it all for you and I can face it all for you and I can wait all long for you and I can love you the way my thoughts love infinity and I can be with you till the last star shines up there ....
Cause I think you are SPECIAL and I am the most lucky one today to have you and I want to be the same till the end of the time !
You are SPECIAL !
I repeat ....
You are SPECIAL !
With love ,
From your girl !